Buffy wrapped her arms around Faith's waist, pressing herself even more against her girlfriend. She couldn't get enough of the young woman, and she was desperate to show Faith just how much she wanted her. Buffy pulled back, and stared into Faith's eyes. "I love you."

Faith smiled, leaning in and pressed her mouth against Buffy's. "I love you too, B." She whispered against her girlfriend's lips.

"I want to show you." She gently caressed Faith's hips.

She nodded, understanding what Buffy wanted and began to feel nervous. She'd never been with anyone.

Buffy softly smiled, taking hold of Faith's hand and lead her over to the bed. They sat down on the edge. Buffy leaned in and pressed a loving kiss to the side of her face. She pulled back, pulling her top over her head. Faith wasn't her first, but if Buffy had her way, Faith would be her last. Buffy reached out, pulling Faith's T-shirt over her head.

Faith leaned in, pressing her mouth against Buffy's, and stroked her girlfriend's back. They'd gone further than this but she'd always stopped things before they reached a certain point. Disbelieving that Buffy could want her, but the young woman did, and it was becoming increasingly difficult to stop. They'd been together for several months, and Faith thought that Buffy had been more than patient with her. This had become a now or never moment for her. She pulled out of the kiss, staring at her girlfriend. She was afraid of completely undressing. Faith had never revealed herself to anyone in this way.

"It's okay." Buffy softly stated, feeling this was an important moment for many reasons. She slipped her hands onto the sides of Faith's face, gently stroking the sides of her face with her thumbs. "I love you." She whispered, moving in and gently kissed on the skin of Faith's neck. Her hands slipping onto Faith's bra covered breasts, giving them a firm squeeze. Faith arched her back into the touch, slightly disappointed when Buffy's hands moved around her back, until she realized that her girlfriend was undoing her bra. She slipped it off of Faith, a smile spreading across her face as she pulled back, and looked at her breasts. They were perfect, and Buffy reached out to cup them, stroking Faith's nipples with her thumbs until they became hard.

Faith leaned in, pressing her mouth aggressively against Buffy's. She was quite turned on. It felt good to be touched, and she ignored that nagging voice in the back of her mind about being rejected. For once, she was trying to enjoy the moment. Buffy pulled back, an amused expression on her face, thinking Faith was rather cute in such a sexual moment. Her inexperience was something that Buffy thought was incredibly hot. For her, it meant being the first for her girlfriend in more ways than one. A sense of power to Buffy that made her squeeze her thighs together. She grabbed hold of Faith's hands, slipping them to rest on top of her bra.

She leaned in again, pressing her mouth against Buffy's, pushing her tongue in-between her girlfriend's lips, and clumsily groped her. Hands reaching around to Buffy's back, and struggling with the bra for a few moments. Buffy could feel a triumphant smile pressed against her mouth as Faith managed to pull off the bra she was wearing. She fell back into Faith's bed, pulling her girlfriend on top of her. Faith shamelessly grinding against her, dick pressing against her special underwear, and seeking release from it's restrictive confines. This is where she'd become self conscious, and stop what they were doing. Earlier on, it'd been difficult for Buffy to coax Faith into allowing her to touch her and please her. A far cry from the other people who would eagerly accept Buffy's advances. It'd taken some time, but she'd managed to see Faith partial nude, and please her with her hand or mouth.

Buffy reached between the two of them, going for the button on Faith's jeans. Her girlfriend pulled away, rolling onto her back and sitting up. Ignoring the erection pressing against the front of her jeans. Buffy sighed, slightly frustrated. "I don't want to stop." She crawled over to Faith, turning to face her, and sat on her lap. "I don't think you want to stop either." She leaned in, kissing Faith, and gently sucked on her bottom lip. She reached for Faith's jeans, undoing the button and then the zipper. "Don't you love me?" She pulled back, staring into her girlfriend's eyes.

Faith nodded. "You know I love you, B."

"Then why don't you show me?" She whispered, slipping her hand into Faith's jeans and over her underwear, rubbing the bulge she felt there.

Faith closed her eyes, inhaling shakily, and moved against Buffy's skilled hand.

"It'll feel so good. I promise." She kissed the side of Faith's face, pressing her mouth against her girlfriend's ear. "I want you. All of you."

She pushed Buffy off of her, and climbed out of bed. For a moment, Buffy was worried that she'd pushed Faith too far. The young woman turning her back to her, and slipped out of her jeans. Buffy sat up on her knees, continuing to watch Faith. She slipped out of the confining underwear. Completely naked for the first time with her girlfriend, a sense of anxiety washing over her.

"Come here." Buffy softly commanded her.

Faith didn't. She stood there, sliding her hands down her body, and covered her genitals. Buffy had seen her dick enough times, but she hadn't seen the rest. She slowly turned around, covering up what Buffy had wanted to see. "Close your eyes." Faith whispered.

"No." Buffy shook her head. "I love you. All of you."

They stared at one another, neither one willing to give in. "Please." Faith whispered.

"No." Buffy firmly replied. She finished undressing with the hope that it'd make her girlfriend feel more comfortable. It didn't. Faith walked over to bed, continuing to cover herself with one hand, and pulled back the blanket with the other. Buffy reached out, reaching for Faith's hands, and unfairly exposed her. She struggled to wrestle her hand out of Buffy's surprisingly strong grip, but it was too late. Her girlfriend had clearly seen two sets of well defined genitals belonging to a man and a woman between Faith's thighs.

It was a shock for Buffy. Even though she'd looked into what it meant to be born with both sets of genitals, seeing it still was a moment that made her pause. Staring at her girlfriend. "You're beautiful." She looked up at Faith, loosening her grip on her wrists. She didn't feel beautiful. She felt embarrassed that Buffy hadn't respected her issues and had revealed her lower half without her consent. Before she could even try to voice any of that, Buffy's lips where on hers, and her hands where pulling her back into bed.

This was happening too fast. This wasn't how she imagined her first time would be but it's only because she could never image anyone wanting her. Yet, here was Buffy, aggressively grabbing at her, legs wrapping around Faith's waist, rubbing herself against Faith's hard-on, and moaning into a one sided kiss. "Stop." She mumbled against Buffy's mouth, trying to pull away. The young woman had a good grip on her that she refused to let go of her girlfriend. Not when they were this close to finally having sex with each other for the first time. "B, come on." She tried once against to pull back.

"You want this. I can feel you want me." She smirked against Faith's mouth. Buffy reached between the two of them, stroking Faith's dick to it's full length. "I want you inside of me."

Faith had given up, grabbing the base of her dick, and angled it for Buffy's lips, seeking entrance as she slipped the head in. This is what Buffy wanted, and Faith was sure she wanted this as well. Why did it feel wrong? She squeezed her eyes shut, ignoring her better judgement. She was just nervous, right? Didn't everyone feel this way their first time? Buffy slipped her hand over Faith's helping her girlfriend guide her inside.

"Yes." Buffy throatily moaned, wrapping her arms around Faith's back, drawing her girlfriend closer to her.

Faith stilled inside of her, but Buffy was moving against her. "Shouldn't we use a condom?" She meekly suggested, still trying to feel like she had some part in what was happening to her.

"Don't worry. We don't need it. I'm on the pill." She answered.

This did nothing to ease Faith's worries. She slowly moved against Buffy, not quite matching the rhythm Buffy set. It felt good. Her body was responsive, even if her mind wouldn't allow her to be there completely in the moment. Her first time was happening. A girl really wanted her, and Faith thought she should be happy about it. Moving in and out of Buffy, feeling a heat and tightness, slide up and down her dick was a feeling that was incredible. So good physically that she didn't imagine she could last much longer. "Buffy." She stated warningly, trying to pull out.

"I said don't worry." She snapped, sounding slightly irritated in what was suppose to be a loving moment.

Faith didn't want to accuse her of lying. She just wanted this to be over. She thrust against her, feeling a weak release of some kind. Not half as powerful as she thought it could be for her. Half heartedly continuing to move against Buffy. She just wanted this to be good enough for her girlfriend to receive some kind of pleasure as well. Buffy having waited so long for this moment found her release soon after her girlfriend. Faith stilled on top of Buffy, wanting to pull out, wanting to get away, and take a shower. It felt like forever for Faith until Buffy finally released her grip. Faith slipped out of her, and rolled over onto her back. Buffy cuddled up against her, an adoring look in her eyes. Faith closed her eyes, wanting this moment to be over and behind her.

(—)

"You okay?" Willow asked, putting the car into park. Another driving lesson with Faith had come to an end. She was feeling more comfortable behind the wheel thanks to her friend's instructions and easy going demeanor.

Faith nodded, casting a worried look into the rearview mirror. Looking at Buffy's house, watching for any signs of her girlfriend to emerge. It'd only been a day since they'd slept together, and Faith still couldn't shake the feeling that what had occurred hadn't been quite right.

Willow looked over her shoulder, trying to figure out what Faith was looking at behind them. It was Buffy's house. Cordelia's car was parked in the driveway. She didn't understand why Faith would look troubled over it. She reached out, slipping her hand onto Faith's shoulder, and her friend shrugged her hand off. "Faith," She stated softly, feeling somewhat slighted, but concerned for her friend's well being. "Did you and Buffy have a fight or something?"

"No. Why would you ask that?" She defensively replied.

"I just — you look so —"

"I'm fine, Willow." Faith climbed out of the passenger seat.

She knew that wasn't true, and she climbed out of the driver's side, holding onto Faith's car keys, and followed her friend up the porch stairs. "Okay." Willow wasn't one to push. She handed over the keys, and Faith unlocked the door, allowing her friend inside first, and shut the door behind them.

"We can hang out another day if you want." She offered, picking up on Faith's odd mood.

"I slept with Buffy." She blurted out.

Willow's eyes briefly widened at the confession. "This is a good thing, right?" She asked, wanting to be encouraging of her friend's first real relationship, but truth be told she was concerned for Faith, and Buffy's growing hold over her.

Faith shrugged. "She wanted to keep going, and I wasn't too sure about it. Buffy wanted to though and she's my girlfriend, and it's what you're suppose to do, right?" She wanted someone to confirm her words with the hope these lingering doubts would disappear.

She didn't know how to reply. Willow didn't want to get in-between Faith and Buffy. It didn't sound to her from the little Faith had told her that sleeping with Buffy was mutual or at least not as mutual as it should've been if that made any sense. "If you want to do it." She hesitantly replied, feeling that it didn't sound like something Faith had wanted to do entirely, and it made Willow angry and upset for her friend.

She could see the wheels in Willow's head turning. Probably thinking terrible things about Buffy. Faith smiled, trying to lighten the moment. "I did. It just happened faster than I expected. Not that I regret doing it. I needed the push or it wasn't ever going to happen." She reasoned to herself out loud.

Willow couldn't stop herself from replying. "It could've when you were ready."

(—)

"She's really good in bed." Buffy smiled.

Cordelia laughed. "Really?" She raised her eyebrow.

Buffy nodded, confirming her words, a smirk on her face.

"How do two girls do it?" She curiously asked.

Buffy threw Mr. Gordo at her friend. Cordelia easily caught the plush pig. "You want all of the details?" She laughed.

"Well," She playfully twirled the pig. "Faith is hot. If anyone is going to be good in bed you'd think it'd be her."

She looked over at friend. Trying to figure out if she had something to worry about. They'd competed in the past for the affections of guys, but never for girls. Cordelia gave nothing away though, continuing to absentmindedly play with Mr. Gordo. "Lets just say she knows what to do and leave it at that." Buffy guardedly replied, unwilling to say anymore and make Faith even more attractive in her best friend's eyes.

Cordelia dropped the stuffed pig between the two of them on the bed. "Fine. Keep all of the juicy details to yourself."

"I plan on it." Buffy replied, watching her friend climb out of her bed.

"I suppose you two will be at it like rabbits from now on?"

She smiled, never more sure of anything else. "Of course."