AN: Thank you everyone for the reviews! I hope that I am doing a good job portraying Inuyasha with his problem. I never did heroin before but my boyfriend is a recovering addict. He even relapsed and I found him hours after he should have died. It really affected me and gave me more motivation to write. I think writing this helps me to understand him more as well. Anyways I hope you all are enjoying my story. Here is our next chapter..

"Inuyasha!" Kagome opened the front door to my house and was shocked to see me. "Where the hell have you been?"

I walked in slowly. "Don't worry about it. Where's Kaiya?" I looked around to see if she was near. "I feel like I haven't seen her in forever."

My only answer was a glare. "That's because you've been gone almost a whole week." She crossed her arms. "What is going on with you?"

I rolled my eyes. "Kagome, stop bothering me. Where is Kaiya?"

I heard a sharp exhale. "She is with your mother," I started walking towards my mom's room, where I knew I would find her. "Who by the way, isn't doing that well as it is. We don't need you disappearing for days at a time!"

I just ignored her. I had a really bad headache and I wasn't in the mood for it.

I made it to my mom's room and knocked gently on the door. After I heard her answer I let myself in.

"Hey mom." I smiled and walked over to the bed she was sitting in. The TV was on and my daughter was lying next to her.

"Inuyasha." She looked at me. "I've been so worried."

"I'm sorry." I kissed her on the cheek. "How are you feeling?"

"A little better now."

"That's good."

"My son," She reached out to me and grabbed my chin facing me towards her, "What are you doing?"

I just looked at her, confused.

She sighed. "You have been gone for a whole week. Your phone was off and nobody could get a hold of you."

"I just needed some space mom." I reached over her and grabbed the sleeping baby.

"That's not all Inuyasha." She shook her head. "You didn't sign up for any college classes, you are constantly leaving Kagome and the baby here, and your father was just telling me that he had to cancel some of your cards because you've been getting a lot of money out of the ATMs. What are you doing with yourself?"

"Please stop." I don't want to get into this with her. "Can't you just be happy that I'm here?"

She frowned. "No, because I am your mother and I know that something is wrong with you."

I didn't say anything back. I really don't want to have this conversation.

"Inuyasha, I am sick. I do not know how much longer I will exist. Don't let me leave with such turmoil going on."

"Mom, seriously. Nothing is wrong."

"Fine." She shook her head. "Well why don't you go spend some time with your wife? She has been stressed about school, me, and you."

"Yes mother." I got up and carefully carried the baby out of the room. Instead of going to see Kagome I just went to my bedroom. Once I was there I just cuddled my girl.

I kissed her all over her face and whispered how much I love her.

Soon I heard a giggle. I saw a pair of blue eyes looking right at me and a toothless smile.

"Hi Kaiya."

I positioned her to stand up on my legs as I held her by the ribs.

"I missed you so much!" I gave her more kisses, she laughed more. One of the most beautiful sounds there are. I guess I got her a little more excited than I should have. I felt her diaper, it was wet. "Awh, no." I looked at her. "It's okay. I still love you."

I picked her up and carried her over to the nursery. Soon enough we were at the changing table and I was getting her all cleaned up. I changed her as fast as I could, if she started to cry I know Kagome would be here in a heartbeat. I just want some father daughter time.

I never get what I want though.

"I'm surprised you didn't call me over." Kagome walked up and brushed her hand against the baby's head.

"Well I just wanted to spend some time with her."

She shrugged and picked the baby off the changing table. "I don't know if I even want you around her anymore."

I was taken back. "What the fuck is that supposed to mean?"

Kagome put Kaiya in a playpen and turned on the TV. Some cartoon was on. She turned towards me. "What are you on?"

"Excuse me?" The fuck is this shit?

"You heard me," she walked up to me and pointed her finger into my chest. "I know you're on something Inuyasha. What is it?"

"Now," I grabbed her wrist and moved her arm away from me. "Just what the fuck makes you think I'm on anything?"

She snatched her hand away. "I'm not stupid Yash. I've been hearing things…"

Oh so that's what this is about. Gossip. "Who the fuck have you been talking to Kagome? Who is it that you're so quick to believe?"

"Oh I don't know," she glared, "how about Miroku? My cousin, your ex best friend!"

"Ex best friend?" What?

She crossed her arms and turned away. "Yeah, you guys haven't hung out in months. He's not just sitting at home waiting for you to call him."

"Is that was this is about?" I laughed. "Miroku is upset that we haven't chilled?"

"No!" she marched up to me, "It's about me hearing that Naraku is into some bad things and you have been with him all the time."

"So now I can't hang out with Naraku anymore? You want to control who I'm friends with?" This bitch. "Just who the fuck do you think you are?"

My head turned to the right, and then I felt the sting on my cheek. "I think I'm your wife! The mother of your child you insensitive prick!"

Instantly I grabbed her by her arms, squeezing them and bringing her close to my face. I spoke slowly. "Don't you ever fucking touch me again."

"Fuck you." She ripped herself away from me. "You're on something and I know it!" She started crying. "You leave for days at a time and come back looking like shit. When you're gone who takes care o your daughter? Me!"

I put my hand on my forehead. "Kagome just shut the fuck up-"

"Who are you?" she picked the baby up and started to leave the room. "You aren't the guy I fell for. You're back to your old self, but worse."

Well that hurt my feelings.

I followed her out of the room and towards her bedroom. She closed and locked the door before I could get in. I knocked. "Kagome." No answer. "Kagome!"

"Go away. Just stay away from me and my daughter."

My blood started to boil. "She's my daughter too. And don't fucking act like this, Kagome. This is my parent's house. I do whatever the fuck I want here."

"Fuck you!"

God she is being a bitch. "Be glad I don't break this fucking door down right now." I punched the wood with my fist.

Instead of hearing a response from Kagome I heard Kaiya start to cry. Fuck! I just made her fucking cry! Dammit! I stormed off and went over to my room. I pulled out my laptop to check all the accounts I could get money out of. I know my dad didn't cut me off completely.

After a few minutes I realized that he did. I pulled my phone out of my pocket. It's one in the morning where he's at. Fuck. I need money. Now!

I got an idea and went over to my dresser. I had some gold chains and expensive watches I could pawn for some cash. That's a great idea.

I grabbed all my necklaces and shoved them into my pockets. Then I took some of my watches, only leaving my few favorites. I left my room and pointed the middle finger towards Kagome's room. Then I went to see my mom.

I knocked first and then let myself in. "Hey mom."

She frowned. "Is everything alright? I thought I heard yelling."

"No." I shook my head. "Everything is fine."

"Oh."

"I just wanted to tell you that I'm leaving." I wanted to give her a hug before I left.

"You're leaving already?" she grabbed my hand. "But you just came back."

"I know, I'm sorry." I do feel a little sorry. "I just have to go meet some people before it gets too late."

She sighed. "Well are you at least coming back tonight?"

"I might."

"Inuyasha." She looked away.

Now I feel guilty. "I'll try to come back as soon as I can."

She nodded.

I left the house and sped to the nearest pawn shop I knew of. I didn't get as much money as I wanted but it was enough to get high off of.

With cash in hand I drove over to Naraku's sending him a message that I'm on my way. As I pulled into his driveway I noticed that his parents were home.

I knocked on the door and his mom answered. She smiled when she saw me. "Inuyasha! Hello, Naraku told me to send you to his room."

"Thank you." I smiled, walked in, and hurried up the stairs. I didn't want her to start talking to me. I went to Naraku's door and knocked twice before he let me in.

"Yash." He nodded towards me.

I came in, closing and locking the door behind me. I handed him all of my money. He took it and went over to his little drug box. I sat on the bed and daydreamed about how good it would feel when I get high again. He brought me out of my daze with his hand on my shoulder. No words were spoken about the deal, just in case his parents might hear.

I held the bag in my hand, it looked like it would be enough to last me a whole week. "Thanks," was all I said before opening the bag. I planned on using a little just before I left. There is no way I'm waiting any longer to have it.

I was very good and stuck to my plan of making my junk last me a whole week. It was a shitty week though. Kagome has been getting on my last nerve. Every day we argue about something. I'm so sick of hearing her. I've been avoiding everyone in my family just so I don't have to hear the questions. It's really annoying. They all need to mind their own business.

I felt the itch to use again and went to my stash. To my horror I was completely out. "Fuck!" I ran over to my nightstand where my phone was charging. Naraku's phone rang a few times before going to voicemail.

"Shit." I said. "Pick up."

I called him a few more times before I realized that he wasn't going to answer. "Oh no." I felt my heart pounding in my chest.

"What am I going to do?"

I called him a few more times and he finally picked up.

"Yash, what's going on?"

I sighed with relief. "Dude, why haven't you answered your phone? I was about to freak out!"

"I'm out of town with Kagura."

My heart stopped.

"Hello?"

I shook my head. "What? How are you out of town? I need something."

"I'm sorry man. I won't be back till next Sunday."

"Next Sunday?" I panicked. "Naraku I can't wait that long!"

"Calm down. Just call my cousin Onigumo."

The hunger inside of me was going wild. "Will he have any?"

"I'll text him and tell him to get some. Just give him till tomorrow. Then he should have it. Okay?"

Tomorrow? "No, it's not okay. I need it now."

"Yash, chill out. Your just gonna have to wait till tomorrow." He hung up on me and I held my head down.

I don't want to wait till tomorrow! I need it now. Before I knew it my face was wet with my tears. I sat in the fetal position on my bed and just continued to cry.

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