"I wanna have a family someday, this is my biggest dream." Several days after, Cristina and Owen were in restaurant, having dinner together. "No, you are not a family guy, you enjoy seeing new people constantly. How can you settle down？" They were discussing making a family.
"Well, I've met too many girls, but none of them were befitting to me. Now I believe building a serious relationship with the one I would like to spend all of my life with is more worthy than having fun with unspecific people." He said solemnly.
"Wow, sounds wonderful‥‥ I hope you are gonna find the one." "Cristina‥‥" "Well, I am one of the unspecific people that you called." "Cristina, hey!" "So far ‥‥" She added.
"I think you're the one." He stopped his hand and stared at her. "I guess this is how you make a pass at women." Seemingly, she didn't take his words truely. "Cristina, I'm serious. I wanna be around you for 40 yers." "Owen ‥‥"
"We lost this twenty tears, so it must be required to have twice length of time to fill our blanks. " He smiled. However, Cristina didn't know what to answer. He exhaled. " Now I wanna kiss you and eat you, but I can withhold that." "Really？" "No, of course not. I'm really trying hard to endure my desire." Then they laughed.
"How about you Cristina？Do you want some kids？" "Well, I don't know‥‥ I mean if I could meet somebody suitable to build a family, it would be nice to have his children‥‥ but it never happened. It seems it's a very difficult things for me, to get a reliable person to start a family. But I know I need some reasons to work hard, then if the reason was for my family ‥‥it would be so much nice, I guess. " He was nodding gravely.
"Nobody you met was not suitable to be your family？" He wondered. "How about a guy you had a baby with？" "Oh he‥‥ We were going to get married, but he didn't show up on the wedding day. I think he knew he wasn't right for me‥‥ he and I were not meant to be‥‥ but, this is past, you know."
"When you heard about him in bed, you were very upset." Cristina looked at his eyes. "I was‥‥ I was very jealous and couldn't control myself. Now I am mad to hear he didn't come to the wedding, but at the same time, I feel like I should thank him. " "Why？"
"Because if you have been married already, we couldn't have been together." He smirked. "Are you saying we are together？" "What, Cristina, stop doing that." "Stop what？" "Pretending to act like I am not the one for you. " "Owen ‥‥" "I know you have attached to me since the prom thing." She almost asked him which prom he meant, but she didn't. Yes, he is right, she thought. She had been attached to him since the prom of high school.
"I wanna eat you, now !" He said it again, almost screaming. "No, you can't. Just eat your dinner. " "Cristina, please ‥‥" "I think you are right." "What？" "We are together." "Oh Cristina‥‥" She could see his eyes turning red. "You have opportunities to eat me for forty years, but not tonight." His tears have gone in an instant.
About three months past since Owen had came to Seattle Grace. Obviously he had been getting better. "The counseling is not completed yet, but I feel I can control myself these days. " Owen looked excited to tell Cristina. They were at work in hospital. "How about the nightmare？" "I still see it, but it's not as frequent as it used to be." "Great." She kissed him, which was unexpected to him. Then He slowly closed his eyes to kiss her back, intensely.
"Cristina, I didn't expect this‥‥ Now am I allowed to touch you？" "Well‥‥ I know you worked so hard to get over your anguishes, then I wanna celebrate with you in naked." She pointed his chest. "I can trust you, you won't hurt me in bed, anymore." "No, no I won't."
"OK, I'm taking a pill tonight, so you don't have to worry about condoms, alright？" "Wow, that's beyond on my expectation." "See you at my house. Bye." Then they separated.
After hours, Cristina was talking with a gynecologist. "So, you want pills." "Yeah." "Alright, then you need a pregnancy test first." "I don't think I'm pregnant." "Just in case." Cristina took a test as she was told. Then she waited for a while to get a result.
"Cristina Yang." Her name was called. Cristina sat in front of the gynecology doctor again. "Ms. Yang, when was the last time you had sex？" The doctor looked very serious. "About three months ago. Why are you asking me now？Just let me get pills." Cristina was kind of tired of waiting.
"No." The doctor didn't give her the green light. "I can't prescribe you the pills, because you are pregnant."