scarred bruised and loved chapter six

Clary woke up to find that her arms were restrained and the room had become so much darker she couldn't even see her hand in front of her face. her first thought was to scream but she knew that wouldn't accomplish much but Jonathan's snarkiness at being able to coax it from her. she pulled at the binds trying to get them to give way or something so she could escape. since she couldn't see anything and therefore didn't know Jonathan was in the room she yelped when she heard Jonathan's silky chuckle from across the room at her attempts.

she rolled her eyes she should have known he wouldn't leave her alone for more that five minutes. Despite her annoyance she couldn't help the little spike of fear that crept it's way into her chest. the back of her skull still throbbed from earlier. she had no idea what he hit her with it could have very well just been his fist. she knew exactly how strong he was which just made her tremble more since she was kind of at the disadvantage here. she twisted her hands inside the bonds for emphasis.

she heard the creak of what was probably a chair as Jonathan got out of it and slowly made his way over. her heart started beating rapidly as she felt like she might hyperventilat at any moment. the bed dipped as weight was suddenly added to it. she whimpered and cursed herself at that moment of weakness.

Jonathan chuckled deeply "what's the matter little sister afraid I'll bite or maybe your just." he paused for a minute and rubbed his hand up to her center. she bit back a moan and felt slightly disgusted with herself for even feeling good about the way he touched her. he smiled like he knew she really wanted to moan. "scared you'll actually like it."

She glared up at him which made her look cute to Jonathan. he loved it when she pretended to be tough because deep down he knew she was trembling like a scared bunny.

"I would never like anything you would ever do to me. your sickening your touch repulsesme. every time I see your face I feel like I am going to be..." she was cut off by Jonathan pressing his lips against hers and shoving his tongue down her throat.

she felt the bile that was rising up from the back of her throat and she just sat there completely still. not kissing back. he was persistent though so she did the only thing she could. she rose up as far as the ropes would allow it and opened her mouth farther then clamped her jaws down biting his lip and not letting go until she felt the thick metallic taste of blood.

he yanked back and wiped his mouth with his hand. he looked down at the blood that stained his fingers. his face turned into a mask of rage as he fixed her with a murderous glare. he raised his right hand and back handed her so hard she tasted blood and her head pounded.

"what's the matter little sis you can dish it out but you can't take it" he put out his lower lip in a pout. "pity" he said mockingly. he reached for the buttons of her jeans and slowly undid them. he put his hand down her pants and under her panties then without warning shoved three fingers inside her. she let out an agonizing scream and her whole face contorted into a ugly grimace. he smiled "I was hoping to have a bit of fun." he said sadisticly.

she moved her legs in a weird motion trying to make the pain go away or some how remove Jonathan's hand. she made no progress but wasn't about to resort to begging just yet. After all she was a Fairchild just as much as Morgenstern and neither blood line was too keen on begging.

Jonathan watched her as she did this and couldn't help but think she looked so adorable like this completely helpless. so ready to be bent to his will. she was so tight he would almost think that she had never even had sex before. though he knew that couldn't be true he still had the scars on his back to prove. his eyes filled with mischief and delight as he slowly moved his hand in and out of her tight pussy. he watched almost as if under a spell while her face slowly turned from pain to pleasure to disgust. he rolled his eyes at her stubbornness if she would just accept the fact that she actually liked what he was doing to her this would go by a lot smoother he thought.

"Jonathan stop...no quit...this isn't right...you...k..k..know this isn't riiiiight." she said in between breaths and a moan at the end. which brought a giant smile to his face.

he saw she was greatly surprised at her slip up and she was probably mentally cursing herself. he just smiled even wider and pumped his fingers in faster and harder. her breathing became more hitched and her face red he saw that she was trying hard to hide her pleasure but he still saw right through her. she eventually reached her climax her muscles contracting around his hand and letting her womanly fluids flow out of her like a river. he smiled inwardly towards himself not a squirter then. no matter how hard she tried to hide her pleasure when she came there was nothing she could do about the moans and screams that escaped her sweet lips.

when she had finished riding out her climax. she turned a very angered glare towards Jonathan he chuckled and bent down towards her ear "there is much more where that came from little sister." he whispered and nibbled on her ear.

he pulled away and finished what he started earlier only it was difficult since she was tied up finally getting frustrated he pulled out a dagger and smiled at the spark of fear that ignited in her eyes at the sight of it. he brought it down to her clothes and suddenly ripped it up until her top was gone along with her moved down and used it on her panties and jeans also.

she was growing really agitated now because she didn't want to let it happen she refused to let it happen. she moved her leg slightly and found she could do some damage if he was close enough. he got off the bed and she heard the rustling of fabric letting her know he was getting undressed.

he climbed back on top of her and leaned down to give her another kiss she tried to kiss back to give the illusion that she was accepting her fate but she couldn't do jerked her head away only to have Jonathan grab her head and force her to look back at him. she fought against it and when he finally got it. he leaned back like he was about to say a snarky remark but she spit in his face. he wiped the spot off and put his finger in his mouth sucking it off. she really was going to throw up now.

"your going to have to try a lot harder then that little sister." he said slowly prepping closer. just a little bit more she thought. he leaned down to say something else and she had her shot. she pulled her knee back and hit him where it counted.

she was really happy with herself not that it mattered he barely even groaned and to top it all off he was laughing. laughing really she must not of hit hard enough she pulled her knee back again. but Jonathan was ready for it because hegrabbed her knee and pushed it back down so violently she heard her bone crack. she suppressed a yell.

" now that little sister" he said murderously "was a big mistake."

fear gripped her heart as he shoved her legs apart as far as they could go. she frantically tried to think of something but her mind was running in circles from fright. he smiled one last time and shoved into her tight virginal hole. omitting a scream so loud that her own ears were ringing.

Jonathan's face however lite up and he said "well well well a garden enclosed is my sister after all."

she couldn't even process what he said from all the pain and Jonathan didn't care one bit not one little started pounding in and out of her mercilessly. her eyes were tearing up at the dry pull. soon it got better and she felt pleasure but it was pleasure she didn't welcome. her face was streaming with tears and and something warm was running down her leg she knew it was blood. she remembered Isabelle telling her that you bleed your first time.

Jonathan was grunting and looked as if he was heaven while she was screaming and felt as if she was in hell. she only cried harder when Jonathan shoved in one final time and released his fluids inside her. he pulled out and collapsed beside her. she never stopped crying and eventually sleep took over. her last thought before slumber took her was he didn't come. I waited for him to save me and he didn't come. maybe he doesn't love me after all. then darkness surrounded her and a hole carved it's way into her heart

(an:/ this chapter is longer then usual I know and I also know that it took forever to update but that's because I wrote it over and over again and finally settled for this I am still not happy with it. also I kind of don't know what should happen next so any suggestions that you have would be really helpful. just keep in mind Jace can't find her yet since three years have to pass for that to happen. tell me what you think.

hidans bay is out BYE!)