So this is chapter 3

Roxas POV

I was lifelessly heading to school. I grunted on every step that I made. It made me feel like I wanted to puke so hard maybe my internal organs would fall off too. Plus the guilt when I made Olette sad. It couldn't get any better. I mean I just left her, but, why is she so sad? I didn't even know if I had the courage to face her if we meet each other. I didn't talk to anyone because I'm pretty certain people will call me a jerk. Except my parents but sadly they died in a car accident when I was 2. I scratched my head violently, enough to make my white nails turned into a red colored. Plus it was almost winter, and I sneezed every five minutes because of that my nose hurt. "This is the worst."

"Roxas, hear me out, man." Axel was running to me.

"Leave me alone. I feel sick right now." But, it didn't stop him from moving his damned mouth.

"No, this is important." He catched his breath. "I found this piece of paper at your locker." I grabbed him by the collar. "Who said that you can open my locker without my permission." I gave him my best evil grin. Who doesn't get mad if someone see your personal belongings? Probably a dude with a red hair and perverted face. Yes, I'm talking about Axel. "Dude, relax! I didn't open your locker. Besides, I don't even know your code." He got a point.

"Apology accepted." I released him.

"Okay, prepare to be amazed by." He grabbed something from his pocket.

"This!" He showed me a letter.

"To do list?" I crossed my arms.

"What? Crap, wrong letter." He put it back into his shirt pocket.

"Here!" He showed me an envelope. Seriously, how could he mistaken an envelope for a paper. I swear that my jaw dropped after that. What I was looking at is an envelope with a love symbol.

"A love letter!" He gave it to me. My hand shook violently and I couldn't get eyes off the thing. I exhaled and inhaled excessively like a dork who has an asthma.

"What are you waiting for? Come on read it."

"Give me sometime to calm myself down." by the way that was the first I got myself a love letter. So, it wouldn't be strange that I reacted like that. I opened the envelope. My eyes widened.

"Who is it?" Axel said, impatienly waiting for my answer.

I gave him a smile. "Sorry, there's no name."

"bummer." He muttered. "Well, see ya till lunch time."Axel I'm glad Axel is a little dimwit. He didn't even bother to ask me what's in it. If he did it'll be a huge mess. Because I was holding an envelope. An envelope that contained 2 pictures of me with Olette and Naminé each. And I found this letter which it really made me freak out.

You Already Have Me !

I really really didn't like this, especially if this was a guy or a rapist, pedophile. I would jump off this building. And it became a front page for the newspapers. 'A high school boy died by jumping off the building to save his virginity' that would be so absurd. Nobody even bother coming to my grave even the rapist probably hate me.

I put it in my bag pocket. I got in to my class. And I know this is weird but I must say this place is my second safe heaven. Why, you ask? Because no one would bother me in this class but not at lunch break or some sort because Axel will come over and talk to me. And I can get to look at my crush. Naminé, got it memorized? She regularly talks to me everytime. And little by little we've gotten a little close than before. You see we usually talk like we're just classmates. What's our homework like that or some crap. But, it all just changed. Because of that day. I was putting a few books in my locker. When I closed my locker, I saw Naminé was walking straight to the women's restroom. I turned my head back to the direction I was going. I walked and walked. It was really weird there was no sound of a door squeaking, it was just the sound of my footsteps. I took a glance at her. She was lying on the floor. Her face was really red. Nobody was there, I wondered why is the everyone suddenly vanished when we are alone. I was really panic, it took me a minute to act. She had a fever, I knew when I grabbed her arm. I carried her to the infirmary as fast as possible. I placed her on the bed. The nurse was gone, so, I took care of her all by myself. 2 hours have passed, and there was no single person entered this room. I was getting really pissed. "Where is the nurse?" I muttered. I cried, not literally by the way. All of a sudden, she mumbled in her sleep. "Must be the fever." her face was drenched by sweat. I sat there like a father who is waiting for his daughter to wake up from a nightmare. I don't want to act like cocky Hayward, but, I'm really glad that I was the one who took care of her. Because truth to be told, my sexual drive is really weak. And I get flustered easily when it comes to sex jokes. Every girl finds it funny and sometimes cute they say. In the other hand, the boys use it to bully me and mock me. Weird right? I thought so. I touched her hand and gently stroke her skin. "It's gonna be okay." It was really weird, I felt like I was in those dramatic suspense movies. Talking to someone that was sleeping, and I barely even know her. But at some point, it satisfied me. Not long enough, I did something really bold. At first, I thought it should be alright. A kiss on the forehead. Me and my mother call it a good luck sign. My mother wrote it in one of my favorite books, to remember me to do that to someone I hold feelings to. I couldn't get my head straight. The room was really hot. Without thinking straight, I slowly pushed my head onto hers. My lips touched her forehead. I backed away from her slowly.

"Roxas."

My whole body numbed and trembled greatly. I closed my eyes, hoping I wouldn't meet hers. She must had been thinking I was a pervert. Worst of all, my hand got stuck between the railing of the bed. So, I couldn't leave the room. I hoped if there was a pistol on my hand. I should've use it already. And this fanfic will be no more. Just kidding. But, I'm serious about the suicide. I really freaked out, man. A regular boy and the school's idol. If someone caught us together especially if I was the one who was making a move. Thought my life was over I have to change my name and move to another country. I was ready to gave up my life. I wondered why she didn't yell or scream. I opened my eyes. She was still asleep. Guess she was sleep talking. I felt relief and upset at the same time. My head began to ache. I felt tired. The world was beginning to fade in my vision. My body couldn't move. It must've been her fever. I shut my eyes thinking it would be better if I just drop unconscious. Thought it was best to leave everything to the one and only. And before I really passed out. Naminé said something.

"Roxas... I al... ways..."

I couldn't tell what she was going to say. My body couldn't able to hold it.

End of Chapter 3

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