A/n: this was originally a one shot, but I want to continue this. I may do just one more chapter or possibly more, it depends on if y'all like it! Please review! I just want to tell you all about how thankful I am only like my stories and enjoyed reading. It is because of you all that I enjoyed writing!

~ Natasha

Natasha's point of view

It has been days since he was supposed to be home. Normally when someone is on a mission I don't worry, but it is a different now. Steve is my partner and best friend an we always go on a missions together, we rarely separate and Steve needs be back soon. And not just because I miss him which I do I have been short with everyone since he's been gone even Jarvis and Pepper! I really do need to apologize to both of them. I just need Steve here, I don't exactly know what I'm supposed to say. I don't usually apologize! It's starting to scare me how much I care for Steve. I can't be in love with him I won't let myself. Hmmmm… I walked all the way to peppers room distracted by Steve in my thoughts. that's not good! I just hope pepper will accept my apology. Outside of the avengers she is my closest friend.

*knock* *knock*

"Come in!" Pepper called

"Hey, Pepper look I'm sor-" but she put her hand to silence me before I could finish

"no need Tasha!" She is always so forgiving and kind but she wasn't done "look I know you care, more than you want to admit"

WHAT?! "What?" How obvious of my emotions have I shown! I should not have let my emotions show I am a spy.

"Natasha," she gives me the sit down, shut up and listen look, so i do "I know you probably won't even admit this to yourself, but I see the way you look at Steve. I look at Tony the same way. You always smile when you are by him or when you get a message from him. And Steve looks at you the same way. Whenever you too are In the room together it's just a happier Area." Is this true have I just been to blind to see it? no It can't be and even if it is everything would just get to complicated we can and he doesn't.

"Pepper, I don't think he has any feelings other than friendship towards me but thanks for your advice" or does he? I hope he does. If any thing ever is to happen he has to make the first move I can't risk anything. Plus he is Captain America, America's golden boy and i am a woman with no country to call her own. He deserves better "thanks for everything and for forgiving me, but me and Steve are just friends and partners nothing more"

I got up and I started walking out. And as I closed the door I heard tony say something I never would have thought him say "she is just as stubborn as you were. She will figure out he loves her eventually just give her time." Tony even noticed this? How? I can't think about this all I can think about is waiting for Steve to get back which really needs to be soon! Speaking of that I should go apologize to Jarvis.

Wait am I really going to apologize to a computer? I am. I have spent way to much time with Steve I am now apologizing something I rarely do. "Jarvis?" I call out

"Ma'm?" If I got Steve to stop calling me that why can't I get Jarvis to call me Natasha?

"I am very sorry for taking my anger out on you." I just apologized to a computer, what are you doing with your life Natasha?

"Oh it's quite alright, I know you and the captain are rather close. I put an alert for when he gets back directly linked to your room." One of the perks at living at stark tower.

"Thank you Jarvis"l

"Not a problem ma'am." Now I just have to wait for Steve. I just hope he is okay, please be okay Steve please.

Steve's point of view

Right now I am not sure which is worse, the gun shot wound to my gut or the fact that it's been 4 days since I told Tasha I would be back. I miss her, the smell of her hair, the piercing green eyes, no stop it Rodgers you can't think of her like that you are only her partner and friend. She wouldn't never go for a guy like you.

I just hope no one is bothering her 'cause she is most likely on edge. Today has just not been good! From being shot, To being late I am just going to snap. I am sleep deprived I just want a good nights sleep and I know Tasha hasn't gotten any good sleep either. And to make this day worse Sam has the look on his face which means he is going to he annoying and ask something stupid.

"So Cap, you miss Romanoff?" Yupp there it is ughhh I really don't want to deal with this

"What?"

"Well it's just you two are always on missions together. And you seemed off your game. Hell you got shot. Which also means she is going to be taking care of you." He continued to ramble on and on and I wasn't even listening until "why aren't you two official I mean you are basically a couple? You two even get jealous when the other person trains with someone else. It's kinda sad actually, you two both are pretty much in live with each other and won't admit it" finally I had enough of his analyzing my relationship, no Friendship with Nat

"Sam, there. Is. Nothing. Going. On. Between. Me. And. Natasha." I enunciated every single word so he understood no more talking about it, and decided May as well push his buttons "so Sam, what's going on with you and Hill there"

"Oh she is just avoiding the topic but we all know she wants me" he has been flirting with her unsuccessfully since they met

"I want you as much as I want a gunshot to the head, which I might do to both of you if you don't stop dragging me into your arguments" Maria called back from piloting the quinjet and is just laughed.

Finally we are back to the tower. And I asked Jarvis to not disturb anyone when he informed me "I apologize Captain Rodgers I have already alerted Miss Romanoff of your presence, sorry sir." Ugh no need to go to her room she is probably already in my room, I just hope I didn't wake her.

"It's ok J."

"Captain, I would be prepared for her to be a little concerned, you have an obvious wound on your abdominal area." Oh Shit! I forgot about that she is going to tell me I have to be more careful and insist on dressing it. And trust me you don't argue with Tasha.

"Thank you Jarvis" and here we are back to my room as I open the door, I see my bed is unmade, she has been sleeping here. Where is she?

"Steve?" There she is, in sweat pants, a tank top and hair natural with no make up and I don't think I have every seen something so beautiful, sure Peggy was beautiful, but I don't think any woman compares to Natasha and now she is hugging me "I missed you," she murmurs in my chest and she has no idea how much I missed her, I didn't go one day without thing of her.

"Missed you to Tash" and she holds a little tighter and I groaned. She inspects me and I see her eyes squint, she sighs

"Take it off" hmmm? What? Did she ask me to undress?

"What?" She chuckles and I feel myself get red

"Let me dress your wound Rodgers." She looks at me and start taking the top of my uniform off and she had to tease me, "take it off, take it off" she sings as I take my uniform off and then drags me to the bathroom as she dressed it I could have sworn I heard her intake of breath when she ran her hand down my abs.

"Did you sleep in my bed the whole time" I try to break the silence and she looks me in the eyes

"Well I told you I missed you didn't i?" And she did but what did she mean by it, I hope she feels the same way I feel towards her

"I missed you too" she leaves and I take a shower, and when I walk out to my room ready to go to bed there she is in my bed already asleep, beautiful and I get in right beside her and think 'oh yea it's good to be home' because I don't know what exactly this thing is, but i know it's a good thing.

A/n: Continue? Is it any good?