After nearly killing myself and my computer, I am going to update while I still have what I typed fresh within my mind. I am really getting to the point of a mental breakdown. It seems no matter how hard I try, nothing works out, so why the fuck bother? I want nothing more than to just have one day where I could sleep and do absolutely nothing. One day, to just be me and not have any nasty comments from my peers at school or from home. For once, if only just this once, if my god damn computer would just listen to me, but I know none of this is even going to happen so again why bother?

If you guys want to know what's wrong with me, just pm me. I'm extremely sorry about last week, that I didn't do my weekly update, so I'm hoping you guys will forgive me, if not, punish me in anyway you please…

Anyways, even after this chapter was deleted (twice); which I will forever curse this computer for doing that a second time, I am updating again. (I almost gave up on this story when my cord just died and went to hell…)

Anyways, late Christmas and whatnot. Oh and I never said I was going to give up on this story, I have no clue where you got that ideas… *whistles*

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Chapter 5

Greedy Little Fuckers

Tsuna's POV

Tomorrow came just as promised. Just another day until I die. Just another day I have to go through to wait until somebody finally notices. A woke up quite early in favor of getting this job done and over with. I really didn't want to get a job that requires people at my school for reasons like, oh I don't know, people finding out what I do for a living. I already have enough trouble as it is trying to not kill people by fucking with me or even coming near me. I don't feel like trying to come up with stories on how to cover that all up. Way too troublesome. I walked over to my closet and put on some black jeans, a black t-shirt, and a pair of black converse. Simple, wasn't it? It might have been, but I prefer it that way. I hate complicated things. They always fuck with your brain. At least when you have simple, nothing can go wrong. I rushed downstairs and into the kitchen, where I grabbed a piece of bread and shoved it into my mouth, running out the door with my backpack and everything I needed.

When I was already half way to school, I realized that I had forgotten to take my pill. Fuck. How stupid could I have been? Wait, I never did mention anything of a pill, did I? Well, what it does is, it suppresses my hate and anger so I don't kill someone by them just glancing the wrong way. What do I mean by that? In any way I don't like. I can control it if I'm prepared, and luckily for me, today I will be. When I reached school, there was an hour before class started, so I decide to take a bit of time to relax. I walked over to behind the school and when I was a few yards away from the sakura tree I was eating at yesterday, I ran up the tree. Don't ask how. It's a secret that you will never know because even if I did tell you how to do it, you either wouldn't understand a single word I'm saying, or you wouldn't be able to do it. what all that translates to is, just don't even bother.

I let out a sigh as I sunk into the tree. I pulled out my iPod and put on Three Days Grace. They truly are a miracle band. All their songs are pretty much true and are so filled of emotion. I wish I had emotion and could shower people around me with it just like they do. I sat like that for around fifteen to twenty minutes, just listening to the truth of life that is called TDG, until a blue jay and a cardinal landed on me, using one finger each as a landing post. They gave me a small chirp, telling me that they wanted me to listen to their song. I always did have a strong connection with animals. They understood me, and I understood them. A perfect harmony. This was helpful for when I had a job. They would go in and gather intelligence for me and when they would come back, I would reward them. Some people were just jealous of me even though if they spent one minute in my shoes, they would hate it. They hate it when people ignore them when they are singing, especially, when they sing to one person in particular and they either ignore them or throw a rock at them. I have always hated how people hunted animals for the hell of it or when people abused animals. How would they like to be abused? Yeah, I'm pretty sure they wouldn't like it either. Anyways, back to the birds, they come to me when they have a need for someone to listen to their songs. I took my headphones off and they took that as a sign to begin. As I listened to their beautiful songs, a breeze passed by, annoying them by the wind interrupting their song. They chirped twice in apology and took off in the direction of the wind, chirping their little heads off, most likely cussing out the wind.

I let out a sigh as I look at my watch and saw I only had about fifteen more minutes. I hopped off the branch in a perfect landing. I slowly but surely made my way to the front office. I noticed that on my way there, the school is now packed with students doing what ever the fuck they wanted, or in some cases, didn't want, like doing homework, or getting bullied. Honestly, people like that make me sick. I finally made it to the front office after nearly getting knocked out by a ball and nearly killing the perpetrator, but lucky for him, he got to live another day. I made my way to the secretary. She looked up at me, giving me a flirtatious smile, asking in a low voice,

"How can I help you, young man?" Obviously there were two meanings behind that sentence. The looks she was giving me is a prime example of looking at me the wrong way, but I was able to hold myself back and decided, why not have a little fun with this? I grinned psychotically, but still sexily- yeah, I can make it happen. I can make the impossible, possible.-as I said,

"I need a pass to skip school for the rest of the day without getting an absence. Do you mind getting me one?" I asked in a low, husky tone. This lady seriously isn't worth my time, but its going to be well worth it afterwards. The lady gave me an odd, confused look, clearly saying, I don't understand, please explain for what reason you need one.

"Look, I'm not gonna give you my reason, but I will tell you where I will be for the rest of my day. I'll be over in the library, getting a few things done that need to get done. Now, for that to happen I need that pass. How about this, I'll compromise with you. You give me a pass, and I'll… go on a date with you and maybe something more. So, what do you say?" The look in her eyes said everything. She hurried to get the pass and scribbled what ever the fuck she was writing, down. Human stupidity truly amazes me. How could one person be so desperate? And she's trying to get a guy like me, when she, herself is twice as old as I am. I would never want to date someone like her. She hides her face in the mound of makeup covering her face. Who could ever find that attractive? That beauty is all artificial. I took the slip of paper she handed to me and gave her a wink. She blushed and returned to her computer, probably attempting to hide it. Lame. As I walked away, I called out to her,

"Oh, by the way, I would never go out with a whore like you." I cracked up. That was the best thing I've done in a long time. The last time I had laughed like that was way back in… in… uhhh… when was it? Oh well, not important. I made my way down to the library. I headed over to those big, ass comfy chairs and plopped down. I threw my leg over the arm, completely relaxed and just sunk into the chair. I relaxed like that for a few moments until I decided I had had enough with relaxing and went straight to business.

I brought my backpack to me and took out my laptop, notebook, and a pen, then put it back down. Now, the question of why did I bring my computer here stands out, now doesn't it? No it's not to play those little fucking kids games. NO! It's NOT to watch porn! What the fuck id this world coming to? I swear everything is sex related. Now, wouldn't it make sense if an assassin was to get information on somebody, he should at least have a way how? Yeah, thought so. I turned the power on to my computer and opened the network. From there, I began hacking into the school system and federal government to get information about this Karri Cosou chick. I got some good info. On her which should be helpful and some which is just crap. Well, sometimes anything can help.

Some of the info. I had gathered is down below:

Orphan

Lives in 563 Kata Drive- no neighbors nearby

Classes:

First period- biology

Second period- algebra 2

Third period- AP art

Fourth period- AP English

Fifth period- technology

Sixth period- world history

Is a highly want felon and is wanted on 37 counts of first degree murder. She has raped several kids and has stolen 1,548,892 dollars from banks everywhere.

She has some serious stuff going on.

As I was doing my job, I noticed a familiar black hat. I soon came to realize that it was Reborn. Fuck! Maybe if I go hide in a corner and grow mushrooms, he won't notice me. I was just about to go do that until her turned around and saw me. He turned back around, quickly telling his friends something, them coming over here.

"Hey!" He gushed.

Don't snap, don't snap, oh god please don't snap.

"Hello? Earth to Tsu-" I snapped. I punched him right in the gut. Well, you gotta give me points for trying not to. I mean, I was trying really hard to. I mean really, really hard. I don't have my meds or my friends to hold me back, so considering he's alive is really saying something, now isn't it?

"God damn it! Are you trying to kill yourself?! You don't just walk up to me and start to talk! On second thought, why are you even talking to me?! Do you even know what the phrase do not fuck with means?! Obviously not!" I took a moment to regain my breath. After that rant, I pretty much murdered my lungs.

"I… was just… coming to ask… if you would… like to eat some lunch with us." He managed to finally get out in between pants and wheezes. He took a moment to breathe before standing up and saying,

"So, would you like to eat with us?" he asked, trying- but failing- to look sexy.

"I have a lot I will say about that. One, what the fuck makes you think I will eat lunch with you- wait let me rephrase that, what make you think I will ever let you take the pleasure of eating lunch with me? Two, I don't fucking know or trust you. And three, oh good lord three! What part of don't fuck with me don't you understand?! Are you fucking retarded?" I growled.

"Jesus, all I was asking was for one lunch. Not like I was asking for your hand in marriage, moron." Stay calm, stay calm. STAY CALM, DAMN IT! "Besides, your gonna fall for me just like everyone else, might as well just give in sooner than later." He continued cockily.

I let a small smirk dance on my lips, which is quite rare actually, and said, "Your quite the cocky little bastard aren't you? I'm not gonna fall for you and your tricks. Nice try though. You can come at me but you will never win." I saw him smirk and walk away,

"You will fall for me, just watch." At this comment, my little smirk became full blown as I said,

"Just like you have a crush on me?" He froze in place. He was blushing. How do I know that if his back was facing me? Well, his ears were turning red really fast. I let out a soft, quiet chuckle as he regained his pride and began walking away, trying to get rid of his blush. I had to admit, it was fairly adorable. Adorable? Have I ever known anything as adorable? I think not. Well, for this reason or another, I think my life has finally just got more interesting, if only just a tad.

As time passed and I being bored out of my mind, I looked at the clock only to see it was twelve thirty. I decided this was a good time to go down and get some lunch, hopefully not being stalked, be it girls or boys. Humans really scare me.

I walked into the cafeteria and right into the lunch line, getting a chicken wrap in the process. I walked over to the table Yang and Tora were sitting at and plopped down. We ate in a content silence as we always do. As you can see, we don't talk much but we still understand through body language. Just by my body language, they can tell I forgot to take my pill. Yang tries to look nonchalant, while Tora isn't doing such a great time at looking calm and collected. It's kinda funny really. They know what I can do if roused properly and it's not pretty. All I can tell you is that when that happens, you better run or there will be a mass murder. I had something to discuss, so sadly I had to break the silence. The silence will forever be missed.

"I have something of importance that needs to be and will be discussed after lunch. I will go to our teachers and release you from your classes, so worry not about that." Yes, I broke the silence. Is that so hard to believe?

"Sure, about what though?" Yang questioned.

"I have a new job that will allow us to take a break for a bit, not that we can't now, but… you know, I want us to have a few days to pretend we're normal kids. What do you think?"

"Sure, I would love for a chance like that!" She beamed. She liked to pretend every now and then that we weren't cold blooded killers. I think we all like to do that every now and then.

"Alright, I'm gonna go at this alone, seeing as this is my job,"

"No problem, the money is all that counts." Yang swoons with hearts and dollar signs in his eyes. The greedy little fucker.

"You guys do your own jobs, we'll meet back up at the coffee shop down the street from here the latest 1 pm. I wanna get some actual sleep tonight."

"Will do." They both said. We finished eating in peace and quiet, something we never get. When we were done, we got up and threw out our garbage. We headed for the door to go to our classroom so I can excuse them for the rest of the day, when all of a sudden I heard footsteps rapidly approaching. I looked back only to see the one thing that has currently kept my interests on surviving as of recent, Reborn.

"Hey guys, we need to leave now, I mean unless you want a blood bath on your hands." I stated as if it was nothing. In my case, it was nothing, but to them it was so much more. I really do try to hold back, but it's so hard, I just can't stand it, even when it is loved ones. I'm not saying that I love Reborn or anythi- fuck…

They looked back and saw him running towards us, they nodded to each other and we quickly ran off. As we reached the class, I looked back to see that either 1. we lost him or 2. he gave up. Probably two. Nobody cares about me to go through that much trouble.

I knocked on the door, then slammed it open. I didn't give two flying fucks about what the teacher thought or said about me, for all I care, they could die in hell. That actually sounds really good, the only thing is that I need this as a cover one way or another.

"Okay, here's the deal, im gonna steal these two. We have something to go over in the library and you will let them. Do you need reasons? Okay. One is that we have off the charts IQ. Two? We could be in one of the best known colleges if we really wanted. Three is that we are by far smarter than you and you know this. You are just petrified of us and that is a good thing. Be scared, be very scared." I turned away with a smirk and said over my shoulder, "You best not defy me. We wouldn't know what would happen to you if you did. I can't guarantee you safety." We walked off and back to the library, where I last sat with the chairs, in the same exact position. I was very comfy~.

"Okay, so her name is Karri Cosou…" I explained everything and went over a plan to eliminate her. It was simple yes, but it will get the job done. Isn't that the thing that counts? The rest of the time we had until school was let out, we spent doing random things involving our computer. Tora went on to a roleplay site just for the hell of it. I think she did it because she truly enjoys those small moments of being normal.

Quickly came the main event of the day. I couldn't wait for all this to just be over and I can have a normal sleep pattern once more. Oh that would be simply divine, to have a normal sleep pattern. I got all my gear on and slipped out and stayed in the shadows to make sure no one saw me. I had my mask on so it wouldn't matter but you can never be too careful. I finally came upon her house and snuck in, and made my way to her room. It was eleven at night and all the lights were off, clearly stating that all the occupants, excuse me, occupant in the house were asleep. Yes, she lived alone. For reasons we could only guess. She at one point did have fosterparents though nobody knows what has happened to them. I can hypothesize( is that right?) that she either killed them, or… well I think she just killed them based on her record.

I snuck into her room, and since I needed to get some of the stress I've been feeling out, I picked her up and through her across the room. Now, let me tell you this, I was most certainly laughing insanely. It felt real good to be able to feel alive like this again.

"For your insolence, your crimes, your melonies, your murders, you are hereby sentenced to death, and you shall be guided there by I, the Kitsune. May your death be a painful one." She looked at me, dreading what was to come. In fact, she dreaded it so much that she pissed herself. Gross. I unsheathed my katana and slashed her legs, and then her stomach, then, ever so slowly, slashed the neck. She died slowly of blood loss. She screamed ear shattering screams but that didn't matter. She lived in the bad side of town, where no one will rescue you. It really made me want to laugh.

I walked out of the house and stuck to the shadows, I made my way home to get changed and head on to the café.

As I was walking, I let a full blown grin play one my face. To anyone, it would look as if I were insane (even though they can't see anything.) but I was merely happy,

I hadn't felt so alive until I came here.

So everyone that is the end. I hope this made up for my late chapter.

I don't plan on ending this story anytime soon fyi.

Thank you for all your support, I love you all.

Song of the Chapter

This has been my favorite song since I was five. I absolutely love this song as depressing as it is. I hope you guys do too.

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)