Hello my darlings! I told you that I would be back soon!
This is KakaSaku, and yes, I know this is what I usually write. But a lot of people requested KakaSaku since we have been without them for so long (really, it's a lot longer than I thought. 16 chapters) and as I was walking to my laptop to type up a nice normal chapter, Kathy leaped upon with with a wild war cry and drilled this chappy right into my head with no regard to personal boundaries or safety.
Can you keep a secret? Can you promise me silence? Will you stitch your lips you lips together so that every time you're tempted to speak of it you'll feel the tug and be left speechless?
Can you keep a secret? One that could make entire kingdoms fall? One that could reverse the tides and stop the skies, and bring lightning crashing down?
Can you keep a secret? One that will make your ears burn to ash? One that, if whispered too slowly, too lowly, or too loudly, it would cause time to fracture around my words?
Will you keep this secret? Just for me? Keep it from your friends, your acquaintances, and anyone else you know? Will you keep it to yourself, a thing only for the two of us to hold?
Will you hide my secret, and lock it up tight? Plant it in the shadowed spot just by your heart, hidden in the shade of all of the other secrets that have grown within you over the long and dangerous years you have lived?
You have many secrets, I know, and you keep them well. But will the temptation of this one be too much?
This secret has thorns, you know, ones that draw blood and temptation from wherever they pierce. It will grow like a vine within you, curling around everything you are and squeezing until you're breathless with the pleasure/pain of it.
You know the secret, or at least I think you do. It's sometimes so hard to see inside of you, to see what you think and feel and want and need. Maybe you do know it, but then again, maybe you don't.
Maybe to you I'm just the same way. Maybe to you, this secret was so well hidden, so cleverly concealed within me, that even you don't know it. Though, I could swear you could know everything about me and what I had thought I had hidden within moments of glancing at me.
It's always at the tip of my tongue, dancing there and tempting me to speak it. It's always in my eyes, bright and burning and beckoning to you to realize it, to see it and know. That you wouldn't know, that anyone wouldn't know, is astonishing.
Can you keep this secret? Have I scared you away? Though, I guess you're not so easily scared, really. But will you leave this just between us, connecting us like a thread that can never break? Not ever, not even if you leave? It will dance between us, waltzing between our glances and touches, hot and dangerous, and you can't ever say it. Not even a whisper of it.
No matter what, you can't tell. Not ever.
Because no matter how disgusting other people would find it, no matter how much they would reprimand and look down on what we have, and scorn what we are, I love it.
I love every touch and the way it burns. I love the way you make me melt and move and tremble and quiver. I love the way you are, the way you look at me and touch me and kiss me and take me.
It's sinful.
It's wrong.
They'd tell us that we're sick. They'd whisper and stare and point if it ever got out. If you ever dared to speak the truth, it it ever escaped from the air between us and was let free elsewhere, it could and would destroy us.
We would burn, and these words would be the tinder.
What we have is dirty, what we have is hidden and concealed within dark corners and veiled looks.
And I love it.
Right then, this wasn't my normal gig, but I like it. Also, though I was writing it (this is supposed to be from Sakura) to mean one thing, it, to me, kind of seems as if I'm insinuating that Kakashi and Sakura's relationship is a bit on the... well, it's not exactly sounding vanilla.
I meant it to just be about their relationship and their student/teacher status and the age difference, but if the kink came through a bit to you too... Well, I've always thought there relationship was a little off of the vanilla brick road anyways.
If you didn't like this, another KakaSaku is coming up that is a bit more to the normal side of my writing.
About the last chapter:
Yeay for cuddle love and friends that get mistaken for lesbians (happens all the time to me too, love)! I'm so glad so many of you like their relationship, and the fact that I focus on their friend aspect so much before the romantic one. Thank you for the congratulations and the enthusiasm, and you guys are just the greatest I LOVE YOU ALL!
See you in a bit!