Hi my friends!
Finally another update! I am sorry it took me a whole week! Work was exhausting and I had to meet some of my friends so they won't think I am anti-social again ;)
Plus I have a hard time writing, even so I have the whole plot planned by now.
I hope you are all still reading this!

This chapter..well..my characters have their own life and they sometimes are stupid little pricks that annoy me with the things they yell into my ear. Murphy is acting like a weird kid and totally out of his mind. Daryl and Connor are getting alone time and are really making progress in their relationship.

I know some of you are wondering why the hell I am doing this and why the hell I am putting smut in there...Easy... Ask yourself those questions:
1. If you know that life can end any minute, what would you do?
2. You know life can end any second and after having a life full of pain, hunting, killing and never felt what love is, what would you do?
3. If you have the opportunity to be alone with the love of your life, what would you do?

Answer: ENJOY EVERY FUCKIN' MINUTE EVEN IF IT IS WRONG!

That's it. My explaination. Connor will explain it a bit more in further chapters. Don't be too hard on them.

They drove towards the city early in the morning and no one was talking because it was depressing to see the deserted streets and buildings. Murphy could feel his nervousness getting worse. Something felt completely wrong here. Where were all the walkers? Why are there no people? It nearly looks like they were the last living creatures. He started biting his nails and looked over to Rick. "This looks wrong."
Rick nodded and looked at him. "Any ideas?"
Murphy shook his head and closed his eyes for a second. Nothing. His senses didn't come up with anything useful. "Did yeh check for signs around the border? Any hints from the government?"
"Yeah. Nothing there." Rick looked in the rearview mirror. The other cars were behind them and when they came to a big crossroad Rick stopped and Glenn drove up to stand next to them. "We should split up", Abraham suggested.
"Yeah. You go right and we go left. We will meet here again in one hour. Glenn you have your watch?"
"Yes, Rick", the Asian boy answered. "Aye, and if yer in trouble hit the horn."
Everyone nodded and they drove in opposite directions. "Man, I'm getting nervous. Stop biting your nails."
"Sorry."
"We should move into one building, what do you think?"
Murphy looked around. "Yeah. But high levels, not the ground. Let's search a hotel or somethin', so we can have own rooms and beds. I'm dying for a bed." Murphy chuckled and Rick started chuckling too. "Hell yeah. A bed and a blanket. Let's do it. But I guess we really need a hotel. And Daryl and Connor will heal faster in a bed."
"Aye. But me brother is not going to stay put any longer. I know he is probably runnin' around the camp righ' now."
Rick nodded. "Yeah. He can't stay away from danger, huh? Just like Daryl."
Murphy watched Rick closely and smirked. "Aye. Match made in hell with these two. But yeh kno' me bro' an' me were always troublemakers. Hell, we always started fightin' if douchebags tried to pull somethin' in our hometown. We even started fightin' for the rights of others before god send us on our mission. And Conn' loves plannin' and being in control. Yeh will have a hard time with him. As soon as he is completely recovered he will give yeh a headache with his stupid plans." Murphy smiled and remembered all the things that should have gone wrong with Connors plans but somehow always went right.. That stupid fuckin' rope! Those times were gone and some days ago he missed them still but now he started to believe that there is something better coming for them. "Are you alright with them together? You were so upset the first days. You were worried because Connor would get banned from heaven." Rick looked concerned and Murphy realized that he was concerned about Daryl, his best friend.
Murphy nodded. "Aye. I love 'em. Both of 'em. They are soulmates. Their connection is deeper than anyone can imagine. An' I am goin' to hell, too. So yeah, I guess I am okay with their love for each other. Would never want to have Conn' lose Dar'. Yer concerned somethin' might happen to Dar'?"
Rick looked in the opposite direction and sighed. "Yeah. I don't wanna lose him."
"I will protect him. Don't yeh fear losing him." Murphy's hand was touching Rick's hand that was lying on his leg while he was driving one-handed. Rick looked a bit surprised but didn't pull his hand away. He always had to remind himself that this was not Daryl next to him. The one that was so afraid to be touched when they met. Murphy was always about touching. Patting shoulders, hands, knees. He had observed Murphy and Daryl. Rick wanted to know why they looked so much like twins. But all he could see the way Murphy looked at Daryl and Daryl at Murphy. As if they were trying to copy each other. Daryl was getting softer, while Murphy, and Rick had seen it just one second, was trying to be harder. Their triangle relationship was amusing and worrying him. Because Rick had seen something else and he had put one and one together when Murphy told him he had never met his soulmate. He knew Murphy wasn't telling the truth. But he would never say anything to the man next to him. Latter started yawning. Murphy didn't even complain that he didn't get any sleep last night. "And I promise you I will protect Connor. I am sick of people dying."
Murphy squeezed his hand and nodded. "Yeah. We all are."
Then they drove on in silence and Murphy looked outside the side window, searching for a place they could possibly use as hide-out. They were on their way back to the crossroads when he had a funny idea and started laughing.
"What?"
The Irishman just shook his head. That thought was hilarious. "I just had an idea."
"You gonna tell me or are you keeping all the fun to yourself?" Rick smirked.
"We should drive to the White House and sleep there."
Rick eyed Murphy for a while and started laughing too. "Yeah sure. You are crazy."
"Tha' I am." Both men shook their heads and when Murphy looked around he saw a drug-store. "Stop! Let me check the drugstore for meds. We are nearly out of bandages and salves and stuff. Yeh stay in the car."
"You are not going alone."
"I am", Murphy replied and winked at Rick while he was already jumping out of the car. He grabbed his backpack and ran to the store. He looked inside. it was empty. He tried the door and it wasn't locked. He had one gun in hand and looked around the store but couldn't see a walker. Much to his surprise the store looked well stocked and as if there was not one thing missing. This town was a miracle.
He went inside and grabbed bandages, salves, patches, antibiotics and different other pills. Then he went to the ladies section and grabbed some stuff for them too. He never had a problem with those things. Their mum had always sent them to the store when they were younger. And soon he was standing in front of a rack full of condoms and lubes. Murphy smirked, shrugged and grabbed condoms (Of course he knew which sizes he needed because Daryl would have the same size than him and he knew which were Connor's favorites) and fast read the lube tags. He decided to take two. One neutral, without any flavor and one with whiskey flavor to tease his two fuckbunnies. Murphy smirked. At least he would make sure they were both having their fun and were careful. Of Course they should wait a bit longer after what happened to his twin but he wanted them to be prepared and he wanted to show them that he is okay with it. He was the big brother, so he had to make sure, right? Murphy snorted at himself. Yeah. Support your soulmates having sex without you. Murphy raised an eyebrow at himself. What was wrong with him? He shook his head and then grabbed some soap, cleaning stuff and when his backpack was nearly full he grabbed some candies and left the store. Rick was waiting and when Murphy threw a full backpack on the backseat he let out a surprised sound. "Well looks like you had luck."
Murphy nodded and closed the door. "It was full. Like there was NOTHING taken. I grabbed some helpful things and I couldn't resist, candies." And then he held a chocolate bar in front of Rick who raised an eyebrow. Murphy opened it and broke it into pieces and started feeding Rick while Rick was driving. When Rick was done, he ate his and was moaning of pleasure because the taste of chocolate made him feel like a little kid again. Rick watched Murphy eat his candy and was happy for a minute. The other man looked like he had just discovered chocolate for the very first time and somewhat was moaning as if he was having an orgasm. Rick shook his head. Murphy was somewhat different. That man could make even him consider to start being into guys. Which he of course was not but Murphy made it easy to like him. He was like a little brother, a kid. Rick chuckled. "You having fun buddy?"
"Mmmm", Murphy hummed.
"So, we are back but the others are still not here."
"Let us wait here but move the car a bit between the buildings." Rick nodded and hit reverse to park the car at the side of the road in front of some other cars. They sat in silence and were waiting for the others to come back. Murphy closed his eyes, he was tired. The last days have been a lot and he would like to have three or four days off, just to get enough sleep and to make sure their group doesn't get too weak because of exhaustion. Each day, Murphy thought, was like an eternity. Yesterday Daryl got shot, Connor was raped some nights ago, Beth was still weakened and only 10 days ago all of them were held hostage in Terminus. They needed proper sleep. All of them. Murphy just had to convince everyone to search for a hotel and relax for some days. He knew it was important to get Eugene to the military camp. Hell, he wanted that stupid virus to end. But he was afraid, since days he was having this nervous feeling in his guts. Something will happen, soon and he knew it had something to do with the fact that all the Walkers are missing from the streets and buildings. He opened his eyes again.
They saw the other cars approaching and Rick started the car again, when they were next to the others they said: "Nothing. We grabbed some stuff at the grocery store. Food and drinks. It looked like we were the first people to enter that store. It almost looked like heaven and we should go back there tomorrow."
"Yeah same here. We found a drugstore. We should find a hotel here and stay there. Have beds and stuff. We should work our way slowly to the camp because I am not trusting this freedom one bit", Rick explained.
Abraham agreed with him: "It is creepy. Something is wrong. We should be careful but I agree with the hotel and we should better get some sleep. I don't know man, but my guts tell me that there is a fight coming."
Murphy cocked an eyebrow. Seems like he wasn't the only one that thought they should rest. Rick agreed and they drove back and searched for a hotel near the navy yard. Rick thought it might come in handy to stay a bit on the outside of town but not completely out of it. They found a real big place and Murphy chuckled. "Yeah. We goin' to take tha' one. It's big, it has different floors, probably a bar and stuff. Yep. Let's check it to make sure it is save and then go back and get our people."
Rick, again, agreed and parked the car. The door to the hotel was locked and Abraham broke it and went in. They split up and checked every floor and room but there was no one there. Nothing. Only empty rooms and silence. The kitchen was full of canned food and some rotten stuff that they had to throw away when they would move here. Murphy, of course, found the bar and cheered up. "Oi No one touches the Whiskey. It's me and me brothers." Everyone chuckled and Rick said. "Well you could share."
"Aye."
They left the building and headed back to their camp. Murphy was excited because he would sleep in a real bed in some hours. He had already found out where he was going to sleep. there were two rooms on the second floor, that were mirrored. And a bit apart from the other rooms because there were bathrooms in between. So he would make sure he would get one of these and his twin and his lil' bro the other one. He missed sleeping next to Connor but he also knew that now, with Daryl around he wouldn't get the chance to sleep in one bed with his twin. Even so he would totally try to sneak in and cuddle with both of them. Murphy felt lonely and he knew it was because he had to share Connor now. In the past he only had to share him with some girls they had brought home. Sometimes ending up in a threesome, sometimes one would leave the room. And it was never about love, it was about release but the feelings between Daryl and Connor was different and Murphy wouldn't do anything to get between them. It was weird, now that he could finally decide things on his own, without having Connor's full attention, he didn't want to be on his own. He wanted to have what they have. But he, and that was the bitter truth, would never have it. He had known the minute he had seen Connor and Daryl together. It hurt and on the other hand it made him happy that his brother finally found something to fill the hole inside of him. And that he finally could save the person he was trying to save since they were kids.
Murphy's thoughts drifted to Ireland, the wonderful hill that looked foggy in the morning and was bathing in the golden afternoon sun. The weeping willow and the man leaning against it. He saw himself sitting there, waiting for his brother, his soulmate. He was playing with his rosary and was watching the sun go down. "Hey", he heard a voice next to him and opened his eyes. Rick was looking at him.
"Sorry. Fell asleep."
"Yeah I heard that. We are back. Come on, lets talk to everyone and then you should get some rest."
"Aye", Murphy agreed and climbed out the car. His head still lingering on the picture from Ireland. He wanted to be back there, with his soulmate.

Three hours later

Murphy and Daryl were lying on the load space on the pickup truck, Connor was sitting in the front and Michonne was driving. Murphy was keeping space between him and Daryl, which made Daryl eye him suspicious. "Are you okay?"
Murphy nodded and looked at him. "'Course."
Daryl smirked and ruffled his brothers hair. "Ya' always into cuddling. Why not now?"
"Yer injured and yeh belong to me brother. Think it might be a bit awkward."
Not that Murphy cared about that before but something felt wrong now. Different and he really didn't want to hurt Daryl. The hunter crossed his arms behind his head and closed his eyes. He wasn't a big cuddler but something made him sad about the fact that Murphy was avoiding him right now. And the sad eyes of Murphy didn't make it any better. He wondered what had changed since yesterday. "It's not awkward Murph'. But ya wanna tell me what pisses ya off?"
"Nothin'."
Murphy bit his lip and turned away from Daryl and closed his eyes. "Fuck, doesn't look like nothing. Talk now."
"Really Dar'. It is nothin'."
"You are a terrible liar. I know something is wrong because you are not touching me and you look like crap. Is it because what happened yesterday? Or what Connor told you? Or that soulmate thing? You are jealous again?"
Murphy turned around, looked at Daryl and moved closer. "I'm not jealous. I am tired and I don't wanna hurt yeh and fuck, yeah I am sorry that happened."
"Murph'," Daryl whispered and smiled. "Wasn't your fault and you can sleep as soon as we are in town. You were all excited about that place earlier."
"Aye. We can sleep in a bed. You two share a room and I will sleep next door."
Murphy was slowly approaching the hunter and looked at him to make sure he was really allowed to and Daryl nodded, and tugged one arm under Murphy's head, his hand pressing against Murphy's back until their legs touched and Murphy rested his head on Daryl's chest, his arm over Daryl's waist.
Daryl started fondling the other mans back and closed his eyes. Murphy kissed Daryl's shoulder and then closed his eyes. His hand touching Daryl's arm and the hunter moved a bit, grabbed Murphy's hand and played with his fingers. "You know, somehow you are the brother I always wanted. Instead I had Merle."
Murphy opened his eyes and watched Daryl. "Aye. Now yeh have me. I look a whole lot better than Merle and I am fuckin' gentle with yeh. Like Conn' I will protect yeh now and I would have rescued yeh back then."
Daryl giggled. "I am glad I have you now. Little fucker." Both smiled at each other and Murphy kissed Daryl's cheek and nestled his head back on his shoulder. Both closed their eyes and soon Murphy was snoring in Daryl's arms, while Daryl was petting his back and head. He knew something was wrong with Murphy. He had seen it yesterday, when he found him crying behind that tree. Murphy was hiding something from them and Daryl thought he is probably missing Connor.
Murphy was dreaming about Ireland again. About the barn and the hide and seek game they used to play there. He thought about their bedroom with two matching beds. Most nights Connor and him shared a bed. He thought about their little town, their church and that nice little Caf he and Connor used to drink coffee at.
Everything was empty now and Connor wasn't at his side. He could only see himself in their house and he was crying. someone was holding him but it wasn't Connor. While he was screaming for Connor. Murphy rose up, grabbing his rosary and turned around. His brother was sitting in the front of the car, Daryl was still next to him. A Nightmare - because he was afraid to lose his twin. His eyes fell onto the hunters face who was watching him. Murphy snuggled himself back next to Daryl, his heart was beating too fast and he was frightened. He wouldn't want to live without Connor or Daryl.

They had stocked all their things in one room in the hotel. Connor and Daryl had the last room on one floor and Murphy was suited next door. Everyone was lighting up at the sight of a bed and some food, they had some canned food together, drank together and it was early in the evening when everyone went back to their rooms. Murphy had told them he would just grab something and then give them a visit. Connor and Daryl were lying on the queen size bed and were smiling to the ceiling. "Fuck this feels like heaven", Daryl stated.
"I agree. I will never move out."
Both chuckled and Connor let his eyes wander over Daryl's body. God he would give everything for peace and freedom and a normal life right now. Because even so he was frightened and still hurt he wanted to touch Daryl. Wanted to feel him. But Daryl was hurt too and it had to wait. But for how long would they stay here? A comfortable bed, a bit of food and more privacy than last days.
Daryl watched Connor thinking. It was nice to see his friend smirking and he nearly looked healed. "What's on your mind?"
Connor met Daryl's eyes and shook his head. "Nothing. Just enjoying the bed."
"Hmm. I would like to enjoy it a bit more."
"Yeah. Just what I was thinking."
And with that he straddled Daryl and started kissing him. His weight lifted on his arms. They were still kissing when the door opened and when they looked, they saw Murphy entering their room with a bag in his hand. He smirked, walked around the bed, closed the curtains which made the room a bit darker. He started placing things on the nightstand. "Uhm, Murphy?"
"Soon. Nearly done."
When Murphy was done placing the condoms and Whiskey lube on one side of the bed, he put the other stuff on Daryl's side. He was chuckling inside because this was so weird. When he was done, he sat next to Connor.
"I went to a drugstore today. And grabbed some stuff. I think...yeh know...yeh two will soon be tired of touching and kissing. Yeh both want more. Tha' is normal, I guess. I kno' yer both hurt and Conn' yer not ready but I wanted yeh to be prepared and yeah...Just look at the stuff I left..yeah..Uhm... I'll go now and leave yeh two alone, with whatever you were doing." Without waiting for a reply he went outside and chuckled. He waited next to the door, to hear their response. Connor And Daryl were watching the closed door. "What the fuck?", Connor said.
"Did your twin just give us a prep-speech?" Connor opened the curtains again to see what his brother did and started laughing the minute he saw the bottle on his nightstand. Daryl grabbed his and the box next to it and started snorting. "Is he serious?", Daryl asked and looked at the bottle of lube in his hand and the condoms.
"I think he is but this one is a joke." Connor reached Daryl the bottle with "Whiskey lube". Both started laughing and Connor yelled: "MURPH' Yeh lil' freak will yeh come back yeh fucker. Wha' is wrong with yeh?"
Murphy was holding a fist in front of his mouth and slowly peeked his head into the room. He nearly started crying because he was holding back a laugh.
Connor was coming closer and pulling him inside the room. Throwing him on the bed next to Daryl and then jumped onto his brother, sitting on top of him. "Can yeh fucker explain this?"
Murphy was laughing and couldn't speak but he tried. "I kno' it's weird but I'm yer big bro' and I don't want yeh to be hurt if yeh two start fuckin'. Yeh kno' tha' one time I did the anal thing with tha' girl from the pub? Yeah well I found out it was fuckin' hurtin' both of us without lube. So when I saw it I thought yeh might need it someday. And I kno' yer not ready but just in case...And condoms. Hell, I kno' yer size and his. Wha' wrong with it? I love yeh and I kno' yeh havin' sex. Yeh would do the same or practically did when we were younger."
Connor shook his head and Daryl did the same. It was somewhat adorable and embarrassing at once. Connor bowed down and gave Murphy a kiss on his lips. "Thank yeh brother but I guess we would have been able to grab tha' stuff on our own." "I kno' I just..." Murphy looked to Daryl. "I kno' yeh had so bad experiences. Both of yeh and I just want yeh to have fun. Because sex should be fun. Like back in the days Conn'."
He looked at Connor and all of a sudden he embraced Connor and kissed him again. He missed their closeness and he missed their threesomes. Before he knew what he was doing he looked at Daryl and back to his brother and felt every muscle in his body go numb. Holy fuckin' christ! He wasn't thinking what he just was thinking. He jogged his brother off of him and ran out the door into his own room and closed the door. He didn't just think THAT. Jesus. NO!
Connor's eyes were still fixed on the closed door and Daryl just looked at Connor. "Like back in the days", Daryl thought. Did the twins have sex, with each other? Could he ask something like that? Why did Murphy flee.
"Did he just say, what I think he said?", Daryl tried. Connor started to look at Daryl.
"Tha' we had threesomes?"
"Yeah but with "back in the days" did he mean..uhm..you and him?"
Connor frowned. "NO! Are yeh mental. I love me brother but not like this. Yeah we had threesomes. Yeh kno' one girl, two guys. But I don't understand why he suddenly went numb and then ran."
"I think I know." Daryl smirked.
"Huh?" Confusion all over the Irishman's face.
"Did he just think about a threesome. With me?" Daryl didn't know if he was about to laugh or cry about that but Connors face made him laugh.
"Oi. No. Fucker was just being crazy again. Lemme talk to him t'morrow."
"I think you should better talk to him now. You know he is freaking out next door. Better go before he does something stupid." Daryl was a bit worried about Murphy and his mental state. Connor nodded. "Aye. Yer righ'."
Connor kissed Daryl briefly and then went outside to talk to his brother. Even so he had no idea what exactly he should say.
Daryl looked at the bottles and the condoms and was sitting up, his elbows resting on his knees and his head in his palms. Lube. Sex. Love. How did he get into this situation? He was nervous about that. And a threesome? Hell no! That was not going to happen. Daryl looked at the bottles and smirked. Murphy was crazy but it was kind of sweet to have someone look after them. And he could feel a tingling sensation in his stomach and his whole body seemed to be excited about this new thing. If only his wound wouldn't be there and if only Connor would be ready... Daryl decided to do something crazy, he just felt so good right now, that he stripped off his clothes and slipped under the covers. Now he just had to wait for his man to come back to him and maybe get some more touching and kissing. One week ago he wasn't even able to show his torso, now he was naked in a bed, waiting for a guy. Yeah, Life was a rollercoaster ride deluxe. Connor entered Murphy's room and found his brother lying on his bed, his back to the door. "Yer alrigh'?", he asked.
"Aye. I'm fine."
Connor watched his brothers back. Fine, hell he was fine. He was fucking crying. Connor approached the bed and pulled his twin on his chest. "Yer tellin' me why yer cryin' lil' brother of mine? "
"I'm just so sick of this world and I'm confused. Its been too much."
"Yeah. Yeh wanna sleep next to me today?"
Murphy shook his head, even so he wanted to say yes. "Nah. Think yeh should be alone with Dar'."
"Murphy! It really is okay to ask me if I can stay. I know yeh are lonely." Murphy looked at Connor in surprise. "I'm not."
"Yeah yeh are. I saw yeh earlier when you cuddled yerself next to Daryl. Yeh kno' he loves yeh, righ'? And I know he would never say no if yeh need us. This is a horrible world Murph' and yer all tha' I have left of me old life. Yer always comin' first. Even with Dar' in our life. I love yeh. I don't want yeh to be sad. Is this the reason yeh ran out of our room? Because yeh really want to be with us?"
Murphy slowly nodded. It wasn't completely the truth but it wasn't a lie either. "I kno' he loves me. He told me tha' I'm the brother he always hoped for. I kno' tha' but yer in love and yeh need yer privacy and I should learn tha'. Because someday yer living with him and I live in another house or country. It just hurts and I...I want tha' too Conn'. I want all those feelings. I can feel yers sometimes and they are overwhelming. I'm happy for yeh but I am sad tha' I have to share yeh. Tha' we will never have this closeness again. The cuddling, the nights we slept in one bed, hell yeah I miss jerking off together or the threesomes. I just miss yeh." Murphy was crying and buried his face in the crook of Connors neck. Connor was putting kisses on his twins head and tears were running down his cheek. "I'm righ' here. I will never leave yeh. It is true tha' we have to change a bit because Dar' is in our lives now. We always knew the day would come. And yer said yerself once tha' yeh wanted kids and a family. Yeh wiill have tha'. Yeh will fiind someone. And for today yer comin' with me now. I think yeh need some brotherly attention from TWO brothers. He will agree. He was the one tellin' me to see after yeh."
Murphy shook his head. He didn't want to because he couldn't be near them right now. "No. Yeh should go back to him. I'm all good."
"If yer not yer comin' over. Okay? I will keep the door unlocked."
Murphy nodded. "I love yeh. Conn'. I'm sorry about earlier. I thought yeh liked the lube and stuff. I wanted yeh to be safe."
Connor pressed Murphy even closer. "See little brother, I think it was very kind of yeh, silly but kind. Thank yeh. And thank yeh for not making it hard for him and me. It is all confusing Murph'. I want him. I want him really bad. I told him abou' the dreams. Yeh kno' he started moving underneath me and I was shocked, remembered tha' bastard. And suddenly it was too much and he accepted it. He even asked if he should leave and asked if I needed yeh. He was so kind and caring and then he told me abou' the things tha' kept him alive. Those were our memories Murph'. I haven't told him but he was describing a scene from our life. An' it wasn't my memory, it was yours. Yer havin' a connection with him, too. Don't yeh?" Fuck. Murphy was screwed. He bit his lip.
"Aye."
Connor nodded. Of Course. His brother was his soulmate which made him one of Daryl's too. Connor sighed. Well this was completely screwed up and Daryl shouldn't know any of this.
"Do yeh love him too?"
"No. Not like yeh do. He is like me brother. It feels like the thing we have."
"Aye. So yer really not jealous?"
"No. Else I wouldn't have brought yeh lube. I would have let him die yesterday." Murphy looked at his brother and started kissing his cheek and wiped away the tears. "And now Conn' go and see yer man. I am tired and want to close my eyes."
Connor nodded. "I love yeh and I meant it. If yeh can't sleep come over. There is plenty of space for the three of us."
"Yeah."
Murphy nodded. "Sleep well", Connor said and threw the covers over Murphy.
"Sleep well and don't make-out too long."
Connor chuckled. "Dar' is probably asleep already."
"Nah. He is waitin'. Now fuck off. I'm tired."
Connor left the room and took a deep breath when he was on the hallway. This was crazy. He should have known that there was a negative thing to his relationship. Connor shrugged. He wanted to be number one for once? Well then he should deal with it. Murphy had to understand.

Connor went back into the room and saw Daryl under the covers, sleeping as it seemed. He tiptoed around the bed, stripped off his clothes, leaving on his boxers and slid under the covers too. When he moved closer to Daryl he let out a surprised "Oh", when he felt the naked back, and legs. He slowly let one hand slide along Daryl's side and was smiling when he didn't feel any fabric on his boyfriends thighs.
Daryl was completely naked, which made Connor forget his brother next door because he was getting hard from all the excitement. Daryl was smirking and felt his friends arousal pressing against his bottom. He slowly turned around, while pulling Connor on top of him. Again ignoring that he was injured. "Hello", he whispered with a rasp voice.
"Hello darling. I see you missed me", Connor played along.
The Hunters hands were exploring the other mans body again, rubbing gently over his upper arms. "Why are you wearing that stupid underwear?", he asked and tugged at the waistband of Connors shorts. Connor moved to the side and stripped off his boxers and as fast as he could placed himself on top of Daryl again. Their eyes locked for a while, waiting for the other one to do something. It was Daryl, much to Connors surprise, who said: "I can't believe how incredible beautiful you are." Which made Connor blush and his butterflies turned into tornadoes. He started moving his hands over his mans sides, over his arms to his hands and he grabbed them and moved them over Daryl's head, holding them in place there. He leaned down and kissed the demon tattoo, slightly sucking and biting on it and then moved on. His lips wandering over the hunters skin, leaving kisses, his teeth were biting into the flesh and he heard Daryl moan and he felt him getting hard. Connor kissed the neck of the hunter, suddenly sucking more, biting and leaving marks, until he reached Daryl's lips. Their tongues touched and Connor moaned. He was so hard that it was hardly possible to not just touch himself or thrust into Daryl. He let go of Daryl's hands and the hunter immediately started touching his chest, his neck and his hands slid down his back until they reached his butt. His thumb gently stroking him there and then he moved his hands to Connors hips. Daryl couldn't believe what was going on. He wasn't planning this but he wouldn't complain and most certainly won't stop. He could feel how hard Connor was every time the Irishman leaned forward. It was making him even more aroused and longing. Connor broke their kiss first and Daryl saw the lust in his man's eyes. The red cheeks, the always slightly parted lips and his little moans, when Daryl's fingers moved over his body. The hunter played with Connor's nipples, which made him sit upright, His hands now behind his back, steadying his body on Daryl's legs. Daryl's eyes were exploring the view and he looked to Connor's dick. It was weird thinking it but hell, yes, he liked the view and hell yeah, Connor's dick was long, thick and gave him a lot of ideas what to do with it. Connor watched him while he was looking at him and the both knew that something should happen. They both wanted it.
It was too early. It was not the right time. It was not good but Connor didn't care. He leaned back forward, looked into Daryl's eyes and asked: "Do you want me?"
Daryl was a bit startled by the question because Connor should know that he wanted him but when he realized what Connor really was asking he swallowed. Speaking suddenly became difficult. "You know I do. But you can't. You should wait. I can wait. We can just touch. Okay?"
Connor shook his head. "No. No Daryl. I need you. I want you."
Daryl's hands moved to Connor's face, holding it and he looked closely at him. "Are you really sure? After yesterday and what happened to you? I don't want to hurt you."
"Yeh won't hurt me. But I want to see you while we do it."
Daryl nodded and pulled Connor into a kiss. Suddenly he was nervous, because fuck, this was his first time with a man. "How? Do you...man...Do you want me to bottom or what?" Hell, was that a weird question or what?
Connor thought about it a moment, looked at Daryl and said: "Yes. yeh have a bullet wound."
When their eyes met, both were suddenly nervous but somehow they needed this. Wanted this. Now. Connor stood up and locked the door, remembering that he told his brother he could come and cuddle with them. He hoped he wouldn't.
His gaze went to the lube on the night table and he smirked. Thank you, Murphy.
Daryl watched Connor walk to the door, enjoying the view of that butt and his eyes lingered at the bruises which were slowly getting lighter. "Which one do we use?" Connor smirked and held the two bottles in his hand.
"Neutral. I guess the whiskey one is something we could use later."
"Aye. Do we need condoms?" "No."
Connor sat down next to Daryl giving him a kiss and then opened the bottle and started prepping Daryl's dick. It was wet, slippery and Daryl started moaning already. "Fuck is this weird", Daryl stated.
Connor moved back on top of Daryl and started kissing him. His heart was beating faster like a jet and he was excited, nervous, frightened all at once. Daryl's hands moved to Connor's ass and placed him above his cock. "Are you ready? Are you really sure Baby? You don't have to do this." "I want you Dar'. I want to feel you." Connor felt his heart beat faster when Daryl called him Baby. It was weird and girly but it made him feel as if the hunter needed him. Loved him. Really loved him, not just saying it.
"Okay." Daryl watched Connor's face just so he could see when he needed to stop. He was really afraid of hurting him. He slowly started to thrust against Connor's hole but it was too tight and too dry. "I need to stretch you a bit. Wait." Daryl grabbed the lube, and put some of it on his middle finger. Suddenly happy he had watched so many porn with Merle or had read about it in that shit-hole of biker-bar. He slowly drew circles around Connor's hole and when it was wet enough he thrusted his finger into it. Connor's face froze and Daryl stopped moving, really concerned. "Did I hurt you?"
Connor shook his head and smirked. "No. Go on."
While Daryl's finger moved inside of Connor, stretching him and slicking him, he started kissing Connor, so he would relax. He added a second finger and when he thought it was enough, he grabbed his mans hips again and thrusted into him. Connor gasped for air but didn't look hurt. He slowly moved on top of Daryl and his torso rose, so Daryl was gliding deeper into his friends body. Daryl swallowed hard. It was weird and awesome all at once. Connor was tight and it was warm and wet. The Irishman closed his eyes, bit his lip and started moving. Daryl moaned. "Fuck", he spit out and Connor stopped moving. "Yeh okay?"
"Yes, it is just, tight and different." "Yeah but god man you are stretching me like crazy."
"Stop if it is too much."
With that Connor smirked, his eyes darkened and he moved his hips up and down. Riding Daryl's dick. It wasn't like he had imagined it and it hurt just a little but he loved Daryl and he loved feeling him inside of him. He knew they should have waited but he didn't want to. He needed this. He shifted his body a bit and suddenly he felt an incredibly feeling. "Fuck", he moaned and moved faster because he was hitting a sensitive spot. He felt Daryl's hands everywhere, felt his hands on his hips moving forward to touch Connor's cock and jerking him off and the hunter soon started to thrust deeper into Connor. Moving his hip up and down. They were both moaning and Connor had to look at his man, at his relaxed face, the dark hair, his eyes were full of lust and his lips were parted. Little moans and groans coming out of it and while looking at this georgeous face Connor let go. He moved his hips down, faster, more rougher and he was hitting that spot. "Fuck Conn' slow down or I will come." Daryl couldn't believe this. The intensity, the trust he was giving this man and how natural this was. It wasn't weird to be inside of a man and it wasn't weird to let go anymore. They both belonged to each other.
"Come for me", Connor mumbled and felt himself close to his orgasm. Daryl didn't know why but hearing his man moan and saying he should come made him thrust even harder and he felt closer to the edge. After three hard and long thrusts Connor could feel his own orgasm coming and he heard his man say "Fuck", again and loading his seed into him. Connor's sperm landed all over Daryl's chest. They were both gasping and sweaty but when Connor met Daryl's eyes he felt incredible. He leaned forward and kissed his man. His Cernunnos. Daryl's hands were buried in Connors hair and he was so happy right now. "I love you. Fuck, this was awesome", he mumbled into their kiss.
"I love you too and I want more of this. Yeh look so good when you come. Yer my pretty man." Connor smiled and watched Daryl's face. "Stop it or I am hard in 2 seconds again", the hunter joked.
"That's the plan Darling."
Daryl lifted Connor up a bit and slid out of him. Connor wouldn't admit it to the other man but he already missed the closeness. Daryl started stroking his face. "We should clean ourselves a bit up."
"Aye." Connor stood up and moved into the little bathroom that was attached to the room. He found a little towel and cleaned himself up, then grabbed another one and cleaned Daryl's chest.
Then he snuggled himself close to Daryl who instantly started kissing him. He felt amazing because it was all new and exciting and he was happy. It was never easy for him to open up to someone but he was glad he did open up to Connor. That Irish guy made him feel alive and he made him feel loved. Daryl found himself drowning in this feeling and couldn't stop touching Connor. Just to show him, how much he loved him and how thankful he was. The twin smirked and whispered: "Are yeh alrigh'?"
Daryl just made some noises and went on touching Connor.
"Daryl? Look at me." Connor wasn't quiet sure what was going on with the other man. When the hunter met his eyes, Connor nearly fainted. Daryl's eyes were glowing from love and his cheeks were still red, his lips smiling. God, he was so pretty. But of Course Connor knew that look. His brother had the same face when he wanted to say something but didn't know how and then got all touchy. Daryl was turning into a Murphy copy. "Yer happy." "yeah."
"Glad to hear tha' because I'm happy too."
Daryl sighed. "Thank you."
"For what?"
"Loving me and this." Daryl kissed Connor and his hands were wandering over the other mans butt. "Yeah, well, thank you for this." Connor smiled and his hands were playing with Daryl's pubic hair, making sure he wouldn't touch his manhood.
They started teasing each other, kissing, biting, sweet talking and after a while they were both aroused again and Daryl found himself on his stomach, while Connor was kissing his scars and was pulling him up. "How do yeh want yer turn? Wanna see me or not?"
"What do YOU want to do?"
Daryl couldn't believe he was saying this because he knew the answer. Daryl was sure his friend needed something harder than before. "I want you just like this." He pulled on Daryl's hips, making Daryl kneel in front of him. Butt higher than his torso. He knew that position and he had really bad experiences with it but this was Connor. He wouldn't hurt him. The hunter heard Connor putting lube on his fingers but before he started he kissed his back and whispered: "Yer ready for round two?"
"Yeah." Connor started prepping Daryl, stretching him with his thumb and when he thought Daryl was ready, he lubed himself up and placed himself behind his man. They didn't speak but when Connor pushed into Daryl, he could hear him gasping for air. He waited until Daryl moved his hip and then slowly started thrusting, trying to find that spot and when Daryl whispered "fuck" He knew he found it. He could hear Daryl moan and asked: "Is this okay?"
"Harder Conn'." And the Irishman did as he was told, he thrusted harder and deeper, his hands were resting on Daryl's hips, pulling him closer to him. Connor couldn't believe how amazing this feeling was. Daryl was moaning and he could hear Connor's heavy breathing and there was this spot that Connor was hitting with every thrust that made Daryl come closer to his climax. After some hard thrusts he felt a hand around his dick and Connor was thrusting into him and jerking him off and Daryl was about to explode and the words: "Oh God, yes...hmm...baby...yes..." were falling from his lips before he could think about them. Connor reacted with an even harder thrust because hearing Daryl call him baby and hearing him full of pleasure made him even more aroused and he stopped biting his lip to silence himself. "Fuck, Darling, yer so fuckin' hot right now. Please talk."
Connor was moaning and he knew it wouldn't take him any longer but Daryl said "Stop" all of a sudden and Connor froze. "What? Did I hurt yeh? Yeh okay? Dar'?" Connor instantly pulled out and Daryl turned around, smirking. "I want to see your beautiful face when you come baby." Connor immediately approached him, hovered over him and kissed him. He was straddling his man now and Daryl crossed his legs behind Connor's back. Connor was grabbing after a pillow and placed it under Daryl's butt, then he lifted him up and pushed into him again which made both men moan. "Fuck me Connor." Connor met Daryl's eyes and started thrusting hard and rough because fuck he wanted to come and he wanted to feel and see Daryl. Daryl's eyes were fixed on Connors face and he smiled when the moonlight was touching his mans face because it was incredibly hot and beautiful. Daryl grabbed his own cock to stop it from throbbing. Connor looked down on Daryl's hand and it made him moan his name. "Yer so fuckin' hot Daryl"
"I'm coming baby." Connor thrusted faster and felt his orgasm role through his whole body and he let out a loud and rasp groan, while Daryl was still jerking off. Connor immediately grabbed his friends hand and helped him getting off. "Come baby, come." And with that Daryl came, hard and loud, his hip jerking up. When Daryl relaxed, Connor pulled out and instantly started cleaning them both. When he was done he placed himself next to Daryl. "I love yeh", he breathed into Daryl's ear.
"I love you too." Daryl shifted himself and was lying on his side, facing Connor. He opened his arms and Connor nestled himself into his arms. Daryl kissed Connor and tangled their legs together. "We should sleep."
"Aye. G'night Cernunnos."
"Good Night Leprechaun."
They kissed one last time, looked at each other and smiled, before they closed their eyes. Both were happy and both were dreaming about nice things. Connor forgot about Murphy. He forgot that he had promised his brother that he could come whenever he wanted, to cuddle. And Daryl for one moment, forgot that they were still in the middle of an zombie invasion.

Isn't Murphy the best? *chuckles* Don't ask where that came from! Him and the lube...I just...*shakes head* Comments please!