Disclaimer : I don't own big time rush , I own peytin , Alejandro , maya , yasmine and nina and the mom .

Carlos's (POV)

We woke up at 7:00 am and got on our tour bus . This is sooo cool I said looking around the bus it was huge . Race you to the bunks said James . Its on I yelled and we took off and I wound up winning the bunk by the window with the view while James and Logan fought over which bunk they wanted .

We felt the bus jolt and I decided to go look around the rest of the bus . I went into the living room it had a Big screen TV , a play station 3 and x box 360 it was awesome .

Next was the studio it was small but I could so see me and the guys having a marshmallow fight in her with marshmallow guns .

I smiled as I walked back into the bunk room and sat on my bed . For some reason I could not get the Tennessee stop out of my head I kept feeling like something big was going to happen there .

Who wants to go Mattress surfing Kendall screamed.

Dude how are we supposed to go mattress surfing on a bus Logan said .

The couch ! Me and James yelled at the same time fist pumping each other . Not what I had in mind but that could work Kendall said with this look we all recognized on his face. I smell a plan I yelled . Yup Kendall said guys grab your mattresses were gonna catch some couch .wooooooo me and James yelled .

After three hours and a giant mess later Gustavo called us and told us we had to go to sleep because we would be in Little Rock tomorrow and we had to wake up early for rehearsal in the bus studio .

While everyone was asleep I stayed up a little longer looking out the window every time I thought about the tour dates I thought something big was going to happen on the Tennessee date . I just shook the thought from my head when I head James Snort really loudly in his sleep .

I laid my head down and thought tomorrow was going to be so cool our first concert in front of thousands . Gustavo said that all of our concerts up until north Carolina were sold out . This is living the life .

Peytin's (POV)

I woke up the next morning feeling sick to my stomach . Peytin Honey you need to hurry up your going to be late my mom said as she walked in my room . One look at me and she had a thermometer in my mouth . 101.1 honey are you ok when the thermometer beeped . No mom I feel like I'm going to throw up and I feel achy all over . Well sweetie you can stay home today from school but I have to go to work and take your brother to school I'll call at lunch theres soup in the fridge .

Ok mom I said as she walked out the door . I fell asleep only to be abruptly woken up to the sound of a window being smashed in downstairs . I instantly went into alert and grabbed my sisters baseball bat from under bed and crept downstairs wrapped in blankets .

As I got to the bottom of the stairs I looked around and saw the front window smashed and I saw glass everywhere on the floor being careful of were I put my feet I walked around the corner to see a guy with a mask going through my moms office I went to raise the bat over his head when he turned around and quickly pulled a gun to my face.

I was panicked I didn't know what to do . I went to back up but he kept coming closer and closer to me with the gun then he pulled a cloth out of his pocket when I was corned between the hall closet and the stairs he put the cloth over my mouth and nose the last thing I remember before I blacked out was him telling me he was sorry It came to this .

I woke up to really bright lights and beeping noises . I looked over to my right and saw my brother and sister and to my left my mom was sitting in a chair with tear stains on her cheeks . Mom I tried to choke out . She looked up with relief in her eyes . What happened I croaked my throat was so dry it hurt to talk . Honey do you remember anything after I left this morning my mom asked me .

Yeah I said you left and I tried to get some sleep but I woke up because I heard the window being smashed in , so I grabbed Yasmine's baseball bat and went downstairs . I saw the window and then I saw glass and I saw the guy going through your office so I went to raise the bat and he pulled a gun but that's all I remember.

Well honey my mom said . I came home from work with Alejandro and we saw the window smashed and we saw you at the end of the stairs bloody and your pajamas were torn and almost completely gone . So wait I interrupted her what are you saying . Well sweetheart all the evidence points to you being raped the doctors did a rape test and it came back positive sweetheart.

I was speechless . I didn't know what to say . How was that possible but then the effects started to come to me .

I was achy all over and I could barely move . Uhh mom I asked can I be alone for a while I asked really quietly . Sure sweetheart my mom said come one Alejandro , yasmine lets give your sister some privacy .

I sat in my room and thought about what happened . How could this have happened to me I thought I didn't deserve this . What if I got pregnant because of this ? Would mom make me give up the baby how would I even take care of a baby if it came to that I'm only sixteen .

All these thoughts were going through my head as the doctor came in to my room . Hello Peytin im doctor Murphy how are you feeling . Not to good I replied I'm achy all over and my head is killing me .

That's normal the doctor told me . How much longer do I have to be here I asked. Well only over night then you can go home in the morning and from what I hear you and your sister have a big day tomorrow .

Yeah were going to the big time rush concert tomorrow I said shyly . That's good you need to get out and socialize after what's happened to you . Also he said there is the potential for you to be pregnant after what happened to you if that becomes the case we'll ask your permission for the next step .

The next step meaning abortion right . That's not always the case most teenage girls choose adoption or to keep the baby . Well if that's what it comes to I want to keep the baby . Ok that's a good choice she said . I'm going to let you rest and ill be back later on to check on you . Ok doctor could you send my brother in please .

Even though me and Yasmine were twins me and Alejandro had a better bond . I saw my brother walk in and a huge smile broke on my face . Alejo I called . Hey sis how you feeling he asked me sitting next to my bed .

I'm ok I feel better now that the medicine is working I said. Good don't ever scare us like that again I was worried you were going to die or something he said giving me a huge hug. Well I couldn't leave you by yourself with Yasmine I chuckled . She would drag you on her three hour shopping trips and make you her personal slave I laughed at his face of horror .

Thank you for not leaving me with that he said . Now what did the doctor say he looked at me . Well she said I could go home in the morning and that there might be the possibility I'm pregnant I looked at him .

He looked murderous . Alejo calm down its ok . He visibly calmed down what are you going to tell mom she's never going to let you keep it he said .I know I sighed why don't you bring her in .

Hey honey she said walking into my room with Yasmine right behind her . Hey mom I need to talk to you I said . Ok she said . Mom the doctor told me there may be a chance that I might be pregnant she told me that they'll know tomorrow .

My mom looked at me in rage well your going to have to get rid of it or give it up she said . I looked at her mom you cant be serious I cant get rid of it it's a life just like you are and im not going to give it up for adoption .

Well then your not staying in my house she said .

I looked at her with tears in my eyes . Well you don't have to worry about that ill be out of your house when I get out in the morning .

Wait a minute Peytin you don't have to do that Yasmine tried to argue .

No its ok I need to get out on my own you and Alejandro will be fine on your own .

Peytin I interrupted Alejandro its ok ill be fine . Um I'm really tired I said I want to get some sleep I said sadly.

Of course come on you two lets go home my mother said .

I looked sadly as my mom my sister and brother left my room .I turned on the TV to the news and the reporter was talking about big time rush and talking to the guys as they finished there little rock concert . So guys were is your next stop she asked . Kendall replied a small town in Tennessee and that's tomorrow night and well be on our way to Miami after that .

Carlos had on his famous helmet . He was just so hot . I couldn't wait to see them tomorrow that's one thing that my mother couldn't take away casue she promised me and my sister both .

I went to sleep with dreams of big time rush getting that feeling in my stomach again of how tomorrow was going to change my life .

Carlos's (POV)

Dude that was awesome we all yelled after we got off stage . DOGS! Gustavo yelled as he came up to us that was a amazing concert go back to your bus and chill im giving you the rest of the day off he said as if it hurt him .

See that wasn't so bad kelly said as she came up behind him checking her phone .

I looked at the guys and ran back to the bus as they tried to catch me I call play station 3 I said as I grabbed the controller . Haha I stuck my tongue out at them .

Real mature Carlos , Logan said as he grabbed his textbook .

Seriously Logan who reads a textbook on tour . I do he replied why I asked you're the smartest one of us all why do read so much .

Cause I enjoy it . Whatever dude I say as I beat James at guitar hero . Wooooo in your face I win I yelled as I danced around. . Whatever James laughed at me . I'm going to bed I say as I walk into the bunk room and change into my pajama pants and laid down .

Tomorrow something big was going to happen I` couldn't wait .

The next morning

I woke up to the bus lurching forward and all of us getting knocked out of our beds and onto the floor dude what happened we all asked at the same time .

We got off the bus looking for the driver and Gustavo . Gustavo looked at us with a grim expression . Guys we have bad news the bus has lost two tires and we have engine problems .

So what does that mean exactly I asked slowly.

IT MEANS YOUR STUCK HERE UNTIL WE CAN GET ANOTHER BUS OUT FROM CALIFORNIA . He bellowed .

How long can that take Logan asked . Well Kelly said looking at her phone . Most celebrity touring buses are booked right now or they don't work it could take at least two months to get one open and even then there's no guarantee . And since there's no major airport close by you would have to wait here until another bus is sent out .

But on the up side this is the town were you do your next concert we just have to check into a hotel until a bus can be sent .

Wow I thought maybe this was the gut feeling in my stomach I kept getting .

Peytin's (POV)

The next morning doctor Murphy came in with a chart . Good morning Peytin how are you feeling this morning she asked me . I'm feeling better a little achy so what's the verdict doctor I ask as she sat down at the end of my bed .

Well as I said yesterday we got the test results in this morning and you are pregnant . I took in a deep breath it was real now I was having a baby with a total stranger and I would have a reminder of what happened everyday of my life for the rest of my life but I would love the baby and keep it no matter what my mom said .

Now I know that you said yesterday that you wanted to keep the baby if it came to this she said interrupting my thoughts is it still your decision this morning .

Yes I replied . Ok well I'll do a ultrasound in a few minutes and then you should be able to go home and you'll have to come back in about a month for a check up .

Ok I said then I heard the door open I look up and my brother and sister are there . Well I leave you guys to talk and ill be back in a few minutes Peytin she said.

Thanks doctor Murphy I said as she walked out the door . So what she say my sister said as she sat down on the bed next to me .

Well I started . ….. She said the test results came back and she said I was pregnant . My sister gasped your only 16 she said. I'm aware of that thank you Yasmine I snapped .

She looked hurt Im sorry im just stressed out right now I told her . Its ok she knows that right Yas my brother looks at her with a look that said don't upset her .

So what are you going to do yasmine asked.

Im going to keep it and move out of the house mom said she's not letting me stay at the house so ill just have to stay at a hotel until I save enough for a apartment but don't worry you guys will see me .

Ok sis Alejandro said as he sat down in the chair . Were's mom I asked looking at the door .

She didn't get out the car she sent us up she said when they discharge you then she would pull the car up to the front .

Ooh I said as I looked down . Now my mother didn't want anything to do with me . Hey its ok you still have us and personally I still plan to spoil my niece or nephew rotten yasmine said .

Ok I need everyone except the patient out doctor Murphy said as she wheeled in a ultrasound machine .

Ok Peytin the doctor said as she hooked the machine up . I'm going to put the jelly on your stomach and move this wand around so you can see the baby on the monitior . Ok I replied . I looked at the screen . Right there is the baby the doctor pointed to the screen and it looks healthy so far she said.

Ok here are the discharge papers just make a appointment on the phone and your free to go .

Thank you doctor I said as I changed into my clothes . My brother and sister came into the room and helped me grab my stuff .

We walked out to our moms car and she kept looking straight ahead not even looking at me I sat in the back with yasmine while Alejandro satin front . The whole way she didn't even try to talk to me she struck conversation with my brother and sister it was like I wasn't even there.

You know mom your being a bitch to her you know that right Alejandro said . Alejandro don't speak to me like that she said in a angry tone . Mom leave him alone he was just trying to stick up for me . I'm sorry young lady I was talking to my son I don't believe I asked for your opinion .

You know what I've just gone through something that no one should have to go through im having a baby a little miracle why cant you see that . SLAP I felt my cheek stinging she slapped me . I felt my eyes water she looked at me and started screaming at me about how I was ungrateful but when I looked up and saw a truck coming straight for us that's all I remember before I passed out .

Carlos's (POV)

We were sitting in the tour bus waiting for Kelly to get a hotel room when we heard tires screeching outside and then screams followed two seconds later . We all ran outside to see a car about to fall over the railing of the highway a truck smashed into a tree . HELP SOMEBODY HELP US PLEASE I heard as we slowly walked HELP US OUR SISTER AND MOTHER ARE IN THE CAR PLEASE I looked and saw a girl about our age and a boy that looked about 15 . What happened I asked our mother was yelling at our sister and had her eyes off the road and swerved in the trucks lane please our sister is pregnant you have to help her please .I instantly went into action I ran to the car and tried to pry the door open and saw a older woman slumped over the steering wheel and a girl passed out holding her stomach . I finally got the door open and grabbed the girl and tried to get the mom but the car was falling I squirmed back out of the car and ran the girl to her sister and brother in time for the paramedic to get there and run to the two cars . While I was holding the girl I noticed she was beautiful she had light brown hair and she was really thin even though she was pregnant for some reason I couldn't bring myself to look away from her she looked like a angel even though she had a slap mark on her face .

Her sister came up to me and was about to say something when she took a good look at me . Your Carlos Garcia from big time rush OMG you saved our sisters life wait if you're here then ahhhhhhh she looked at the rest of the guys and she started freaking out Logan went over to her and put his arms around her shoulders trying to calm her down . Meanwhile there brother was looking at us and smiling they both love you guys especially Peytin he said pointing to the girl in my arms . Peytin that's a pretty name I say to her brother . Thank you she and my mom were having a fight he says as he sat down next to me .

Really is that why she has the slap mark I asked him . Yeah they got into a fight cause our mom kicked her out of the house and she's pregnant so she has no where to go he said looking sadly at his sister .

A police officer comes up to us with a grim look on his face . Who was in this automobile crash here he asks . Me my mom and my two sisters Peytin's brother said . Well we finally got your mother out of the car but she's lost too much blood im sorry she passed away before we could get her into the ambulance .

They both looked at the police officer and started asking questions . I felt someone move in my arms I looked down and saw that Peytin was waking up . She opened her eyes and I saw that she had beautiful hazel eyes . Hey welcome back Peytin I smiled down at her . You're your Carlos Garcia from big time rush she sputtered out . The one and only I smiled to her . This must be a dream there's no way Carlos Garcia would have me in his arms . Well this isn't a dream I say your really pretty I say as I leaned down and put our foreheads togther. Thank you she stuttered . You know ive known you all of like twenty minutes but I feel like ive known you forever I told her . I smiled when she reached up and whispered is it to bold to want to kiss you when I don't even know you she asked.

No because I want to kiss you to I smiled as she lifted her lips up to kiss me . Hey Hey whats going on here her sister asked coming up next to us . Well I do believe I was kissing Carlos Peytin said smiling and hiding in the crook of my neck . Well you've only known him for like ten minutes Peytin how could you be kissing him when you barely even know him her sister asked her . Well YASMINE she said why are you holding Logan's hand then hmmmmm she said . I laughed at the face her sister made . Well ok me and Logan are going out there I said it are you happy now Yasmine said . Yes very Peytin smirked she was really beautiful when she did that I smiled down at her . What are you smiling at she asked me . How beautiful you are I smiled and kissed her head . AWWWWWWW her sister cried at us . Will you get out of her and go with your loggie Peytin taunted.

Ugggh come on Logan Yasmine pulled him off towards there brother . Sooo I asked Peytin as she started playing with my fingers . Are we togther or what she looked up at me . Well I don't know about you but I feel like this is love at first sight I told her .

I feel the same way she told me . So its official im dating a big time rush member cool she said as she kissed my cheek . Then a paramedic came over to us and told peytin they would have to take her to the hospital . Why I just left there she said . Your pregnant correct the paramedic asked. Yeah she said slowly . Well as precautions we have to take you in so that they can make sure the baby is ok . Ok but can Carlos come with me she asked squeezing my hand . Yes he can come along as long as a blood relative comes with you .

She looked up at me Carlos you and the guys can stay with me and my brother and sister now that our mom's gone she said looking up . I would love that I said and leaned down and kissed her lips . They put her on the strecher and where hooking her up to a lot of machines when her brother got in the front of the ambulance with her sister while the rest of the guys looked at me smiling .

Im going to the hospital with her you guys coming or meeting us there I asked . We'll meet you guys there they said .

I got back into the stretcher when I realized I never asked her where the father of the baby was .hey sweetheart I say as I kissed her head .

Yeah she looked over at me . What happened to the father of the baby I asked. She got this far off look in her eyes and she said so quietly that I almost couldn't hear her I was raped . I looked at her with rage what I would kill the guy that did this to her . She started crying . Shhh baby it's ok don't cry I told her as I swept the bangs away from her face . Its ok im not going anywhere im not mad at you I want to help you .

You are keeping the baby aren't you I asked slowly ? Yeah that's why my mom was kicking me out she didn't want me to keep the baby . Well im here now and I want to help you and the baby I said as I reached over to touch her stomach . She smiled at me and ran her fingers through my short hair and kissed my cheek.

Thank you she said looking at me with her beautiful hazel eyes .

Your welcome I replied . But you know all this week I've had this weird feeling that something big was going to happen here and I was right I said I met you I kissed her forehead as the paramedics opened the door and pulled the stretcher out and took her into the emergency room .

Ahhhh Peytin a doctor called as she came into the hallway I didn't expect you back so soon didn't we just discharge you . Yeah Doctor Murphy my mom got into a car accident she died on scene they wanted to make sure the baby was ok . Well wheel her into a room and I'll check you myself the paramedics started to wheel her into the back where I couldn't go .

Wait Carlos don't leave she cried reaching for my hand as they wheeled her in .

Shhhhh its ok I told her as I smoothed her hair down there just going to do some tests ok baby ill be right here when you finished . No Carlos please come with me I don't want to be alone . I looked up at the paramedic and he shook his head yes . Ok ok calm down baby im going to come with you I told her kissing her forehead . Thank you she replied . When they got her in the room I sat in the corner by her bed but I was out of the way . She grabbed my hand and kissed it . I smiled down at her.

I love you I whispered to her as I kissed her .

I love you too she said after she broke the kiss .

The doctor came in and did a ultra sound . Well peytin she said everything looks fine the same as when you were here this morning the doctor said . And who is this young man with you the doctor looked at me . This is Carlos my boyfriend Peytin smiled at me . He's the baby's father . I looked at her surprised . Really I asked you would let me do that . She smiled at me and I kissed her head I would love to be I said . Ok you two everything is fine and you are free to go she said to Peytin . And im really sorry about your mother . Peytin looked at me and said lets go home as she sat up and hugged me around my neck . Yeah I replied lets go home I said as I kissed her cheek . And for the record she said I had the same funny feeling about today that you did and then she kissed me god I loved this girl .

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