I love Dan more than anyone, but knowing he's hiding things is breaking my heart. I check my phone to see if he accidentally didn't delete it, but it's to late. I finish blow drying my hair When Dan comes back in he has his computer and charger I know he will probably only stay until I fall asleep, but I wish he would stay longer "Did you get your clothes out of the dryer?" He asks "I didn't put them in-
"I did it for you" he cut's me off "I'll go get them then" I stand up "I'll go to I need to put my clothes in the dryer" Oh so that's why so he could do his own. We walk down to the first floor and into the kitchen, down the stairs to the basement. "can you get the light?" Dan asks me "Of course" I turn around flip the switch and fall into the piles of junk, "Are you okay?" Dan yells running over to me, he is so worried that when he notices I have a cut he thinks it was from the fall. He didn't know about Dean. After I told Dean I couldn't be with him, he grabbed me, he squeezed my arm so hard, he began to claw, and I began to bleed, but I covered it no one saw it and I was good, until now. "Are you hurt? Do you need any medical assistance?" I shook my head he stood up still worried and pulled me up. "Phil?" He said "Yes?" I asked. He paused and moved closer I froze. What was Dan Howell about to do?

"You have a smudge on your face, probably from the old boxes" he mumbled wiping it off my face. "It's fine, lets just get the laundry and go" I said beginning to empty the dryer. *Author note~ I began to get writers block around this part, so apologies if the rest is crap, I actually started to write and it turned into a adventure but changed it because there was nothing else to write about it* "Phil?" I heard a slight mumble behind me "Are you mad at me or something?" I paused and turned around to see Dan leaning on the washer. "Is it because we moved, I just thought-" I stopped him "Dan, I'm not mad at you, I'm not sad, disappointed, aggravated, or even angry with you. I'm just" I paused their was only one thing to say at this moment but the words could not come out, I feared they never would but some how a slither of what I wanted to say slipped out "scared"

Dan looked up "Of what? The house? Our friends?" he paused "me?" I didn't want him thinking like that, but before I could say anything he was running up the stairs "Dan! Wait!" I yelled but he was gone, I tried running after him before I could even get up the stairs I heard the front door shut. I ran up to my room to see if he left his computer, he was quick, I don't know how he did it, but he managed to get his phone and laptop and go. But that wasn't my biggest concern, my best friend was gone, the man I loved, the one who wouldn't let me be scared, but some how in a moment just got away. I picked up my phone, and called "Hey this is Dan leave a voice mail that would be great" It might have been the worse time to not pick up the phone "Hey Dan, Uh, you just sort of ran out, I didn't mean to hurt you or anything, I was just nervous. Or that's a stupid thing to say, Dan just come home... Please" I continued calling but it was just the same, Dan was gone and I was stuck. The dream was playing through. I walked down stairs after about the 15th call and looked into Dan's room, to see *Authors note I was honestly debating just stopping here and going to be, but cliff hangers are the worst so let me finish* his piano left untouched it was his new one, the one he got when I told him we were moving. It was to big to even fit into our old flat, but it was just small enough to go into the corner of Dan's bedroom. He hadn't even played it yet, he bed was unfolded his desk left a mess. "Dan Howell where in hell could you be!?" I yelled at the top of my lungs waiting to see if Dan would walk in and say "did you just say hell?" but he didn't. 'Buzz' his phone went off, he grabbed it to see if it was Dan, but it was just Cat, it was 4 AM, "Hello?"

"Hey!" she replied
"Um, why are you calling?"
"Just wanted to see how moving and stuff was going"
"At 4 AM"
"it's like 8"
"Cat..."
"Ohhhhhhhh, sorry, I'll call you back"
"Okay"
"Wait! Why are you so awake"
"Nothing, I'll talk to you latter"
"Okay, love you, bye"
"Bye"

Goodness stakes I wish Dan would just walk through the door and tell me the truth, or I would tell him the truth. Just do it Dan... Walk through the door... And I sit here waiting for nothing to happen

*Authors note~ I got writers block right in the middle... so yay to that. Anyway I will be working my hardest to write more I actually started it out as like abandoned tunnels on Christmas and then half way through I said "how am I going to continue this?" so here is what you get 5:34 AM SC United states, I'm out yo!*