It´s when
I feel you ,
look at you ,
or think about you ,
that I find myself
no longer able to breathe .
But I know I´ll be just fine -
because the only thing
I need to inhale
Is you .
You always hurt the people you love , Xena . You always did . Back when Lyseus died all you did was to walk away from what was happening , from those who needed you more than ever , just because you couldn´t stand the guilt . You abandoned the man that was willing to bring the sky down to the Earth for you just because you couldn´t explain his darkness . Well , are you happy now ?
Xena kept on tossing and turning all night long . She wasn´t able to sleep for a while now . The gigantic hole inside her chest wouldn´t allow her to do things properly anymore .
Not that there was much life to live from now on ...
When she took the decision of walking away from HIM , she was sure of what to expect . The unbearable hurt that would follow - but she ingored it .
Right now , she was paying the price ...
Suddenly , she felt a torturously addictive warmth spread all over her body , creep through her veins and reach her anguished heart , which was now pounding in an animalistic tempo . Her head was turning and when she opened her eyes all she could see was million , shiny stars wriggling around .
As the dizziness started to fade , she inhaled a deep breath after holding it for dear life . Her eyes widened in surprise and pure bliss the moment she located his demonic charming perfume . His presence filling the big black hole with sunlight . Dawn was born inside of her .
It was HIM ...
Like a little girl who have found her beloved father , she babyishly reached out to touch his perfectly framed features .
He looked as cute as a newborn puppy , eager to play with anybody .
Gods , she missed him so much ...
" You came ... " she whispered gently , a colossal smile painted on her face , reaching her ears .
" You called me , Princess . How could I resist "
He bent down to kiss her deeply and lovingly . Then plant thousand little kisses all over her face .
Tears were now rolling on Xena´s countenance . He osculate them away and then looked deep into her blue eyes .
" I can´t do that Xena . I can´t live without you . There´s no way for me to survive without having you to guide me . " he uncovered , extinguishing any trace of his pride and ego .
There was no room for those any longer . He didn´t even give a flying care , though .
" You won´t have to ... "