2 days later and we have arrived in the Capitol, the prep teams take Katniss and Peeta away and I walk into the tributes living center where every district has its own floor, I walk to the elevator and I press the button for floor 7. After a few seconds the elevator door pings open and I walk into the empty living room, I walk to the bedrooms and I walk into Johanna's. She's in the room with her back to me shorting through some clothes, I walk up behind her and I wrap my arms around her slender body. I feel her body tense but it quickly relaxes as she realizes that it's me and not some creep, she turns around in my arms and presses a kiss to my lips. I let out a small moan as I grip a hold of her neck, oh I've missed this. We break our kiss and she looks into my eyes and I can see sadness in them.
"I'm sorry about Katniss" she says to me in a soft voice, I am the only person that hears this soft voice come from Johanna since she is normally sarcastic and moody to everyone else. Her words hit me and I can't help but start to cry as everything I have held in for Katniss's sake come out, Jo doesn't say anything she just wraps me up in her arms and holds me as break down.
"I can't lose her Jo I can't" I say as stop crying, she grabs my chin and makes me look at her.
"You're not going to ok, I promise Lil I'm going to help you get her out of the arena" she says staring in my eyes, she knows what my family mean to me she felt the same towards her family before snow murdered them. I kiss her once more before I remove myself from her warm arms.
"I've got to go I've got a new client waiting for me, I just needed to see you first" I tell her, she nods and presses one more kiss to me before smiling at me.
"I love you"
"I love you too Jo" I say as I walk out and into the elevator, I walk out of the tribute area and I walk to the capitols sponsor room. I walk into the room that has my name on it and I find a young Capitol girl waiting for me sat on the bed, I close the door to announce my presence.
"Lilly Everdeen my god you're more sexy in the flesh" she purrs out, I feel sick as she says this only Johanna gets to say things like that to me but this is just part of the job.
"Let's do this shall we" I say, the girl nods and undresses herself and jumps onto the bed. I undo my shirt and take off my trousers as I climb on top of her, this girl is young so before I start anything I talk to her. "This may hurt a little but I'm going to go slow ok I'm not going to hurt you" Johanna asks me why I say this to my young clients, I told her because even though it's horrible to do they are still people and I will never hurt them. The young girl looks relieved so I start to kiss down her neck towards her breasts, I hear her moan as I slip my fingers into her and I continue to thrust my hand inside of her until she reaches her climax. Once she has came I get dressed, take the money from the girl and I walk out and back into the tributes area. I storm into my living quarter to see everyone at the table eating; they all stop and look at me as I walk into the room.
"Where have you been its rude to be late to dinner" Effie chimes, I don't acknowledge her and I see Haymitch giving me a knowing glance. I sit down at the table and I can see Katniss looking at me.
"I had a meeting I had to attend" I said, Katniss dropped her knife and fork and I stood up from the table.
"I'm not hungry I'm going to my room" she says as she walks out of the room, I sigh at this because she doesn't understand why I do this. I eat my meal in silence and I sit down in my room, Jo walks in and I smile as she walks over to the bed and lies down next to me and takes my hand in hers.
"Katniss hates me doing the meetings" I say into the silence, I feel Jo grip my hand harder.
"She doesn't know why you do it, she just thinks you didn't want to anger snow" she says spitting out Snow's name with venom.
"I can't keep doing this Jo, I try to think that it's you I'm sleeping with but I can't do it I feel dirty" I confess, I roll over to face her and I stroke her cheek. "I love you and I only want to sleep with you, I hate when I give people the pleasure I should be giving you" she takes my hand and presses a kiss to it while looking in my eyes.
"I know and I hate it too but we both know that if you stop your family will die and I know what that pain feels like and I will never let you feel that pain" she says, I roll onto her and I press a kiss to her lips. I feel her grab my hips as I deepen my kiss, she starts to undo my trousers as I take off her shirt.
"I'm sorry i.." I hear a voice say, Jo and I quickly roll off of each other as we look up to the door to see a stunned Katniss standing in the entrance.
"Kat this is Johanna, Jo this is Katniss my sister" I say standing up re buttoning my trousers.
"What's up Brainless" Jo says to Katniss in her usual hard tone, Katniss's eyes harden as she straightens up her body.
"Well I was coming to see my sister but apparently she is busy doing something else" she spits out; I roll my eyes at the pair of them. Why did I think this meeting would go another way, I walk over to Katniss.
"Enough you too, I'm sorry I never told you about Jo but I didn't want anything ruining it. I love Johanna and I didn't want people in the district to be angry or something." I explained, Katniss looks at me and nods in acceptance.
"Fine but I'm still mad that you didn't tell us" she says, I nod because I know that was a dumb move. "I'm sure Prim will be glad to see that you finally have a girlfriend" she says whilst smirking. I roll my eyes and I walk back over to the bed, Prim has always wanted me to get a girlfriend so much so that she had tried to set me up with a few people in the district. Yes that's right my 12 year old sister has been trying to set me up with girls.
"I'm going to bed now, I just wanted to say sorry" Kat says to me, I nod and give a goodnight hug to her just before she walks out leaving me alone with Johanna.
"Don't you need to go back to your floor?" I ask her as I get under the covers; she shakes her head as she also gets under the covers next to me.
"Blight's there and I want to stay with you" she says to me, I am 6ft 5 so I am considerably taller than Johanna so her head is the same height as my chest so I am naturally the big spoon. She leans her head on my chest and I wrap my arms around her body, we lay in each others embrace and fall asleep in dreamless slumber.