The next day Micayla had gotten up early to make some more finalizations for her wedding. She was at The Four Seasons in the room where her wedding was place. She and the wedding planner were discussing details.

"I was thinking maybe we could drape the pews with white lace." The wedding planner said.

"Ok." The wedding planner kept talking. Micayla's mind drifted to last night. She was thinking of John and the conversation that'd had. It had gotten so intimate so quickly. She could still hear John's voice. "It would've been great to have gone upstairs with you." "To lay you on my bed." "Kiss you all over your body, run my hands all over your bare skin." It took everything she had to hold back when he'd said that to her. The anticipation of what John could do to her sent heat through her entire body. Once again she listened to her inner voice of right and wrong, the prim and proper goody two-shoes in her.

"Micayla." "Micayla?" The wedding planner said breaking her from her thoughts.

"Huh?"

"Did you hear me?"

"Yes." "That will be fine."

"Have you decided on the cake yet?"

"Yes." "I've decided on the chocolate, three-tier white icing, red roses."

"Ok."

Micayla went back to her hotel room. Her cell phone started to ring.

"Hello?" She said.

"Hi." Carter said. "I just wanted make sure you were ok."

"I'm fine."

"You can never be to careful." "New York is filled with low-life criminals." "Did you get your dress?"

"Yes I did."

"Good." "Have a fun rest of your trip."

"I will."

"Bye."

"Bye."

Later that night Micayla went to the house show. This time John left her backstage pass so she went to his locker room. She knocked on the door.

"It's open." He said from the other side of the door. She went in. "Hi." He said smiling.

"Hi." She sat down next to him on the couch.

"Did you get all your wedding stuff taken care of?"

"Yes."

"After the show wanna come to my room and watch a movie?"

"Sure but after that I have to go." "I have a nine o'clock flight."

"Ok."

After the show Micayla went to John's room. They were watching the movie when Micayla felt John grab her hand and hold it. She smiled. The next thing Micayla knew she woke up. It was still nighttime. She was laying on top of John. He was asleep.

"John." She said softly. He opened his eyes.

"Did we fall asleep?"

"Yeah." "I'm gonna go."

"No stay." "I'm comfortable.

"I have that early flight."

"Stay." "I don't know when I'll get to see you again." He lifted his head up and kissed her. She kissed him back. As they kissed Micayla started hearing her inner voice again.

"Micayla." She said to herself. "Stop it right now." "You can't do this." She broke the kiss. "I'm sorry." "I have to go." She got off John and stood up. She started going for the door. John stood up.

"Micayla." "Micayla stop." She stopped and turned around.

"What?"

"Don't leave please."

"I can't be here with you." "I can't see you anymore."

"No."

"I can't keep doing this to myself."

"Leave him."

"What?"

"Leave him." "I know you're not happy." "You know you're not happy." "You're miserable."

"I can't."

"Why?"

"I…love him."

"Bullshit." "No you don't." "You don't want to get married." "Anyone can see that."

"Oh so you've known me for a month and a half and you think you know me?"

"Yes." "With me you're who you really are." "Not that rich debutant they want you to be."

"You don't know anything." "You don't know why I have to get married."

"Why you have to get married?"

"I'm leaving."

"Micayla what are you talking about?"

"Nothing." She turned to leave. Before she could John hurried to her and turned her around.

"No you don't." "Tell me what you mean."

"No."

"Tell me."

"I'm broke ok?!" She went and walked over by the couch.

"What?"

"When my dad died we found out that he left us in debt." "The money, everything is gone." "When my dad died I was dating Carter." "His family hid the fact that we're broke." "I could care less if I were broke but the rich lifestyle is all my mom knows." "Money and social standing is so important to her." "She knows how to guilt me into staying with Carter." "Every chance she gets she reminds me that the money's gone and we have nothing." "Once I'm married I'll have money again and my mom can't hold it over my head anymore that we have no money."

"No wonder you were so upset the night we met."

"Why couldn't you have just let me do it?"

"Killing yourself wasn't the answer."

"I suppose being married and miserable is." "Then to top it all off I meet someone I really like but it doesn't matter just like everything else."

"Yes it does matter."

"No it doesn't John." "Nothing can ever happen between us."

"Yes it can."

"No it can't." "I can't be attracted to you." "I can't think about you." "I shouldn't even be talking to you." John started coming towards her.

"What do you think about?"

"How I'm actually happy when I'm with you." "That it would be great to connect with you on a deeper level." "That makes me afraid."

"Why?"

"If we do want we both know we want to do, I'm afraid it might lead to deeper feelings."

"Like what?" He was stand right in front of her now.

"You're gonna make me say it aren't you?"

"Yeah."

"Love." "That why I need to leave right now." "Once I have children I'll be happy."

"What about love?" "And passion?" "And desire? "What about what you want?" He said coming closer to her face.

"It doesn't matter what I want."

"Yes it does." "Don't think about what's right and wrong." "Think about what you want." He kissed her. A few seconds later she cupped her hands around his face and kissed him back passionately. Without breaking from her lips he lifted her up on the arm of couch and sat her there. She felt him unbuttoning her shirt. Once he unbuttoned he took it off. She broke the kiss for a second and took off his shirt. She moaned against his lips when she felt him touching her bare skin. He broke from her lips. "What do you want Micayla?" He asked started to kiss her slowly acrossed her neck. She put her head back. "Ohhh." She moaned. "You." "I want you." They kissed again. He picked her up her legs went around his waist. They went into the bedroom. Before he laid her down on the bed he undid her bra. They kissed as she undid his jeans. He started kissing her slowly down her body. He was surprised when he got down by her belly button and hit something metal. He realized she had a belly ring. He took off her jeans. He came back up to her mouth. As they kissed again she rolled him over on his back. She kissed him from his chest to his abs. "Just to warn you, I've never done this before." She said. John wasn't sure what she meant until he felt her mouth between his legs. John's eyes closed. "Oh." John moaned. "Oh Micayla." She went faster. "Oh yeah." "Oh my god Micayla." "Stop." She stopped. "Come here." She went back up to him worried she'd done something wrong. "That was great." He said as he as he kissed her. "I just didn't want to end like that." He mumbled against her lips. She slid into him. They started to move. "Oh John." She moaned. "Micayla." He groaned. "I've never done this before either, ohhh." She said in moaning voice. "God you feel so good." He groaned. They started moving faster. "John." He rolled her on her back. He slipped inside her. They were moving fast. They kissed. "Oh yes, yes, ohhh, mmmm, John." She moaned giving in. "Oh god." John groaned giving in.

After they separated Micayla laid on the opposite side of the bed.

"Micayla."

"What?"

"Why are you laying clear over there?" "Come here."

"You wanna cuddle?"

"Yeah." She laid on his chest. "That's better."

"This is nice." "I like it."

"How did you like the sex part?"

"That was incredible and so much fun." "How did you like what I did for you?"

"That was very surprising." "Are you sure you've never done that before?"

"Yes." "It was something I've always wanted to try."

"Well it felt amazing."

"Good."

"How did feel doing something you wanted?"

"Don't you mean someone I wanted?" She said smiling. John laughed. "It felt great and liberating."

"I'm glad." "Stay the night."

"Ok." They kissed. "Goodnight."

"Goodnight."