AN: Hello all :) Well thank you for the reviews! They all made me feel appreciated. This chapter is not the longest but its so important that it doesn't need to be.

Kagome smiled and leaned up to kiss me. As soon as our lips touched I realized something. When was the last time we kissed? Fuck. When was the last time we fucked? I guess when I started using sex was never as appealing to me. Shit, heroin was my sex.

She pulled apart and looked away, blushing. I grinned and grabbed her hand to drag her back inside and upstairs to her room. Maybe I couldn't get high off a needle, but I used to always feel great after sex.

"Inuyasha!" she laughed once I pushed her in the room and closed the door. "What are you doing?"

I stripped myself. "Take your clothes off."

"Yash-"

I sped up to her, clad in my underwear. "Come on, Kagome." I grabbed her and kissed her, pressing my body against her.

Soon enough she returned my kiss. Then as we made out I used my hands to help her get her clothes off.

Eventually we were both naked, and crawling on top of her bed. For some reason though, I wasn't hard. But I'd buy some time for my dick to start working.

Kagome and I continued to kiss as I slid my hand down her body to her special place. The place that was only for me.

I rubbed a finger along her slit, she was already starting to get wet. Then I began to press down and rub circles around her clit. She moaned against my mouth and pushed her hips up. I smirked and took my lips off of hers, trailing wet kisses along her jawline, down her throat, and towards her right breast.

My tongue swirled around the hardening nipple, and I began to suck on it while I let the first finger inside of her.

I made to sucking on her left nipple while fucking her with two fingers before she finally had enough of the teasing.

"Yash," she panted, "please, now."

I smirked and lifted myself above her. I wasn't as hard as usual, but I'm sure with a few pumps the problem would be solved.

I guided my dick to her soaking wet pussy and pushed it in. We both let out a gasp. Damn that felt really good. She was so wet, and warm, and tight. I ground my hips against her, getting myself as deep as I could. I felt my dick finally get hard, stretching in even further.

"Oh fuck." I mumbled. Then I moved my hips back and thrust in again.

Kagome moaned loudly. It turned me on even more. Slowly I started to pump in and out of her. She moaned louder with each stroke. I decided to turn it up a notch and began to play with her clit while fucking her.

That just about sent her over the edge. Seconds into that I felt her pussy tighten and the juices seeped onto my dick and balls. But I didn't stop. I continued to pound into her as my thumb rubbed circles around her clit.

"Inuyasha!" she was practically screaming my name, clawing at the sheets. "Oh god, oh!"

"Fuck," I said as I mercilessly pounded the fuck out of her box.

We switched positions a few times and had been in the act for almost an hour when I decided I need to take a break and breathe. I pulled out of Kagome and laid flat on the bed beside her.

I was panting, that was a fucking workout.

"Shit." I said as I felt myself get soft.

She looked over at me. "You didn't…?"

"No," I let out a deep breath, "I don't know why."

Kagome frowned. "Was I bad?"

"What?" I looked at her with wide eyes. "No, you were amazing, I loved it."

"Then why couldn't you get off?"

I turned to the side and wrapped an arm around her, pulling myself closer. "I don't know, maybe my dicks broken." I smirked. "I swear I loved it. It felt great."

I silenced any more doubts by kissing her. She smiled and sighed. "Will you stay with me tonight?"

I nodded and kissed her nose. "Yeah."

"Okay, good."

With that said, Kagome turned around and we spooned till we fell asleep. Except well, I couldn't fall asleep.

I stayed with her on the bed for hours. I was tired, but I couldn't sleep. I felt the need to use arise, my body was getting out of whack.

I looked at the sleeping woman in front of me. I promised her I wouldn't use so I won't. I just need to distract myself.

I can't just lay here thinking about how much I want it.

I got out of the bed and walked into my own bedroom, then I put some pajamas on and walked over to my nightstand, opening it.

I stopped myself. What am I doing?

"No." I said out loud. I threw it out because I'm done with it. I nodded my head and went downstairs to the living room and turned on my game system.

I played for the next couple of hours. Killing enemies were a welcome distraction from the urges. But how long could I distract myself for? I lit up a cigarette, even though I shouldn't smoke in the house... but maybe the nicotine would help.

The sun rose and I realized how weak I felt.

I paused the game and just stared at the still screen in front of me.

Maybe quitting cold turkey wasn't the best idea. I mean everyone knows you shouldn't suddenly quit doing something. You're supposed to wean yourself off of whatever it is.

I nodded and put the controller down on the couch in front of me. It's settled. I'm going to quit eventually, but I need to do it slowly.

I stood up and quietly snuck out of the house and over to the trash can where I threw my whole kit out. Once I had decided that I would do it again I felt like I needed to rush. I didn't want Kagome to find out, and I didn't want to wait a second longer than I already did.

I'll just slowly wean myself off, and then in a few days, or a week, or a couple weeks I'll finally quit.

When I had everything I needed from the bin, I snuck back into the house and back upstairs to my room. I sat on the bed as I got everything ready.

"Almost there." I mumbled to myself. Fuck, my fingers won't move fast enough!

Finally I was injecting myself with my poison. It felt so damn good. I even let out a loud moan.

Yes, this was a good idea. I'll try to wean myself off the food tomorrow. Today can be my last day. Or maybe in a couple days. I don't even care right now. I'll worry about it later.

I just sat there for a few minutes. Just revering in the feeling.

"Inuyasha, when did you get up?"

Surprised, I turned around to find Kagome in the doorway. That's when she figured out what I had been up to.

She gasped. "What the fuck? Inuyasha!"

"Before you get mad," I stood up and ran over to her, "just hear me out."

"No! You promised." She glared.

"I know." I did. "I'm so sorry Kagome. I tried not to I swea-"

Kagome walked off. "I don't want to hear it."

"Kagome!" I followed her back into her room. "Please just listen to me. I'm going to quit but I can't do it in one day, I want to start off slow."

"No." she said pulling a suitcase out. "You should have woke me up and discussed it with me first. You can't just change your mind on a promise."

"What's up with the suitcase?"

"I'm done with your drama. One of us is leaving today."

"What?" Okay now I'm confused.

"One of us is leaving." She walked up to me with her arms crossed, a frown on her face. "Either you start packing and go to rehab, or I'm packing and leaving you for good."

"You're not serious?" Is this really happening?

"I am," she said with a hard expression, "If you start packing now I will call Sesshomaru and have him figure out where you will be going. Within the next 24 hours you can be in treatment. If not, I'll pack my own things, and you can kiss your daughter goodbye."

She walked back over to the open bag. "The choice is yours."

I couldn't believe the words coming out of Kagome's mouth. Why didn't she believe me? I want to quit but damn, Rome wasn't built in a day either!

"Kagome," I pleaded, "here me out!"

"No! Are you going to go to rehab or not?"

I was so pissed at this point. My hands were balled into fists at my side, and I was seconds away from punching a hole in the wall.

"I see." She said with tears streaming down her face. She walked over to her dresser and started pulling out clothes.

"No wait!" I said.

I took a deep breath and frowned. "I'll go."

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