A/N: Thanks for reading! And to the reviewer who asked if this story was gonna be BonKai, I can strongly assure you that it will. BonKai is endgame, Bonkai is life. I just need these two to happen so badly. Anyway... Enjoy!
Kai ran up behind Bonnie, getting ready for another one of their heated fights, because he could feel her getting angry in the car. When he rushed up to her back and tried to harshly wrap his arms around her waist, he found himself shocked as his back hit the door frame in only half of a millisecond. When he opened his eyes, he found an enraged look in those blue ones before him.
"Damon, let him go!" Bonnie shouted, not too loudly, but loudly enough for Damon to look at her.
"What? Bonnie, he was just about to attack yo-"
"No he wasn't, Damon. Please just..." she crossed her arms, fixing up her posture as she waited for Damon to oblige.
"Then what the hell was he doing?" Damon let go of Kai's collar and turned to slowly walk towards Bonnie.
"Nothing, we were just... Playing a game. How are you here?" she asked, still bewildered and shocked out of her mind. None of this was okay. She'd just spent weeks adapting to the fact that she would never see anyone else for the rest of eternity, and he just showed up like this. He didn't say anything until he hugged her. Bonnie didn't have the will to hug him back, instead she just kept looking over Damon's shoulder right at the man standing in the door frame. In his eyes, she could clearly see confusion, a bit of relief, but above all... fear.
Damon pulled away and looked down to Bonnie, pulling one of his heartfelt half-sided smiles. "We're going home, Bonnie."
Bonnie managed to squeeze out a small smile back, fighting hard not to let out any tears. She didn't know if she was going insane, if Damon was actually really here, if he came back for her, or if she was just straight up losing her mind. Bonnie was, above all, confused. Having spent almost half a year in an empty world and slipping away into oblivion, after dying, becoming an anchor and then dying again, she wasn't even sure that this was her actual life. It seemed too surreal and messed up to be true.
"Here," Damon started, pulling out two tiny bottles of what seemed like blood, "We just drink this, so little witchy-woo Liv can find us and bring us back, and then we're gonna get you home and let you have some beauty rest for that annoying little head of yours."
Bonnie instantly looked over to Kai, who'd kept intriguingly quiet considering his usual self. Now she could see that he was worried, he thought they would leave him behind. But Bonnie was a different person now. She was a person who was broken over and over again, by the people that she loved most in this world, and God forbid if she was ever going to let that happen to anyone else. Yes, she was happy to see Damon, to see that someone had actually still cared about her, to see that someone came back for her, for once in her life, but she was disappointed that it was only him. And only now. Where was Jeremy with his ''crazy love'' towards Bonnie? Or Elena and Caroline, Bonnie's best friends? Or the ever-good Salvatore brother who usually always had the need to save everyone? How come the only person who actually cared about getting her back was Damon freaking Salvatore, the selfish and impulsive vampire who cared about nothing but Elena? That was her big rescue? To hell, if she was going to be grateful to anyone else.
Bonnie took the bottle of blood from Damon's hand and quietly walked over to Kai whose eyes perked up when he realized that Bonnie wasn't going to give up on him. She smiled taking a sip of blood from the bottle and handing the remaining half to Kai.
"Bonnie, what the hell do you think you're doing?" Damon came up to them trying to grab the bottle, but he was too late. Kai didn't waste a second with it.
"He's coming with us." she said simply. Kai couldn't help but let out one of his widest possible smirks in Damon's direction. Just as Damon was about to lunge himself towards him, everything changed. Bonnie blinked and they weren't standing at the entrance of the Salvatore house anymore, and Damon wasn't there. They were standing in the woods just outside of Mystic Falls, close to the old cemetery.
"Bonnie?" the weak, confused voice of a young blonde witch could be heard as Bonnie and Kai turned around to catch her sight. "Where's Dam-oh, my God."
Liv took a few steps back at the sight of her older brother, then put her hands over a small mechanism that reminded Bonnie of the ascdendant. "Magia realisum sanguinam. Magia realisum sanguinam." she chanted, and in a few seconds, Damon popped into existence right next to her looking as confused as ever, his empty blood bottle still in his hand. As soon as he laid eyes on Kai, he sprinted towards him but was stopped rashly by the anti-magic border that still protected Mystic Falls, causing Kai to chuckle.
"Alright." Kai exclaimed, reminding Bonnie of a young excited boy. "How about we explore the real world now, huh? What do you say?" he didn't really wait for a reply, but he turned Bonnie around and walked away with her. She didn't say a word, she didn't resist, she just followed his footsteps, leaving behind a very angry Damon and a very scared Liv.
Bonnie was too tired and confused for common sense, but once they got into town she took a turn towards the Lockwood mansion. She didn't know why, but she felt like she needed to go there. It was a familiar place, where she hoped she could find a comforting face – someone like Matt. She always thought Matt was the only normal pawn in her mess of a life. The one normal focal point she could hold on to, and she believed that seeing him might have actually given her enough reason to tug herself away from this unfazed state that she was in. But she was absolutely sure about who she did not want to see. Elena. Bonnie felt as though she would unleash all of the rage that was inside her if she got to see her face again. Bonnie wouldn't even need her magic, she would generate it from the power of her anger, because it was boiling up so big that it could probably tear down an entire town.
Even though Kai had other intentions and places to go to when he got out, he followed Bonnie like a lost puppy, and he didn't dare disrupt her. He had this thought in the back of his head, that maybe Bonnie would explode. He noticed all of her emotions when they'd fought, almost felt them himself, he knew what bothered her and what she felt such anger about. So he thought that if he let her, she would just... Blow up. And he didn't mind the thought of seeing Bonnie Bennett mad, with a pinch of evil in her eyes. He had no intention on letting her go, so he stuck close to her, hoping that maybe if she did explode, he could get her all to himself. He would find a way to get her magic back, he would win the merge with Josette and the two of them would be the most powerful witchy couple he could ever imagine. Kai wouldn't let the thought of that go.
The Lockwood mansion looked just about the same way it looked in 1994, and Bonnie marched up the stairs and inside the house in only a matter of seconds. As she burst in through the doors, she saw the face that she least expected to see. Jeremy.
"Bon... Bonnie?" Jeremy smiled almost letting go of the beer bottle he'd just gotten from the kitchen. The moment felt like the longest ever while he stared at her with bliss and relief, and she stared back with disappointment and... Hatred.
Kai felt it. He didn't know what it was with the two of them, how they could feel each others emotions, but he pinned it on the magical power they both once possessed. He didn't read much into it, but he made sure to stand in front of Bonnie before Jeremy made the decision to come closer.
Jeremy slowly tilted his head as if coming to a realization. "...Kai?"
"Oh, how wonderful!" Kai exaggerated. "Everyone already knows me. I guess there's no need for introductions, then. Jeremy, right?" he mocked.
"Bonnie, what are you doing with him?"
When Bonnie didn't respond, Kai took it upon himself to translate everything that she was feeling into his own words. "Well, you see Jeremy... She's a little, well... A lot." he widened his eyes to emphasize and added a toothy grin to his words. "...Angry with you. I mean, how many of those have you had?" Kai gestured towards the beer bottle in Jeremy's hand. "I'm pretty sure that those didn't help you in finding a way to get your girlfriend back. Oh, oops, should I say ex...girlfriend?"
"Bonnie, what is he talking about?" Jeremy said. "Bonnie, I just... I didn't..."
Bonnie shrugged slowly, making it clear that she agreed with everything Kai said.
"What did you do to her, you little bastard?" Jeremy said, lunging himself forward at Kai, who'd been expecting an assault sooner or later. Jeremy couldn't believe it when Kai had him pinned against the wall after swiftly taking his beer bottle, breaking it on the wall and holding the remains of it just underneath Jeremy's throat.
"At least I did something to her." Kai's eyes sparked up in a devilish grin as he spoke. "At least I was there with her while you were off drowning your grief in sleeping with any other girl you could find." Kai chuckled at the emotion his words rose up in Jeremy's eyes. "Oh come on... Tell me I'm wrong."
"Kai..."
Kai slowly let go of the distraught teenage drunk, at the tug of a familiar hand wrapping around his arm. That was the first time she spoke since they got back into the real world. Bonnie pulled Kai out of the house, but he made sure to send a deserving wink at her ex, and then he let himself be dragged outside by the small broken woman in front of him, enjoying her grip on his forearm while it lasted.
They had been hiding out at Bonnie's old house for a few days now. Since Mystic Falls was a supernaturally-free zone, they were somewhat safe. While Kai plotted his revenge, Bonnie needed some time to adjust, so she ignored everyone who tried to come by. She'd only gone outside of the house to greet Matt that evening. She hugged him with happiness and relief that he was alright, and he expressed the mutual feeling. They sat on the porch small-talking for a little while, whilst Kai stood near the open window in the house absorbing each word they'd said.
"Are you sure you don't wanna stay with us? Jer's living at the Salvatore house now, you wouldn't have to see him." Matt said.
"Thanks Matt, but I'd rather stay here."
"With Kai?"
"He's not so bad-"
"Not so bad?" Matt interrupted her. "Bonnie, he's... slaughtered half of his family."
When Bonnie turned her head away, Matt sighed, continuing, "Look... I know that you always try to see the good in people, and save them from themselves. But maybe some people just don't want to be saved. And they could end up pulling you down with them. I just hope you know what you're doing."
She had no idea what she was doing. But she knew that at this point, Kai was the only person who she felt comfortable being around, as much as it surprised her to even think that. She watched Matt leave sending her a few caring glances as he walked away into the night.
In a minute or two, Kai came out of the house and sat right next to Bonnie on the stairs of the porch leaning on one arm he'd placed on the wooden floor behind her.
"You alright?" he asked, his face only inches away from hers. It didn't bother her though. She'd grown used to his invasive ways so she turned to look at him and nodded, but she showed him that she was anxious through her eyes and emotions. They were both aware of the emotional connection they had, but neither of them spoke about it.
Kai inched even closer to her until she could feel his breath on her cheek. He kissed it lightly and then looked down into her eyes, as if asking for permission to kiss her. When he felt her start to calm down he connected their lips in a slow display of affection. She kissed back, still savoring that sweet tenderness that he was so willing to give her. Sometimes she liked it, but other times, she wanted him to be aggressive as he normally would be.
A minute went by when he finally pulled away, biting his lip to stop it from spreading into his self-assured smile. "I, uh... Got you something." he said, then got up, waiting for her to follow him. "Come on."
And so she did. Bonnie got up and entered the house with Kai, as he mingled with one of the drawers in the hallway and pulled out something, then dramatically turned around with a huge boyish smile on his face. "Miss Cuddles!" he said, holding the teddy bear by its hands and using them to wave at her.
"Oh, my God! How did you get her?"
"Stole her from Damon this morning." he smiled proudly.
"Of course you did."
That same night, Bonnie and Kai were laying in the old big pull-out couch in Bonnie's living room and watching TV. Kai was amazed by the progression of special effects in movies so they had to watch all of those action-filled superhero movies. Even though Bonnie wasn't interested in them, she still let him pick because most of the time she wasn't even looking at the TV, she'd just lie in his arms with her eyes closed. Occasionally she'd look up or ask him to stop moving or talking, which he rarely did because he was excited about everything new he saw. Mostly, he just did it to annoy her, but when she eventually fell asleep, he calmed down and stopped moving so he wouldn't disturb her. Kai was enjoying their closeness more than anything else in this new world that he'd been brought to, because closeness was something he had never had, not even before his 18 years locked away from the rest of human population.
But he felt a little different this night, when they decided to go to sleep. He felt like he wanted her. Bonnie knew that when he wrapped his arm around her, she could just feel the heat radiating off of his body. But Bonnie knew what she wanted as well. So she turned around to face him and waited until he kissed her. She kissed back, though, barely moving her lips. She waited until he started kissing her harder and until his fingers slowly found their way to the hem of her shirt and snuck underneath it. That was when she pulled away and got up out of the bed. She knew what she was doing, she wanted to get Kai mad.
"Bonnie?" he questioned, sitting up and watching her slowly walk away, his pulse already picking up. "Where do you think you're going? Get back here."
He called out a few more times before getting up and going after her, then he grabbed her hand and spun her around to face him. "What are you doing?"
Bonnie coldly looked into his eyes for a few seconds and then shoved him away forcefully, muttering insults underneath her breath, when Kai reacted just like she wanted him too. He filled up with a mix of emotions, from anger to competitiveness and arousal all at the same time. So the next time he lunged himself at her, she didn't escape right away - she let him touch her and kiss her. But when his hand moved down her shirt and over her bum it was all the reason she needed to push him away and smack a burning slap across his left cheek. Almost instinctively, Kai shoved her into the wall and then held her against it, pinning her wrists above her head.
"What the hell, Bon Bon?" His angry eyes looked into hers and that was exactly what she needed to feel.
Kai kissed her, as roughly as ever, leaving bruises on her wrists as he held her in place. He was so angry that at that point he didn't even care if she were to hit him again. He needed to prove himself and he needed to have his way with her, to let her know he was the alpha male here, and she couldn't do anything to stop him. To be fair, she didn't want to stop him. So when he dragged her to the pull-out bed and threw her on it, she made sure to kick him away a few times to go as far as releasing that animal part of Kai that hid behind his eyes and was just about to surface.
So it did, and Kai went crazy. She'd managed to piss him off so much that there was no tenderness left in his touch whatsoever. Bonnie wasn't aware that one man could so quickly get rid of all the clothes that presented an obstacle between the two of them. Kai was driven by pure need and lust, with his rage firing it up, so his kisses down her body were anything but gentle and she had even felt him bite into her a few times. Even though this was all ''a first'' for Kai, he'd managed to find his way around thanks to the animalistic instincts that rose up in him, so when he first plunged himself into her, Bonnie didn't have to worry about being left unsatisfied as she'd already been screaming his name. Bonnie never would have even assumed that this was Kai's first sexual experience, but she honestly didn't even care. She loved it when he looked down on her, holding her in place by her neck; she was intimidated and turned on and angry at the same time and it felt so good.
When Kai couldn't hold on anymore he collapsed on top of her, nuzzling into her neck as he gasped for air. He had no sane recollection of what had just happened, but he knew that he felt an insane amount of relief. He kept smiling as he laid down on the sheets that were now pulled out from the edges of the bed. Kai had intentions of telling Bonnie about his plan for vengeance before tonight, but the thought of it didn't repay another visit to his mind. He pulled Bonnie closer to him and held her in place until he fell asleep. Bonnie realized that there was no getting out of his grip, not after tonight, so she stayed laying as she was, with no more strength left in her to move.
A/N: What did I just write...? EITHER WAY, I hope you liked it, and if you want me to write more, please let me know by reviewing! I'm not sure how much longer I'll make this story, because I don't really have ideas I could apply to it, but I WILL be writing more one-shots, I hope. Thanks again for reading, and please don't forget to leave a review :D