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Bella POV
Tanya pushed him to the wall roughly. The students across the ground, had their attention on us, curious to see what is happening.
"Jasper, calm her down," Emmett said.
"I'm trying," he hissed.
"This time you've gone too far Edward," Tanya said, anger apparent in her voice.
Thank God, I saw Rosalie walking towards Tanya. Maybe, she could calm her down.
"Tanya, you're causing a scene remember the rules. We need to keep a low profile no matter what," Rosalia calmly says trying to get Tanya to calm down. But it didn't work Tanya, wrapped her hand around Edward's neck and he winced from the pain.
"Rose, he messed with my mate, he needs to learn!" She said glaring at Edward.
From the side I Jessica and Lauren coming closer to us, I don't want this to become a big deal. I decided to try and maybe calm Tanya down, even if I was a little scared of her right now. The anger I saw in her eyes was nothing compared to when I saw other people become angry. I put my hand on her shoulder and her face wasn't showing the same anger as I saw earlier.
"Tanya calm down, you can deal with him later but right now people are watching us," I said standing close to Tanya so I could whisper in her ear.
"I don't care, he disrespected you and he needs to know the consequences," she said still glaring at Edward, but her voice didn't sound as angrier as it did awhile ago.
A normal person wouldn't react like that but Tanya explained to me before that when someone is your mate it's different then just being in love. You can be very possessive and protective sometimes, she said that when I felt that she is being to protective or possessive I need to tell her.
"Look, Tanya he tried to kiss me but I didn't let him, it's not a big deal. Can we go now, you don't want people to get suspicious of you guys," I said trying to get her to think rationally.
She finally let go of Edward and from his expression he was actually scared of her. Tanya blocked his pathso he couldn't get away.
"I will deal with you later," And walked away from him and she grabbed my hand to drag me with her.
There were some students watching us but Tanya acted as though nothing happened. We were finally at near her car so she let me go and opened the door for me to get in the car. When she was sitting in the driver's seat, she didn't say anything and we just drove off, driving really fast.
I couldn't stand the silence anymore, "So where are your sisters?" I asked.
"What, you can't stand being alone with me?" She replied sarcastically.
What is wrong with this woman today, if she hadn't told me she was a vampire I would think she's having her period due to all the mood swings.
"No, I'm trying to have a conversation. Why are you so worked up?" I asked. She didn't answer and instead kept her eyes on the road.
She finally broke her silence and said, "Sorry, its just that I don't understand him, he knows how I always wanted to find my mate and now after more than a thousand years of waiting he wants to ruin this for me,"
"You're more than 1000 years old?" I asked my jaw dropping at the information, I couldn't believe this.
"Didn't anyone ever teach you not to question a woman's age," she said.
"You don't have to worry about Edward, I am not going to let him ruin our relationship," I said trying to reassure her.
"I wanted this thing between us to work. When I saw Edward trying to kiss you I felt betrayed and I thought I had lost my mate just like that. It's why I reacted so…" She said looking at me as she was slowed down from her the speed she was going at.
"But you know that it isn't true right?" I asked looking at her reaction. She knows how much I care for her. Tanya stops the car and I realized that we were in front of her house already.
She looked at me with a small smile," I know that you care for me a lot but sometimes my insecurities betray me. I just want our relationship to last, I promise I would do everything to make this work between us,"
"Don't put pressure on yourself Tanya, let's enjoy what we have," I said, she took her seat belt off and came to sit on my lap, she began to kiss me. I unbuckled my seat belt as she began to take my sweater off. I felt lust and I didn't know what to do since this is my first time. I wanted to take her clothes off as well but I was nervous. My hand was shaking when I touched her and Tanya noticed the way I was acting.
"Why are you so nervous little one?" She asked concerned with my behaviour.
I was embarrassed to say to her that I didn't have any experience and I acted as though I did. I didn't want to ruin this amazing experience I'm about to have.
"Nothing," I said trying to kiss her but she pulled away and then said, "It isn't your first time right little one?" she asked.
I didn't say anything and she knew from my reaction that I am still a virgin.
"It's nothing to be embarrassed about and I'm sorry if I didn't ask you first, I thought you weren't already as you always talked about your experiences being with women," she said as she back down again in her seat.
"I just never got to that level in my previous relationships before. What I had with those girl was never serious," I said letting my hands cover my face.
She tucked strands of my hair behind my ear that had fallen to cover my face, "You don't have to be embarrassed, I'm glad that I am going to be your first one and I'm sorry that I made you feel uncomfortable,"
"You didn't, I'm just not experience with these things. I'm sorry that I can't give you what you need right now," I replied, it's not that I didn't want to do it but I just didn't know how to make love to Tanya. I wasn't that confident when it came to sex. I've never done it and I feared that I won't be good when it happens.
"No, I'm sorry I promised we will go slowly in this relationship and your first time shouldn't be in a car .Don't worry about not having much experience in sex, I will teach you," she reassured me.
I nodded at her. She kissed me and of course I kissed her too. I would do this all day if I had a choice but she stopped again. UGH, what is wrong with this woman, is she always going to be like this.
"You never answered me about what you are going to do with Leah," she said.
"I thought we already talked about you insecurities, you don't have anything to worry about when it comes to Leah, she is not a threat," I tried to kiss her again but she pulled away.
"Do you see how bad she treat's you?" Tanya asked, this is a very difficult woman.
"She has problems okay, and she is trying to be more friendlier with me she even accepted my phone number," I said.
"WHAT! You gave your phone number, I can't believe this, do you know how you got your head hit?" She said getting off the car and leaving me alone.
When I thought this relationship was going to be easier because I was with a mature woman but no, I was wrong. I got out of the car and she was nowhere to be seen.
"Tanya I am not going to cheat on you with anyone so please learn to trust me!" I shouted since she's probably could hear me.
It took 5 minute till I heard her voice, "Come in the house, the door is unlocked," she was through a window upstairs, she was probably in her room. I walked up to the house and entered.
"I'm in my room," she shouted.
I walked upstairs to her room and followed where I heard her voice, I knocked on the door.
"Come in," Tanya replied on the other side of the door.
I open the door and find her facing the window with her back facing me.
"I'm sorry that I am being difficult right now," she said still facing the window.
"Look, I understand why you are acting this way. I can't imagine you seeing you with anyone else," I said sitting on her bed.
"Its just that I can't believe that I finally found happiness but the voice in my head keeps telling me this isn't real," she said finally looking at me.
"You better believe that this is true because I can see myself being with you," I replied to her.
She smiled at me and came to sit beside me.
"You can be very charming sometimes," she replied.
"Can I hold you?" I asked I want to be the one to protect her in this relationship.
"No, I'm stronger so I want to do it," she said pulling me in her embrace. I laughed at her.
I enjoyed the comfort she was able to give me as she makes me feel safe, like being in her arms is a place that I should be in. We sat in silence and a couple of minutes late her phone rings. She answered,
"What is it Rose?"
"I'm okay but don't think his of the hook just like that I will be having some serious talk with Carlisle about Edward since he at least listen's to Carlisle," Tanya said talking with Rose.
"Listen Rose, can you call Kate she will give you all the information but right now I'm busy," Tanya said.
"Yes Rose, Bella is more important to me right know so I am going to hang up. I promise, I will meet with you later," Tanya said hanging up Rosalie.
I never talked to Rosalie because I noticed that she avoided me when I was around the Cullen, she probably doesn't like me.
That reminds me, "Tanya, what was Edward doing in my room?" I asked.
"Let's talk about that another time," if I told her about Leah, she has got to do the same.
"Tanya if we want this to work then we can't hide anything from each other," I said looking at her.
"Okay, you're right. Apparently Edward likes to watch you sleep, when we caught him doing that we attacked him. He knows if he wants to live, he better not do it again," Tanya replied
"How old is he? He act's worst than a 17 year old guy," I asked.
She laughed and told me," His 107 years old,"
An hour passed and I was still in Tanya's embrace, she held me the whole time. She told me about her life. How she met Sasha, about her sisters, and the Volturi. I don't want her to get killed, and it gave me more reason to become a vampire.
She didn't tell me much about the Cullen's because she respects their privacy but she told me about their powers like Alice having visions. And I told her about the time Alice told me she was physic and I thought she was just joking with me. Jasper can manipulate emotions and the last is Edward who can read people's minds. I really wanted Edward to read my mind because then he could see how I hate him. The only explanation Tanya had given me about Edward's ability not working on me is that every power has an exception.
"You know I am still waiting for a romantic gesture "She said looking at me
I nodded at her
My phone rings, I look and find it was Leah, why do these things have to happen to me.
"Hi Leah," I said answering the phone. I felt Tanya become tense as her body went stiff when she heart me utter Leah's name.
"Hey, are you free to visit La push?" Leah asked.
"I'm busy right now, maybe tomorrow…?" I asked looking at Tanya.
"Are you even going to ask me if I want to hang out with you tomorrow," Tanya said looking at me before I got an answer from Leah.
"So I hear you're busy tomorrow as well," Leah said she obviously must have heard Tanya through the phone.
"Leah, can you wait a minute," I asked.
"Bella, I will just call you later," Leah said hanging without waiting for my reply.
I turn to look at Tanya and asked, "When is it good for you to visit La push?"
"Never," she said not looking at me but at the window.
"Do you still worry about me being yours?" I asked.
"Maybe," that was the only response I got.
"What can I do to change your mind?" I asked.
"Just love me, I told you that wer are possessive by nature," she kissed me and pinned me down in her bed and then I felt something bite me real hard on my shoulder. I yelped in pain and realized that Tanya bit me. She smirked at me as I looked up at her.
"What was that for?" I asked in confusion, as I felt the puncture wounds on my shoulder
"I claimed you" Tanya said