The last two weeks had been great for Micayla. Tomorrow it was back to reality for her. Tomorrow she was going back home. She was taking a flight early in the morning so she could beat Carter home and unpack. It was the afternoon. John was at an autograph signing. Micayla was hanging out with AJ in her hotel room.

"Do you really have to go tomorrow?" AJ asked.

"Yeah."

"That sucks I'm gonna miss you."

"I'll miss you to." "You're the first friend I've made that seems like a real friend."

"Since we are friends." "What's going on with you and John?"

"We're still not together of that's what you mean."

"You've been here with him for two weeks, you're sleeping together, I've heard the I love yous you whisper to each other at the arenas and you still claim not to be together?"

"That's because we're not."

"Why?"

"I can't tell you."

"Why?" "We're friends right?"

"Yeah." "I don't want you to think less of me."

"I won't."

"Ok." "I'm sort of leading a double life."

"Double life?"

"Yeah." "There's the fun Micayla you know." "Then there's the rich debutant my friends and family know." She said in a snobbish rich voice.

"You're a rich debutant?"

"Uh-huh." She said in her normal voice. "Except technically I'm not rich anymore." "I'm broke." "When my dad died he left us with absolutely nothing." "The man I was dating at the time, his family is very powerful and they covered it up." "Now, I'm engaged to him."

"What?" AJ said shocked. "You're engaged?"

"Yeah." "It's not what you think." "I don't love my fiancée." "I never have."

"Why don't you just break up with him?"

"I can't." "I don't care if I have money but my mom is exactly the opposite." "To her money, social standing and reputation mean everything." "She holds over my head we have no money and that if I don't stay with my fiancée Carter, will be broke and it'll be all my fault." "I've always done everything because other people have expected me to." "I started dating Carter because people expected us to." "I said yes to his proposal for the money and because people expected me to."

"I'm confused." "How did you meet John?"

"I was gonna kill myself and he stopped me."

"You were gonna kill yourself?"

"Yeah I was gonna jump off a bridge." "John and I started talking after that and we got closer." "The closer we got the more attracted to each other we came." "Until the night we both stopped fighting it and had sex." "Now we're in love but we can never be together." "It hurts to want to be with someone so much and you can't and there's nothing you can do about it." "I've told John once I'm married we can't see each other anymore."

"Maybe if you talked to your mom she'd understand."

"No." "I've tried that a few times over the years." "It doesn't work." "She would go insane." "Especially if I told her I wanted to leave Carter, a Senior Vice President for a wrestler."

"Does Carter know you're here?"

"No." "He's on a business trip." "He comes back tomorrow afternoon." "That's why I'm leaving tomorrow morning."

"When's the wedding?"

"Next month."

"Loving John, do you really think you can go through with it?"

"I have to." "I have no choice." "Once I have a baby it'll at least be a little better." "I'll have someone to love."

Later that night Micayla and John were laying in bed. He was holding her.

"You look so sad." John said.

"I don't wanna go." "I wanna stay here with you."

"Then stay with me."

"You know I can't." "I've been so happy." "I wish this was like the old days where we could run away together and live happily ever after." "I don't want to be apart from you."

"I don't want to be apart from you either."

"I love you."

"I love you too." They kissed.

They next morning Micayla was packing her stuff.

"You don't wanna forget this." John said handing her her engagement ring. He put it on.

"Ready?"

"No." She said sadly.

"You don't have to go."

"Yes I do." "Come on."

They went to the airport. Micayla's flight got called. They hugged. Micayla started to cry.

"Aw baby don't cry." John said.

"I don't wanna go back there." She said tearfully.

"I know." "I don't want you to go." They kissed.

"I love you so much."

"I love you too." "Bye."

"Bye."

When Micayla got home she unpacked her suitcase and waited for Carter to come home. He came in the door around four o' clock.

"Hi. He said.

"Hi." "How was your trip?"

"Great."

"Good." He went over to her. They kissed.

"Did you do anything fun while I was gone?"

"Not really." "I just sat around thinking of how great our wedding will be."

"I know you're excited." "I am to." "I'm going to go take a shower."

"Ok." He went upstairs. "This is gonna be a long rest of my life." Micayla thought.