Me and Alfie are sitting on the floor waiting for Phil to arrive, but it seems he isn't coming, I stand up and look out the window, then hear a knock on the door, Maybe that's him, I was worried sick he wouldn't be able to come, I walk down the stairs to see if he's on the other side of the door but unless Phil shrunk a few feet, grew longer hair, got plastic surgery to look like Zoe, and became a girl within an hour, it wasn't him "Oh, you're not Phil" I said widening my eyes and covering my mouth "I'm sorry, It's just-" I didn't know what to say "It's okay, I know he is your best mate, and you don't want anything to happen" But she doesn't know the truth she doesn't know how I feel about Phil no one does, not even Phil.
I know about his dreams I know he gets them because of me, but he doesn't know why, I pretend like I don't hear him at night, but I do, and it's my fault. One night back when we first moved into the apartment together, I heard him talk threw the walls. He was sleep talking, I listened for a moment then I realized it was about home, he was missing it and he was upset. I stood up to see what was wrong but as soon as I opened the door he woke up. "D- Dan?" he stuttered. "Yeah mate?" I asked in a worried tone "Come here" here called me closer I wasn't sure why "Don't leave me" he said. "I won't mate" I said "I'll be right on the other side of the wall if you need me" I didn't want to leave, if I did I wouldn't trust myself, I would come back in five minutes latter and I knew it, I stood up and began to walk away. "No Dan," He yelled sitting up and grabbing my arm "Don't leave me alone" I was generally confused "Phil? What do you mean?" I asked. "Can you sleep in here tonight?" he asked, "But I don't want to sleep on the floor" I responded
"Not on the floor on the bed"
"But your feet smell bad"
"please" he said giving me puppy dog eyes
"Fine but my head is going by yours" I responded, Phil smiled and patted the pillow beside him and directed me towards it. I layed down the bed and just stared at him in the eyes, then he finally fell asleep. I was about to go to bed when I heard "No, don't! I don't want to go! But what if people in London are mean!" I opened my eyes sat up and put his head in my lap, "Shh, Dan is right here, and he loves you, he won't be mean to you" I was stroking his long hair, and at that moment I fell madly in love with Phil Lester, I didn't admit for about three months but it finally warm up to me. I loved hearing the word "I love you, Dan" when he was asleep even if it wasn't real. Why do people think I stay up so late at night, Why do people think I enjoy sitting in his room playing on the computer until he falls asleep. Sometimes I sneak in just for minute to give him a good night kiss on the forehead and every time right before I leave I hear "I love you" slip out his mouth. Sometimes I think he's awake, but it's not possible, he would have told me by now, he's not good at keeping secrets. He never has been.
'Knock knock' I run back and open the door, Phil stands outside the door with a flushed look, I hug him as fast as possible "Are you okay? what happened? Why are you late?" I asked frantically, Phil looked down "Nothing" Something is obviously up "Where is Dean?" I asked, Phil looks up, Oh now I know Dean did something "he is in the car" I want to kill him, but for Phil's sake I won't for right now, I don't know what he did, but I sure as hell will find out. "Well I have to talk to him, I'm going to head down there" I said "No I think I should just tell you before he says something" I looked at him with a confused look
"Dean Kissed me, and I told him I liked some one else" He said, I didn't know who he liked, but I was intrigued, but I sure as hell was not going to let dean off the case like the that, but for now I want to know who. "Who?" I didn't want to seem to eager but i knew it shot off from the one word "He's not important" he said paused then covered his mouth, I didn't catch on for a few seconds then it hit me. he said he liked a boy, I knew he was Bi but I hadn't actually heard him say he liked a boy before. I wanted to know more, but I knew I wasn't going to get it out of him. "So what did Dean say?" I asked, "I don't want to talk about it, let's just say he's waiting for Jack so they can leave" I called jack down and told him to go, Zoe and Alfie trialed behind with the last two boxes, "You're lucky you can drive" Alfie said handing me a box "Well we better be on our way" Zoe said pulling him out the door, they only live two miles away, I mean they are how we found the house