DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN ANY CHARACTERS FROM THE SHOW CASTLE.

A/n: I would like to apologize in advance for any misspellings or incorrect use of grammar as I don't have a beta. But other than that I hope everyone enjoys this chapter.

I saw a few spots in my last chapter where I forgot to put a word or two. So I need to proofread a little better, but I was so excited about posting the last chapter that I didn't read through it thoroughly.

"Open the door please."

Kevin just sat there on the bed staring at the door. He was mad and hurt but what hurt the most was Javier's last comment. Does he regret being with him and does he wish that he was with Laine and not him. Could their whole relationship be a lie. Tears rolled down his cheeks as he continuously wiped them away.

"Why did I open my mouth?" Kevin said to himself in a hushed tone.

"Kevin?" Javier said.

Kevin just sat there in silence as he continued to cry. The last thing he wanted right now was to look at Javier. He was so angry that he didn't want something to be said that he'd regret later.

"Baby please talk to me. I know you're mad at me right now but we have to talk." Javier said.

"Can you please just leave me alone?" Kevin said with a hoarse voice from crying and sniffling.

"Have you been crying?" Javier asked.

"Leave!" Kevin yelled at the door.

Javier jumped a little when Kevin yelled. He hasn't once heard Kevin raise his voice at him like that. He's never yelled at him and he knew he was in it deep. It made him feel worse that Kevin was crying. Tears running out of those beautiful blue eyes that he feel in love with. His began to water from anger at the situation.

He stood up and faced the door banging on it real hard.

"Open the door Kev!" Javier demanded.

"No!" Kevin yelled again.

"I give up." Javier said before walking away.

Kevin listened closely as he heard the front door to the apartment close. He breathed a sigh of relief. He can have some time to get his thoughts together. He just sat there for a second before going to get his iPod off the dresser and put his headphones in his ear. He began playing his favorite song that he could listen to over and over and never get tired of it. He sang along as everything played back in his head from a different perspective.

Javier walked back into the apartment and to the bedroom door knocking one more time.

"Kev." Javier said to no response.

He knelt down and begin picking the lock with the kit from the car he went to go get.

When the door opened he saw Kevin laying on the bed with his eyes closed and his headphones in his ears. He knew what was happening and he wondered if he should just lock the door and close it back or just do what he decided to do already.

Kevin breathed in deeply as songs began to switch. Seconds later he felt the bed move slightly which caused him to jump up in fear and shock.

"What the hell Javi?" Kevin said once he realized what happened.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you." Javier said.

"Ugh! Why are you in here. I said I didn't want to talk to you." Kevin said as he took the headphones and wrapped them around his iPod .

"I know but the longer we stay mad at each other the worst things can come of this." Javier said.

Javier looked up at Kevin who was still standing up and he can see his beautiful blue eyes were now read from crying. His cheeks were a shade of red also which wasn't any better.

"I'm so sorry Kev. I never meant for it to happen like this." Javier said reaching his hand out for Kevin to take a seat on the bed.

Kevin stood for a second before deciding to take a seat in the chair that was in the corner of the bedroom.

"Me too." Kevin said.

Javier just stared at Kevin searching for the right words to say. He knew the exact thoughts just wasn't sure how to articulate them.

"I want to say something." Javier said.

"You're saying it now." Kevin said.

"Just listen please." Javier pleaded.

"Okay." he said.

"Let me start off by saying that I'm sorry and I love you more than you know. Saying that if I wanted a child that I would've stay with Laine wasn't fair to you." Javier began to say before he was cut off.

"Wasn't fair? How about uncalled for." Kevin said.

"I know and you didn't deserve that. It's just the idea of a kid isn't bad but actually having one scares me. It's a lot of work and money and kids don't like me." Javier said.

"Kids are kids and they all take work. But with a loving family it always works out. But I guess you'd rather have that with Laine." Kevin said rolling his eyes.

"No! I don't want Laine. Don't you get it? I want you and if a baby is what you want then we will look into the options we have." Javier.

Kevin just sat there in silence not saying a word.

"Can you say something?" Javier asked.

"What do you want me to say?"

I hope that everyone enjoyed this chapter. Don't forget to review!

~J

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