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KOI MERA BHI HO ?
(PART 9)
ACP looks at Salunkhe..who was involved in silent pray..
ACP: Herat hai…(Salunkhe looks at him) Abhijeet naa roka nahin Daya ko…
Salunkhe (taking deep sigh): Ho sakta hai roka ho par Daya rukha nahin…?
ACP (nodded his head in No): Nai Yaar muja nai lagta ka Abhijeet ussay roka gaa..Uss naa asa nai kiya hoga..
Salunkhe (shakes his head): Khere isska bare mein main kuch nahin kah sakta..Main tu bas Daya ka yahen ana par bht kush hoon..(A smile appears on ACP face) uss naa mahfi mangi tum saa..haina..?
ACP (nodded in yes while looking towards his hands): Haan wo bht sharminda tha..Aur uska mahfi mangna par muja sharmindagi ho rahi thi Salunkhe..(added after looking at him) Uss naa tu mujsa sawal tak nai kiya Salunkhe..
Salunkhe: Haan acha he kiya..warna jawab tum daa nai pata.. ACP looks at him and then attaches his head with head rest silently..
CID BUREAU:
Team was out for case investigation..Abhijeet was present in bureau moving here and there inside the bureau in tension..When Daya enters inside the bureau in Hurry..He looks at Abhijeet and asked…
Daya: Bolo Abhijeet kyun bulaya itni jaldi mein…? kon saa case hai..
Abhijeet stops walking and looks at him back in anger…Daya looks at him and asked..
Daya: Kye hua? Itni jaldi mein bulaya aur ab kuch bol he nahin raha ho..?
Abhijeet: Tu Tum kon saa aye gaya jaldi..?
Daya (confused): Kye hua hai Abhijeet…yaar main bas aye he raha tha..Par wahen poonch he gaya tha tu socha sir sa mil tu loon..Abi bolo naa kon sa zarori case hai jis ka liya tum bula raha tha muja..? Abhijeet did not reply..Daya looks around.. Okay Samj gaya Team ko beja hua hai..(looks at him and found him angry) Yaar kuch tu bolo naa abi..Asa lag raha hai kud saa he baten kar raha hoon main..Ab chala gaya tu kye ho gaya iss mein? haan? Itna time bhi nai lagya maine.. Rukh gaya tha bas main wahen..wo..wo..Sir saa mahfi.. And he stops and then looks towards Abhijeet..who was starring his face with fixed gaze..U knw Abhijeet sir bht kush hua muja wahen dhak kar…
Abhijeet (looking at him keenly n says in stren tone): Wo tu honga hi…
Daya (could not get his meaning so added in happy tone): Aur salunkhe sir bhi..Wo tu muja apni Special Chya bhi offer kar raha tha par main jaldi mein tha tu nai pee..
Abhijeet (turns towards his desk and starts checking his file): Tu Pee ata..Chor kyun aya..? balka Chya he kyun..Khana wana bhi kah ata..Muja kye.. Meri thori he suntan ho tum kabhi..Bureau mein thore he koi kaam hai jo tumari yahen zarorat hogi..
Daya (looks at him in disappointment): I guess main Freddy ko he call kar ka case ka pooch lon..Warna tum tu batana nai wala..
Abhijeet: Haan pooch lo..wasa bhi mera kahay par kon saa chalna hai tuma..
Daya (looks at him irritatingly): Boss? After few seconds..wasa..tum naa pocha nahin ka..ka Sir ki tabeat kasi hai ab..
Abjijeet (shocked n realized): Aye..wo wo.. (composed) tuma hansi kushi ata Dhaka tu smaj gaya ka Sir teak hain.. (Hiding his eyes) wasa..kasa..kasa hain Sir?..kye hua tha una?
Daya (smiles): chalu tuma mujh par gusa karna ka illawa koi Aur baat yaad tu ayi.. (Abhijeet looks at him in anger and Daya smiles at him) Teak hain Ab tu..Wo tu ana cha raha tha Bureau..Par salunkhe sir nai ana daa rahay una..uno naa batya muja ka Sir ki tabeat last night teak nai thi..B.P low ho gaya tha unka..Abi bhi problem hai..(Abhijeet looking tense) Wo tu shukar hai Salunkhe sir tha Sir ka pas last night...warna kye hota sir kaa.. U know Abhijeet ajj muja bhi bht feel hua asa soch ka sir ka pas..Kash sir ka koi Beta hi hota..(Abhijeet looks at him in shock n fear) Tu Sir ajj asa akala naa hota.. Dukh hota hai unka bare mein asa soch kar yaar..(added in concern tone) Ab tu sir ko bhi yah baat khatakti hai Yaar..Maine tu bola sir saa ka kabhi bhi kssi bhi time una humari zarorat ho tu bas aik call kar daan..Main foren ponch jayon gaa..After all main bhi tu unka beta he hoon…
Abhijeet (shouts): Daya…(Daya looks at him in shock) Yah kasi behki behki baten kar raha ho tum?
Daya stays quite..He was not understanding what Abhijeet is saying..His shouting voice and anger was not understandable by him…Where Abhijeet was still looking at him in anger..
Daya (tries to ask): Kye..kye hua Abhijeet..maine..maine asa kye kah diya..?
Abhijeet (jerks his head after realizing): I m..m..sorry..main..kuch uncha he.. Daya was still looking at him in confusion..I mean..Tum he kyun..hum..hum sab he haina…Sir..Sir ka liya..And he turns towards his desk and again starts checking his file..Chalu ab bht baten ho gayen..kam bht hai..kuch kaam bhi kar lo ab..
Daya who was still looking at him in confusion..Now more then confusion, worries expressions were present on his face..He comes forward towards Abhijeet and asked after placing his hand on Abhijeet's Shoulder..
Daya (asked in concern): Boss..(Abhijeet looks at him from corner of his eyes) Tum teak ho..?
Abhijeet (moves forward to hide his expressions from Daya): Haan..main..main teak hoon..Muja kye hua hai..
Daya (still looking at him in concern): Abhi Plz..naraz ho lo mujsa beshak..Jitna gusa karna hai kar lo..main kuch nai bol raha tuma..naa bolon gaa..I know I hurt u badly..Par plz asa kud ko takleef mat do yaar..plz.. And at the same time his phone starts ringing..he attends the call..It was freddy asking him to come..After attending the call he looks towards Abhijeet..who was still showing his back at him..Freddy ka call tha..usay kuch mila hai..Muja bula raha hai wo..main chalta hoon.. Abhijeet nodded and Daya left the bureau..still looking worried for Abhijeet..
After his leaving..Abhijeet looks at back and found an empty bureau..Tears appears in his eyes..
Abhijeet (in Pain): Takleef..? Main kud..kud iss pain sa nikalna chata hoon Daya.. Par main nai janta kasa? Kasa..? (he clears his tears and tries to compose himself) Sir naa..kuch kaha nai Daya sa..? (he feel relief after thinking this).. Thank God..(he took a deep breath) Kitna dar gaya tha main.. Salunkhe sahab..wo bhi kuch nai bolay..Warna najana kye ho jata..After few seconds..(Again in tension) Par kab tak..? Akhir kab tak main Daya ko yuhen rokta rahon gaa…?Kab tak main ussay iss sab sa bechata rahon gaa asa he.. Kab tak..? kuch tu permanent haal nikalna he hoga muja iss sab kaa..Main asa iss dar mein nai jee sakta..Nai jee sakta main..(Strong) Haan..muja kuch karna hoga..Par kye..? ACP Sir saa baat..Baat karna hogi muja…kud..Jis taran saa yah sachie humesha dafan rahi hai..Ab bhi wasa he Hoga..Wasa he..Kam sa kam Daya ki takleef ka liya tu Sir ko yah manana he hoga…Manana he hoga..
He pick up his phone and dials ACP sir number..On the other hand ACP looks at the screen and became surprised after receiving Abhijeet call..
ACP (confused tone): Abhijeet ki call..? Salunkhe looks at him..
Salunkhe: Ho sakta hai case ka silsila mein koi baat ho…
ACP (nodded and attends the call as): Hello..
Abhijeet (Asked in strong tone straightly): Sir muja app saa milna hai..(Stress) Akala mein..(in normal tone) Ager app ki tabeat teak ho tu…
ACP (looks at Salunkhe and replies as): Teak hai.. Sham mein jab bhi aye sako aye jayo..
Abhijeet (Nodded): Teak hai Sir..main late evening yah uska bad kssi time par ayon gaa… And he cuts the call.. ACP silently places his mobile on bed side table..he was looking busy in deep thoughts..
Salunkhe (looks at him and asked): Kye hua ACP? Abhijeet ka call tha naa..kye kaha uss naa?
ACP (Not looking at him): Milna chata hai..(looks at him) Akala mein..
Salunkhe (stood up): Nai Boss..main yahen rahon gaa..
ACP (irritate): Try to understand yaar..main chota becha nai hoon.. milna chata hai wo mujsa..milna do..Aur wasa bhi..main..Main kud baat karna chata hoon uss saa..Iss taran saa jee nai sakta main iss doraya par..
Salunkhe (meaningfully): Tum janta ho..wo kye baat kara gaa tum saa..?
ACP (nodded): Haan..par muja milna hai uss saa..Hum asa aik dosra saa chup tu nai sakta naa salunkhe..baat tu karni hogi…?
Salunkhe (irritated tone): teak hai..jo jee main aya karo..And he was abt to move out when ACP stops him as..
ACP: kahan jaa raha hai..?
Salunkhe (Stops n looks at him back): kahen nai..Kitchen mein jaa raha hoon kahna pakana..Parhez tu karna para gii naa tuma ab..
ACP (smiles): Acha teak hai.. Par zyada gusa naa nikalna mera khana par..muja kahna bhi hai wo…
Salunkhe (in anger): ACP tum
ACP (cuts him in smile): Acha acha ab jaa bhi..aur mera Yah TV on karta jaa..warna muja teri kami bht khala gii..
Salunkhe looks at him in anger..where ACP really hides his smile..Salunkhe moves and switch on the Tv..And throw remote towards ACP..and moves out in angry but loving murmur..
Salunkhe: Abi yah haal hai tu Jab Beta aye jaa gaa tab tu muja Gass bhi nai dala gaa yah… ACP hears it and smiles..Though he knows that may be this is not possible in his life..but still such words and tone which realize him this relation always gives him so much sooth..Always gives him that feel that he is not alone in this world..Someone is there..who belongs to him..
Abhijeet tries to make himself busy in work but he was not in stable condition of mind and heart..His was so restless that Everyone was facing his anger in almost everything..Abhijeet himself was not understanding what's going on with him..Daya was out whole day..he was intentionally out as well so that Abhijeet will miss him and maybe he will start talking with him normally after this.. AT Night Abhijeet freed from all works..When he receives Daya's call..
Abhijeet: haan Daya tum wahen sa gher chala jayo..Muja zarori kaam sa jaana hai kahen..Time lag jaya gaa mera wait naa karna..
Daya: Lakien Boss tum kahan jaa raha ho iss waqt..kab tak ayo gaa..
Abhijeet: Malom nai..
Daya: Par jaa kahan raha ho..
Abhijeet (cuts the call as): Kaha naa kaam hai..Bye Daya…
Daya (looks towards the phone): Ab asi bhi kye narazgii ka jaa kahan raha hai..Yah bhi bata nai sakta..(making angry face) hun…
Here Abhijeet after finishing his all work moves out from the bureau and after taking Cab he reaches at ACP house..And after giving fairs to Texi driver he moves forward and stops in front of ACP House…He starts starring that House with so many mixed thoughts..
Abhijeet: Kabhi Socha nahin tha ka Iss gher ki aurh main asa bhi kabhi ayon gaa..Kabhi Kaam ka silsilay main..Tu kabhi ACP sir sa milna..Kabhi kssi secret file ko discuss karna..aur kabhi koi shikayat karna..Kabhi excuse karna..Aur kabhi kssi galti ko accept karna.. Kabi ACP sir ki dant sunana..aur kabhi unka haal chal poochna..Par kabhi Senior Inspector sa para aik Bhai ban kar nai aya main yahen.. Aya bhi kabhi shyad par..Par kabhi yun apna HAQ mangna nai aya mein.. Jasa Ajj.. And he stops thinking..his eyes which were still fixed on that house closes suddenly..One after the Other each moment he spends with his Buddy..with His brother starts coming in front of his eyes..Giving energy and strength to him..which was so necessary for him at the moment..After few mins he opens his eyes but this time a strange strength was present on his face..He took a deep breath and moves forward and rings the bell.. After few seconds ACP opens the door and looks at Abhijeet..who was already looking at him..
ACP (seriously): Aye gaya tum..? Ander ayo.. And he moves back to give him space to enter..Abhijeet enters silently and looks around..After closing the main door ACP looks towards Abhijeet and tell him in very serious tone as..Koi nai hai yahen..Fikar mat karo..(Abhijeet looks at him) Ayo… And he moves forward towards his room..Abhijeet silently moves and And after entering into his own room ACP closes the door and asked Abhijeet to take a seat as.. Betho..(Pointing towards chair)…Abhijeet quietly sat down with down gaze..And then ACP himself moves and sat on his bed.. Not much light was ON inside the room.. Silence was present there like both were searching words to initiate..Looking involves in thoughts completely. A complete awkward environment was present inside the room..
After few mins, Abhijeet looks at ACP Finally to start to talk as..
Abhijeet: App ko..App ko kab malom hua ka..Ka Daya..wo..wo … And he stops due to ACP gaze..Who understands his query completely..Abhijeet moves his gaze away and starts looking downward once again…ACP looks at him for few seconds and then replies him as..
ACP: Ajj saa 3 Saal pehla..(Abhijeet looks at him in shock, where ACP was starring somewhere else) Tum janana chata hoga ka Kasa..? He looks at Abhijeet, who was already looking towards him in shock..haina? Abhijeet comes out from his shocking state of mind and nodded slowly…and then again starts looking downward..Where ACP initiated after taking a deep breath as..CID ka Mission ki waja sa hua asa…He stood up and starts walking towards Room window..after removing curtains he starts looking outside and added as..Tuma Yaad hoga Abhijeet ka main 3 Saal Pehla aik Mission ka liya chala gaya tha..Secret Mission tha wo tum sab ka liya..iss saa zyada tum logon ko maine kuch nai batya tha..(Abhijeet nodded, But ACP was not looking at him so he missed his node..but understands his meaning bcz of his silence) Wo Mission aik High Rank mission tha Abhijeet.. SPECIAL TASK FORCE aur SPECIAL INQURIY FORCE ka sath mil kar.. CID ka kuch bht ahem logon ka siwa koi bhi nai janta ajj tak usska bare mein…(taking sigh) Khere..Main zyada detail mein nai jayon gaa..Kyun ka muja ajj bhi Allow nai uss Mission ko laa kar kuch reveal karna..Bas yun smaj lo ka mujsa Anjana mein koi Galti ho gayi thi.. Aik asi galti jis ka parinam bht bara tha..Tum tu janta ho ka Mission par galti saa ki gayi galti bhi mahfi ka lyke nahin hoti.. Kyun ka usska effect bht bara aur unforgiveable hota hai.. (taking deep breath) Wasa he mera sath bhi kiya gaya aur muja uss Mission saa fori wapis bej diya gaya.. Khamoshi thi har tarf…Bilkul Khamoshi aur main smaj gaya ka kuch naa kuch tu ander he ander chal raha hai..par kye..Malom nai tha…
And he remains silent…After waiting for a min Abhijeet asked as..
Abhijeet: Pher sir..?
ACP (looks at him): Mujh par shak kiya jaana laga tha Abhijeet ka shyad main Atankwadiyon ka sath mila hua hoon… (Abhijeet shocked) Aur malom hai Muja khamsohi saa beja kyun gaya wapis? Ta ka main apna Sathiyon saa contact karon aur wo log muja ranga hathon pakar laan… (ACP Looks into Abhijeet eyes and understands his questions) Main smaj sakta hoon Abhijeet…(He again Starts looking outside) Yah CID ki naukri asi he hai..Zindagii bar ka kaam bhi Barosa nai jeet pata.. Jis Beta ki jaan laa kar maine Kanoon ki rakwali ki..Ussi beta ki waja sa Mujh par uss samay Shak kiya gaya.. Kyun ka wo ..wo aik mujrim tha..Wo mera Beta hai yah soch kar muja Atankwadiyon ka sathi smjha gaya..lakien Ussa maine kud apna inn hathon saa mara..yah kssi ko yaad nai raha..Abhijeet was feeling hurt in ACP tone.. Inn sabi baton main masroof aik bari beymani zindagii jee raha tha main jab..Jab Aik din muja Aik Phone call naa hilla kar rakh diya…Muja Inquiry ka liya Delhi bulwaya gaya… (He looks towards Abhijeet) Aur mera samna DNA report rakh diya gaya..Jis main Mera DNA kssi aur sa match karta tha.. (Abhijeet looks at him in shock) Tumari ankhon aur chehra saa kahen guna zyada herat thi meri ankhon mein..Meri soch mein aur demag mein bhi.. CID ka heads hoon yah hum sab officers hi..hum par humesha check rakha jaata hai..Humara hath kahen Kssi aur saa tu nai mila hua…Humara koi network tu nahin CID ka ander hi..
Kuch dino pehla he main Aik Sansta mein Blood dana gaya tha Daya ka sath.. jasa ka hum aksar karta rahta hain.. SPECIAL INQURIY TEAM ka members jo mera peecha saaya ki taran wahen tha..Uno naa Muja aur Daya ko bhi shak ki nazer sa he Dhaka..Meri tabeat aksar kharab hona ka karan Daya un dino roz ata jata tha mera gher..khas kar raat ko..uno naa Daya ka blood sample laa kar humara DNA test karwya.. Aur wo Match kar gaya.. Sirf yahi nahin Abhijeet..Tum sab ka DNA samples bhi hasil kiya gaya tha kssi naa kssi taran aur Sabi ka test bhi karwya gaya..Yah janchna ka liya ka kahen Mera koi CID ka ander he apna sathi tu nahin..?Nakul ka jasa..(After taking very deep breath) Issay Itafaq kaho..Yah Meri Badkismati muja nai malom..Par ..Par asa he hua.. Malom hai tum sab ka liya yaqeen karna thora muskil hai par Zindagii mein kabhi kabhi kuch asa ho jata hai jis par yaqeen karna ka siwa Aur koi option nai bechta… He moves somewhere and cames back with Report and after placing in front of Abhijeet he moves back towards window and again initiated..Yah mera aur Daya ki DNA test report hai..Recheck reports ka sath..Maine bad mein bht sara Private hospitals sa bhi Test karwaya.. Har jaga sa yahi report mili muja..And he closes his eyes for a minute..Where Abhijeet was looking in dilemma..his hands does not moves a bit to check those reports..ACP looks at him and then moves his teary gaze away.. Yah baat koi nai janta tha issi waja saa mujh par shak aur bhi gehra ho gaya..Main kud bht pershan tha aur heran bhi.. muja kuch smaj he nai aye raha tha ka asa kasa mumkin hai.. Mera Pehla Beta tu janam lana ka kuch din bad he iss duniya saa..(feels lump in his throat so stops for a moment)..Main Tab bhi aik Mission par tha.. Daya ka Janam..Janam ka 6 Roz bad jab mein loota tu muja Nurse dowara yah khaber mili ka..ka mera Beta..wo..wo nai raha.. Main tu usski shakal tak nai..nai.. And he places his hand on his mounth to not to burst out..but his tears were falling down in speed..Where tears were silently rolling down from Abhijeet eyes..who closes his eyes now due to unbearable pain..He want to move to console his Deary head..But what thing was stopping him he was not understanding it…
FARYAAD KYE KAREN HUM KISA DASTAAN SUNYEN..?
HUM DIL SAA JISA CHAHEIN USSA KASA BHOOL JAYEIN...?
After few Seconds..ACP composed himself and added as..
ACP (taking painful sigh): 13 Saal…13 Saal bad huma bagwaan naa Pher..pher Aik beta jasi kushi saa nawaza..par wo bhi..wo bhi cheen gayi mujsa.. Nakul ka janam ka 10 saal bad he rukmani chal basi..Aur pher main..main Nakul ka wasa khyal dehan nai rakh paya jasa rakhna chiya tha shyad.. wo bhi mujsa dor hota hota aik Asi rah par chal para jahen saa usska loot ana namumkin tha..Meri galti thi uss main..Manta hoon..Galti thi..Meri laparwahi thi..Par iss sab mein mera koi kasoor nahin tha..Koi kasoor nahin… (He looks at Abhijeet with tears and added in teary n sad tone) Rukmani batati thi muja..ka mera Beta..wo..wo..bht pyaara tha..Usska jasa..aik he bar peda hona ka bad dhak payi thi wo ussay..usski halat bht kharab rahi thi un 5 dino mein.. (tears falls down from his eyes) Ussi ka sath Aik aur becha bhi peda hua tha..Samna wala room mein tha.. Dono tarf aik he nurse ati jaati thi.. Unka beta Zinda raha aur Hum.. And he stops.. Jab tak Rukmani Hospitalize rahi wo uss nurse ko uss room mein jaata dhak dhak kar roti thi..Yah soch kar ka ab wo nurse uska room mein nai ati..Kyun ka usska Beccha..usska Beccha nai raha.. main room ka darwaza band kar data tha..Rukmani Mental depression ka shikar ho gayi…Bht saal laga ussay wapis Sambalna mein..bht…Jab tak wo zinda rahi asa aik din nai guzra jab uss naa apna beccha ko yaad nahin kiya ho.. Kabhi mera moun par tu kabhi khamosi saa..Par humesha wo ussay yaad kar ka roti rahi..Yah..Yah Ghum uss naa apna dil saa he laga liya tha.. Nakul ka ana bhi ussay Humesha yah yaad dilate tha ka Ager usska pehla beta bhi hota tu..tu ajj dono aik sath hota.. And he stops and starts shading tears which was not anymore in his control..
CHARON TARAF ANDHERA, KUSHIYEN NAA RAAS AYEIN..
HUM DIL SAA JISA CHAHEIN USSA KASA BHOOL JAYEIN..?
He looks at Abhijeet…who was sitting like stachu…
ACP: Wo Maa thi..Usska Becha zinda tha..Pher kasa wo bhool jati..kasa iss dard sa ubher pati..?(he clears his tears) main tu apna kam mein lag para..par wo..wo nai bhool payi kabhi..Ager ajj..ajj wo hoti tu..Tu ..And he stops due to Pain n tears and moves his head downward...Par acha he hai..ka..ka wo nai hai..nai hai wo… (He looks at Abhijeet again) Maine..maine bht muskil saa yaqeen dilya sab ko ka wasa kuch nahin hai jasa wo soch raha hain..Balka mein iss sachie sa kud ab tak anjaan tha.. Shyad uss samna wala room ka becha saa humara becha badal gaya yah kssi aur saa..Kyun ka wo tu Bechoon ka room tha..Shyad Kismat thi yah kye..Par Sach yahi tha ka main anjaan tha inn sab baaton saa.. Bht waqt mujh par aur Daya par bhi check rakha gaya..Aur pher humara clear track records aur present record par hum par saa wo shak ki nazer hati..Uss Mission ka sath Yah sachie bhi wahen dafan ho gayi..Naa uss mission ka bare mein tum main saa koi janta hai aur naa he iss bare mein koi baat wahen saa bahr nikli... And he remains silent for some moments and then looks towards Abhijeet with..Abhijeeet…? But he got no reply from his side..so he moves little forward and touches his hand with Abhijeet's shoulder and calls his name again…Abhijeet….?
Abhijeet with great jerk looks at him and stood up instantly..
ACP (looks at his face worriedly): Tum..Tum teak ho…?
Abhijeet (looks at him, he was looking lost): Jee..jee.. He nodded somehow..
KISMAT MEIN LIKHI JUDAI...
MEELON MEELON TANHAIE...
CHAHAT BHI RAAS NAA AYI...
SUN LAA MERA SATIYAAA...
SUN LAA MERA SATIYAA...
ACP looks at him and patted on his shoulder and moves forward and sat down on his bed..Looks at Abhijeet..who was standing in his front side, looking away…
ACP (looks towards his face): Tum Janta ho maine ajj tak yah sachie kud saa bhi nahin dohrahie…kyun kaa main janta hoon ka iss sab par ab mera koi haq nahin..(Abhijeet looks at him) yah sachie mera jeevan mein he kyun ayi ab jaa kar samna main yahi nai smaj paya kabhi…Salunkhe janta hai kyun ka uss samay muja koi chiya tha jis sa main yah sab share kar sakoon..Ager wo nai hota tab mera pas tu shayad mein..mera nervous breakdown ho jata.. par Uss naa aik sacha dost ki taran sambala muja..mera bht sath diya..bht…Par maine ussay bhi mana kar diya apni Dosti ki kasum daa kar.. wo chata tha ka yah sach samna aya per mera kasum dana ka bad itna waqt mein uss naa kabhi zikar tak nahin kiya mera samna.. Aur naa maine kabhi Daya ko..(nodded as No) Kabhi nai socha.. wo kush hai ajj..Bas yahi sab sa ahem tha..Jasa hai kush hai.. Ab uss saa yah jeevan cheen lana ka koi haq nahin hai muja..Bas yahi soch kar chup..chup raha mein humesha..Apna jazbatoon ko qaid kar diya tha maine Apna seena mein hi..After taking painful sigh.. par pher..pher dar gaya jab Mout ko itna kareeb saa Dhaka maine..Bht dara diya iss sab naa muja.. Khauf saa aya..(Added in teary tone, where Abhijeet was looking at him in Pain) Jee bhi chaha ka..Ka marna sa pehla..aik bar..aik bar ussay..ussay gala sa..gala saa laga.. And he stops for few mins to compose himself...And after taking deep breath and removing his tears he said in strong tone.. Main janta hoon tum yahen kyun aya ho Abhijeet…
He looks upwards towards him..Where Tears falls down from Abhijeet eyes..After seeing his tears ACP could not control over his tears..which falls down instantly..Abhijeet comes near to him and sat down on his keens..He looks towards Abhijeet with tears..
TUKARA TUKRA HUA...
KHAWAB DIL KA MERA...
MANZILEIN KOH GAYIEN...
Abhijeet (teary n helpless tone): Sir.. main..main nai daa sakta ussay app ko..(ACP looks at him with tears and shock) App ka dard..(Abhijeet starts looking downward while placing hand on ACP hands) sab..sab shyad smaj sakta hoon..yah shayd nahin..(he nodded his head in No with so many tears) Par..par main ussay nai daa sakta ab..Nai kar sakta mein yah..(Tears falls down from ACP eyes in speed who was looking towards Abhijeet with so much pain) Main..Main yah nai kar payon gaa…(he looks towards ACP) Sir app tu..app tu..humesha he raha haina usska bina..Tu..and he stops but then continues with so many tears..Sir uss naa bht kuch saha hai..bht kuch..app..app janta hain…par Iss sachie ko..accept kar ka ab wo..wo bht Aga barh chukka hai..(ACP teases his lip with so many tears) Ab usska liya yah sab jaanana.. Wo..wo..nai sah paya gaa.. Kabhi nai maan paya gaa iss sab ko..(ACP moves his face on other side, he was just controlling himself, but still can't control his tears) Main..main jaanta hoon yah sab..yah sab asan nahin..par iss sab ka samna ana aur bht sari muskilat…muskilat khari kar daga..App..(looks at ACP) App smaj raha haina meri baat ko sir… ACP nodded his head in YES with teary face whose face was still on other side..he was trying hard that Abhijeet could not hear his crying voice..he was really controlling his teary voice..
DHAGA HO TU MEIN TORON...
NADIYA HO TU MEIN MOORON...
CHAHAT NAA TOORI JAYA...
SUN LAA MERA SAATHIYAA...
SUN LAA MERA SAATHIYAAAA...
Abhijeet (stood up and looks at him with tears): I..m..m Sorry sir..(ACP looks at him and became shocked, Abhijeet was standing in front of him with folded hands).. M…m Really sorry sir..par..main..main yah nai kar payon gaa..App..app mujsa kuch bhi mang..mang laan..par mai..main app ko yah nai daa payon gaa.. mera pas aur kuch nai beecha gaa sir..mera jeena ki waja khatam ho jaya gi..(ACP was looking at his teary face with tears) Main..Bht kudgaraz..kudgaraz mehsos ho raha honga app ko..par..par I m..m sorry sir..main..yah..yah nai kar..kar payon gaa..App plz mujsa yah mat mangiya gaa sir..(Pleaded with folded hands and tears) Plz nahin..Meri 17 saal ki zindagii mein wohi mera sab kuch hai..iss sa pehla main kye tha...kon tha muja tu yaad tak nahin.. Main..main kasa..wo sab..wo sab daa doon? I m so..sorry sir.. Mujsa yah nahi ho paya gaa.. Main shyad sirf apna bara mein soch..soch raha hoon..par..par main bht majboor hoon..kud apna he hathon bht majboor aur bebas ho gaya hoon sir...(he was crying harshly) bht...Bht kudgarz ho gaya hoon..I sir...
Abhijeet closes his teary eyes..Still his both hands were folded in front of ACP and tears were rolling down from his cheeks..ACP closes his teary eyes and then opens his eyes after taking deep breath and looks at Abhijeet..
KHAMOSH LAB HAIN ANKHON SAA...
PAR KSHAK CHALAK JAYIEN...
HUM DIL SA JISA CHAHEIN...
USSA KASA BHOOL JAYIEN...?
he looks at Abhijeet with pain and stood up after removing his tears..He moves forward and holds Abhijeet's both hands..Abhijeet opens his teary eyes and looks at ACP with great fear present in his eyes and face..
ACP (looks at him wd sad smile): Daro mat Abhijeet..Daro mat..(he clears Abhijeet tears with his one hand, where his own tears falls down again) nai cheeno gaa main ussay Tum saa.. Nahin..(nodded as No) nahin cheenu gaa…Tumara HAQ..(his words starts breaking due to that Pain which he was bearing at high amount) sab sa..sab sa zyad..zyada hai … aur..tu..tum saa wo..Haq..kabhi..kabhi..Koi..koi cheen..nai sakta…Naa koi..koi cheena..gaa.. (Abhijeet was looking at him with pain and tears) Main..main..kabh..kabhi yah sach..Sach tum..tum tak na..nai ana data..par bas..bas shyad..(teary tone) Aik..Aik bar..behak..behak gaya..aik..aik Pita…Par..Par tum meri..meri fikar mat karna..main..main Bht mazboot hoon..aur..aur ya mat sochna ka..ka Tumara liya..tumara liya kuc..kuch kar raha hoon…yah..yah sab main apna..apna beton ki..(try to smile but failed) Beton ki kushi ka liya..ka liya kar raha hoon.. aur pher..(moves his teary gaze away) yahi…yahi sahi..sahi hai..Aur sahi bhi raha gaa..
He moves forward and starts looking other side..Showing his back to Abhijeet...
FARYAAD KYE KAREN HUM KISA DASTAN SUNYEIN...
HUM DIL SAA JISA CHAHEIN USSA KASA BHOOL JAYIEN...?
Abhijeet (don't know what to do or say): sir..ma..main..
ACP (rises his hand): Kuch..kuch mat kaho Abhijeet..tum..tum..galat nahin ho..(Tears falls down from Abhijeet eyes after seeing such patient of ACP which was really Painful n he knws well abt his pain) Jayo abi tum..kal..kal bureau mein milta hain..Da..Daya intzar kar raha hoga naa Tumara.. Abhijeet nodded with tears and takes a Back step…
Abhijeet (one after the other taking back steps with): I m..m Sorry sir..(taking another back step) I m..m sorry sir.. (ACP looks at him with tears and folded his hand tightly to compose his emotions) I m..m sorry… And He moves to move out from the room..when …
ACP:Abhijeet…? Abhijeet stops..but did not looks at him back..But hears a requesting tone of a father as..Mera..Mera beta ka..bht..(voice loses its balance) Bht khyal rakhna.. Abhijeet looks at him back with teary eyes n pain and nodded as Yes with strong expressions..which really sooths a Father who was really broken from inside.. Jayo…Plz..ab..ab Jayo.. Abhijeet looks at him in pain and left the place in hurry.. ACP was still starring towards the place where Abhijeet was standing..he murmurs as..Chala..jayo..sab..sab chala jayo…Sat down on his bed with same Teary murmur..chala..chala jayo sab..Akal…akala rahna do.. And his teary murmur stops after feeling a hand on his shoulder..
Salunkhe (teary tone): Yah Kye kiya ACP…? Yah kye kiya..?
ACP (smiles sadly): Kuch bhi tu nahin..Kuch bhi tu nahin Salunkhe..After few seconds he added… Tum naa muja yah Ahsas dila..Dilaya ka Muja uss Khoya hua beta ko wapis pana chiya.. Tu Ajj..Ajj Abhijeet naa muja wapis meri Auqat yaad dila di.. (he smiles sadly, where Salunkhe was looking him with hurt) Uss naa muja wapis ussi maqam par laa kar khara kar diya jahen mein tha.. Aur…aur tu kuch bhi nahin hua..kuch bhi tu nahin…
CHAHAT BARI AJEEB HAI...
HASNTA HUA RULAYA...
He stops and starts looking downward..where Salunkhe presses his shoulder in pain with...
Salunkhe (not looking happy with such decision): Tumara bhi tu koi kasoor nahin hai ACP..tum bhi in 3 saalon mein sirf in dono ki kushi ka liya he chup raha..Apna bara mein nai socha..apna Armano, apni kushi, apna jazbatoon ka bare mein nai socha..sirf Daya aur usski kushi ka liya socha.. Sirf unka bare mein.. Kye tuma takleef nahi hui..Par ager ab tum naa apna bare mein socha tu kye galat hai uss mein..? Jab Abhijeet apna bare mein soch sakta hai..tu tum kyun nahin..? yah galat hai yaar..
ACP (stops him as): 3 saal phela jo decision maine liya tha..Ajj wohi decision Abhijeet naa liya tu galat kasa hua Salunkhe? (looks at him) Do log jab aik he decision laa raha hoon tu wo galat tu nahin naa ho sakta salunkhe..(nodded as No so strongly with) yah galat nahin hai salunkhe..yahi sahi hai..kal bhi yahi sahi tha aur ajj bhi yahi sahi hai...And he again starts looking on other side..
Salunkhe: Galat tu nahin hoga Pradyuman..Par jab wohi cheez takleef daa..tu wo galat he hoti hai.. Sakoon saa tu wo bhi nai rah paya ajj ka bad.. Nai rah paya ga..Jab wo bhi kush nai rah paya gaa aur tum bhi tu batyo muja yah decision kasa sahi hua? kasa?
ACP (tough tone): Plz Salunkhe.. Tu jaa yahen saa..Muja akala rahna daa..Tu pehla he muja..Aik Pita ka jazbatoon ko ubhar kar bht galat kar chukka hai..(Salunkhe looks at him in shock) Ab aur nahin..ab aur teri nai suno gaa main..tu jaa yahen saa..Bas...
Salunkhe (angry tone): Nai jayon gaa..Tuja yahen iss taran saa chor kar nahin jayon gaa mein...
ACP (stood up and asked in anger): Plz Jaa yahen saa salunkhe..Muja iss waqt akala rahna hai..Sirf akala..kuch nahin hoga muja..kuch nahin..Teak hoon mein.. Tu chala jaa yahen saa..rahna daa muja akala kuch waqt apna sath..ager tu nahin gaya naa tu Main chala jayon gaa yahen saa...par muja akala rahna hai..
Salunkhe looks at him for few moments in anger N Pain and then left the place after understanding his friend condition...
FARYAAD KYE KAREN HUM KISA DASTAN SUNYIEN...?
HUM DIL SAA JISA CHAHEIN USSAY KASA BHOOL JAYIEN...?
Here Abhijeet came back in his home after one hour of leaving ACP house, which he spend at beech to compose himself..where he shared his pain n fear in the form of tears and now came back at home with composed position..Daya opens the door and looks at him...Abhijeet enters and sat down on lounge after taking off his coat..Daya moves to kitchen, and came back with glass of water and offers him..Abhijeet takes the glass in his hand and drank water in one go..
Daya: kafi thaka hua lag raha ho..Khana laga doon yah kah kar aya ho..?
Abhijeet(looks at Daya): Tum naa kah liya?
Daya (looking away with silent mood): Nahin..bhook nahin hai muja.. And he was abt to move when Abhijeet holds his hand..Daya looks at him with surprise look..Abhijeet stood up and just hugs him smoothly..
Abhijeet: I really misses u.. (Daya smiles and hugs his brother tightly) Ajj poora din shakal nai dikhie apna bhai ko..? Jaan boj kar janta hoon..
Daya (feeling happy): Malom hai..tabi tu Pyaar aye raha hai Bara bhaiya ko..Aur gussa bhi tenda hai..
Abhijeet (leaves him and patted on his cheek with great love): janta haina main tujsa zyada dar naraz rah he nai sakta..Door rah he nahin sakta...
Daya(again hugs him): Main tum saa kabhi door honga bhi nai Boss..
Abhijeet (still fear present in his heart): Aur main asa kabhi hona bhi nai donga... And both buddies remain in that soothing Hug for few moments and the Abhijeet left Daya with..Jaa ja kar kahana garm kar aur set kar table par..main tab tak fresh ho kar ata hoon..pher dono bhai mil kar khata hain aik sath..Daya nodded happily and left..While Abhijeet moves towards his room with so many feelings hidden in his heart...
AUTHOR's NOTE:
Such a Long chapter..Hmm? Kafi mehnat sa likha hai Guys..abi reviews bhi kar dana..
Abi Aik IMPO Baat..Kye yah story yahen par khatm kar doon? Plz muja chor kar soch kar batana..Itna acha response nahin hai ka Main aga continue karon..Break lana ka kaho tab tu sab bolta hain ka nahin continue karo..par bad mein pher Chapter par review ka time gyub ho jata hain..which make me feel ka Story boring hai app ko pasand nai aye rahi.. So what if I end it here Only..?
Story iss saa aga bhi hai Actually..But I m feeling to end it here..So tell me with clear mind...REPLY jaldi Post karna..So that I can update After single Day...Chap itna long nahin Hoga but After one day Update hoga..Wo better raha gaa sab ka liya.. But Still if u guys interested to read more..Thank You..Take care Guys..
