KOI MERA BHI HO ?
(Part 16)
Abhijeet opens his eyes and looks around, he was alone in bureau like before..No one came to lock the bureau Yet..He took a deep breath and gulp full glass of water in one go…living the same situation again make him so restless and weak..He was feeling very low..Very low..He closes his eyes and two tears from both of his eyes rolls down from his cheeks..he thinks for the moment and after clearing his face he stood up and drove towards ACP house…
AT ACP HOUSE, ACP came back at home..He was thinking abt Daya only in mind..According to servent, Daya spend whole day at home silently..He took meal on time and medicines too..but he stays in his room only..After reaching at home..Manohar asked abt Dinner..
ACP (looks towards Daya's room): Haan Laga do..Main Fresh ho ka rata hoon..Tum Daya ko bhi bula lo..
Manohar: Jee sahab.. And he moves to inform Daya..Where ACP after changing his dress came back in dining room and his feet's automatically stops after seeing Daya present on dinning chair waiting for him..He was shocked for the momemt..basically he was not expecting this..he was expecting A BIG No from Daya…Daya feels his presence and looks behind towards him and stood up in silence…
ACP (moves forward): Tum Khara kyun ho gaya..? betho…Daya sat down quietly..While ACP sitting on his chair touches his forehead and asked..Bukhar tu hai Halka halka..(Daya looks at him, But before he could react ACP moves his hand away n continues in soft tone) Manohar kah raha tha ka din mein tu bukhar nai hua..
Daya (starts looking towards table): I m fine.. His tone was not so soft, but was not so cold as well…ACP looks at him n stays quite..A silence were again present inside the room..So many things were coming in ACP mind..He want to talk with his Son but was afraid too abt his response..still he was finding something to talk but with save side..After few mins of complete silence Manohar came with food and Serves them…ACP offers Daya to take food first..Without saying anything Daya took one spoon of rice and little Salat and starts taking it quietly..
ACP: Daya..Itna saa khayo gaa kye tum? Medicines kasa loga pher..?
Daya (while eating): Abi bhook nai hai muja aur.. ACP stays quite and after few seconds he stops starring Daya and starts taking his food..Daya was almost done with his food…When Manohar came with something…
Manohar: Chota Sahab..Yah dhaki maine kye banya hai ajj app ka liya..(both looks at him, Where Manohar was looking quite happy) Special Chicken Patties… App ko bht pasand ayen gii..And he serves him..
Daya (tries to stop him): Nai Plz..I don't like patties…
Manohar (making sad face): Sahib asa tu mat karo..Malom hai 3 saa 4 hour laga kar baniye hain yah patties..app aik tu kah kar batyo naa Ka kasa bana hai..ACP sahab tu kabhi tareef nai karta meri..aur naa gher ka baki servents..Aik app sa umeed hai..Plz batyo naa? Mera gher wala tu mera kahna ki bari tareef karta hain humesha…
Daya looks at ACP, who was silently busy with his food..And then towards Manohar..who was still pleading with his facial expressions..Daya nodded and starts eating Pattie…
Daya : Bht Achi bani hai.. App ka gher wala teak kahta hain..App sach mein acha kahna banata han…
ACP looks at Manohar and smiles…where Manohar continues as..
Manohar: Sahab acha laga tu Pora tu kahyo naa..warna muja tu laga gaa ka bas asa he mera dil rakhna ko bol diya app naa..
Daya silently eat it completely and then stood up with…
Daya (to Manohar): Shukriya..App kahna sach mein acha banata hain.. (Manohar smiles and then Daya looks towards ACP) Excuse me.. And he left for his Room..Where ACP took a deep breath n then looks towards Manohar..
ACP (wd tough expressions): Maine kab tumara kahna ki tareef nahin ki…?
Manohar (scared): Nai Sahaib wo..wo..asa..asa nai bolta tu..tu…wo
ACP (smiles n stood up): Thank You…He patted on his shoulder and moves…
AFTER Half Hour, Daya's room door knocked..he was laying on his bed silently with open eyes..He looks towards Door..ACP came in, having glass of Milk in his hands..
ACP: Soa tu nai raha tha abi..? (Daya sat down on his bed silently) Sorry tuma disturb kar raha hoon…
Daya (not liking it but): Nai Asi koi baat nai hai…
ACP after placing milk on Bed side table moves towards room window..
ACP: Yah window kyun open rakhi hai abi tak..Tendi Hawa aye rahi hai..Tumari tabeat pehla he achi nai hai..(he closes the window and sets the curtains) Milk zyada garam nahin hai..(looks at him) Tum naa kahna bhi nai teak sa kahya..Medicnes milk bina mat lana.. After a second..PLZ
Daya looks at him and then holds glass of milk in his hand and gulp it with his medicines and then silently places empty glass on table..ACP smiles and move out after wishing good night as..
ACP: Thank You..Warna muja fikar rahti.. (Daya looks angry on these words)
Daya: App ko meri fikar karna ki zaroorat nai hai…Main apna khyal rakh sakta hoon…
Without saying Anything in reply ACP moves out with..
ACP: Good Night…
On other side Abhijeet was driving in fast speed..tears were again n again rolling down from his cheeks..bcz of so many harsh n painful voices..which were still echoing in his ears…
FLASH BACK:
Daya came back at home and starts packing his stuff in anger…Abhijeet was already present in his room..he hears some voices and came out from his room after composing himself..He noticed voices are coming towards Daya's room..he moves close to it and tears again starts rolling down from his cheeks..which he composed with much difficulty..
Daya was throwing so manythings in his room while packing his stuff…He was speaking loudly in anger and Pain..
Daya: Chala jayon gaa.. Kye rah ka kar lana hai maine Itni beizati karwana ka bad sab ka samna… ? Main tu gaya tha Aram saa, akala mein baat karna..Par nai.. Gher nai hai yah mera..Haan sahi hai…Nai hai yah mera gher..(in Pain) warna baat baat par yun koi Mera Gher, Mera Gher chilata hai..? Mera tu koi bhi gher nai hai..naa yah..naa koi…Pher bhi main Anat nahin..(Abhijeet instantly places his hand on his mouth) jaa raha hoon.. He stops for a moment, looks towards his room door and then moves forward and instantly opens it…it was so quick action that Abhijeet could not understand it..he was shocked..Daya holds his hand tightly and brings him in his room with.. Wahen kye khara ho? Peet peecha chup kar baten sunana saa Acha hai Samna aye kar dhako..Dhako ka main jaa raha hoon..(showing his stuff) Haan waqie mein jaa raha hoon.. Aur yah mat smjhna ka Uss Shaks ka gher chala jayon gaa main.. Kabhi nai.. Yahen saa jayon gaa par wahen nahin.. Aur yah Apna Ansoo..(pointing towards tears) Yah sambal kar rakho..bht kam ayen gaa abi.. Muja takleef daa raha hona..Koi parwa nai haina tuma.. (Abhijeet was still looking at him with tears) Tu muja bhi koi parwa nahin tumari takleef ki.. Smjha..? (he hits him while passing) Gher nai hai yah mera..Haan nai hai..tabi yah..yah..(pointing towards his wall) Tabi yah tasveeran haina yahen.. Jab sanwar sanwar kar laga raha tha..tab tu nai bola tum ka Daya khrab ho jayan gii Dewar..Yah Mera gher hai Tum kyun laga raha ho..(Abhijeet moves his gaze away) Aur jab yah..yah Furniture lana gaya tha.. (he moves forward and holds Abhijeet's hand again and drags him towards his own room) Yah…Yah yaad hai tuma? Kye kaha tha tum naa..(Looks at him with tears) Ka Daya mera Room ka color aur furniture bhi tumi Select karo gaa..Tab tu nai aya tha tuma yaad ka yah Gher Tumara naam par hai..? Yaad haina ? yah wo sab bhi bhool gaya apna waadon ki taran...?
Abhijeet moves his teary gaze away...
Abhijeet (in tears tries to stop him): Daya Plz..bas kar..
Daya (moving forward in tears n pain): Aur yah..yah Lounge..? (moving out from room) Yah .. Yah showcase sajata waqt jab do bar changings ki thien maine..? Kitna mahnga mahnga Stuff tora tha..Tumara pason saa aya hua..Tab kyun nai yaad aya tuma ka Yah tumara gher hai… ? Yah Sofa..bina tum saa pocha change kar diya tha naa maine? Kyun ka wo pehla wala comfortable nai tha..Par tuma bht pasand tha..aur tum na itni door saa mangwaya bhi tha..Par maine asa he change kar diya..Tab bhi tuma yaad nai aya ka..ka yah..(he breath starts breaking down but still he continues wd fast sighs) Yah tumara gher hai… (Abhijeet places his hand on Daya's shoulder to calm down him..but Daya jerks his hand away with red eyes) nai nai…fikar mat karo..chala jayon gaa main..Main tuma..kamzor nai bana raha hoon yah sab kah kar..naa yah chata hoon ka tum pher saa Ahsan karo mujh Par..APNA GHER mein rakh kar.. bas yah iss liya jata raha hoon ta ka tuma yaad raha..Aur pher..pher tum kssi aur ka dil naa toro asa.. and he burst out into tears..Abhijeet really moves forward to hug his brother but stops before few inches..he knows well that he can't bear all this so he move inside his room and locks himself…Daya looks towards the closed Room door..moves back in his room and after packing few clothes just rushed out from the house in great anger and Pain…He stops for the moment looks at back towards the house…remembers few words of his buddy as..
"Look Daya…this is Our House..fully decorated like we wanted..Ajj saa yah humara gher hai..Humara Apna gher...Ab ander saa issay kasa kasa sajana hai Wo tu Decide kara gaa…Iss gher par..Iss gher ki aik aik cheez par..Tera Haq hai utna hi jitna mera..Balka uss saa bhi zayda…"
"Boss, Ajj ajeeb sii feelings hain mera ander..Pata nai kyun..par jasa yah sab bht Khas hai..Bht speciall..Tum nai janta main kitna Sakoon mehsos kar raha hoon apna ander..Ajj saa pehla asa kabhi feel nai hua muja yaar…tum nai janta mera liya iss Gher ki kye Importance hai...Thank you Boss..Thank You… he hugs him with this"
"Dayaaa…kye hua..Teri Ankhon mein yah Ansoo kyun..? Yaar..Asa kye ho gaya..Hum tu apna gher aya haina..Aur yah sakoon tu uss baat ka hai..Gher cheez hi asi hoti hai yaar..U know what..? Sirf tuja nai..muja bhi bht acha mehsos ho raha hai..Bht waqt bad.. And I promise tuma iss sakoon saa kabhi juda nai hona donga main..Kabhi nai…"
Daya (looking towards house in tears n anger): Tuma Mubarak ho..(pressing his teethes in anger) Tumara Gher.. (really feeling like to kill himself) Muja nai chiya Koi gher…(he shouts) suna tum naa..Muja nai chiya koi Gher.. I just hate this word…Hate it…jaa raha hoon main..Kabhi nai looton gaa ab..Kabhi nai...
And he left the place in pain and anger.. Where Abhijeet who was hearing everything from his room window just falls down on his keens..
FLASH BACK OVER…..
Quills stops with great jerk..Abhijeet looks towards ACP house..His eyes were red due to pain and tears..He stays there for sometime..and then after composing himself he came out from his quills and moves forward towards ACP house…And Rings the bell without thinking anything…After few seconds ACP himself opens the door…Abhijeet looks at him with tense expressions…
ACP (in concern tone): Aye jayo…daro mat wo soa gaya hai..
Relax expressions appears on Abhijeet face and he silently enters inside the house..ACP closes the door and takes him directly in dining room and asked him to take seat…
Abhijeet (looks towards Dining table): Sir yahan..?
ACP (nodded and himself taking seat with): Betho…aur kahna kahyo..Muja malom hai tum naa kuch nai kahya hoga..
Abhijeet (trying to deny as): Sir main wo
ACP (cuts him in tough tone): Abhijeet…(he glares at him) Beth jayo…muja malom hai ka tum yahan kyun aya ho..Pehla kahna kahyo chup chap… Abhijeet quite and sat down silently…he was not looking interested in food at all..ACP himself serves him the food and starts talking abt Daya as..Tuma malom hai ajj Daya naa mera sath pehli baar kahna khaya…(Abhijeet looks at him wd surprise look) haan…(ACP was looking happy) Subha thora danta tha..Shyad asar ho gaya uss sab ka..Jo bhi tha Par muja bht kushi hui… (Abhijeet feels relax a bit n starts taking food) tabeat teak rahi din main usski…Par abi thora Sar garm ho raha tha..Khere dawa laa li hai uss naa aur Nened ki dawa bhi…Abi soa raha hai aram saa…And then he looks towards Abhijeet..Serve him more food..Abhijeet Denys with his hand but ACP glares at him so he stops…
ACP (continues with): Ager apna asa haal bana kar rakho gaa tu Daya ka kye hoga..Kabhi tum naa yah socha..? (Abhijeet looks at him) Abhijeet main tuma asa nai dhak sakta.. Tum naa yah decision kud soch smaj kar liya tha naa..maine tab bhi tuma rokna chaha..par malom nai tha ka Daya wo sab sun raha hoga..(Taking Sigh) Par ab
Abhijeet (cuts him): Plz sir..(looks at him) Maine yah Decision bht muskilon saa liya hai.. bht..(starts looking away) Wo app ka pas rahay gaa nai tu Adi kasa hoga..? Haar cheez ko accept karna main waqt lagta hai.. Main aur Daya bhi koi Janam saa aik sath nahin tha…(looks at ACP) Plz sir..App asi baten kar ka muja kamzor mat kariya.. (he composed himself and added in strong tone) App teak kah raha hain..Ager wo muja asa kamzor Dhaka gaa tu Ussay laga gaa main teak nai hoon..aur usska yahen rahna aur set hona ka liya mera strong hona bht zarori hai..
ACP (stood up with): dhoka daa raha ho tum kud ko..Aur dhoka main jeena insan ko sirf kamzor banata hai Abhijeet..Strong nahin…
Abhijeet (not looking at him): Sir app bhi tu jee raha tha naa Sachie jana ka bad..? Main bhi jee longa.. Jeena para gaa..Insan ki har Wish pori ho asa kabhi nai hoti..waqt ussa adi bana data hai...
ACP took a deep breath and then looks at Abhijeet for few seconds and then asked..
ACP: Ayo… Abhijeet looks at him and after cleaning his hands moves with ACP silently…
After reaching Daya's room..ACP enters first inside the room and Abhijeet behind him..He looks at Daya..who was sleeping on his bed due to medicine effect..ACP looks at Abhijeet and patted on his shoulder with..
ACP: Fikar nai karo..wo Gehri nened main hai.. And he silently moves out from the room…Where Abhijeet eyes were still fixed on Daya only…he can feel his angry expressions while sleeping too…He don't want to cry but how can he control his eyes..who were already wet…
TUM ROTH JAYO MUJSA ASA KABHI NAA HO…
MAIN EK EK NAZAR KO TARSOON ASA KAHI NAA HO…
Abhijeet starts taking baby steps towards Daya…he can feel an unknown pain in his chest…
"Kye hua Boss..Asa kye dhak raha ho..? jasa kitna lamba arsa ka bad dhak raha ho muja..?"
"Malom hai Daya tuja kuch waqt bhi naa dhakon tu asa lagta hai kitni sadiyaan beet gayien…teri tar tar ki adat haina muja"
"Kye Boss tum bhi naa…asa kabhi ho sakta hai kye…?"
Abhijeet sat down on floor beside Daya's bed and starts starring His Brother face with strange smile present on his face…
MAIN POOCH POOCH HARON SOO SOO SAWAL KAR KA..
TUM KOI JAWAB NAA DO ASA KABHI NAA HO…
He touches his brother face and tears falls down from his eyes…
Abhijeet: Daya…? Bol naa yaar..(he calls him again) Daya…? Malom hai yaar..Tujsa baat karna ka bht maan kar raha hai..bht sari baaten karna ka maan kar raha hai..aur tu soa raha hai..? (Tears were rolling down from his cheeks silently) Tuja dhakna kaa..Tujsa baten karna ka bht maan kar raha hai yaar..(he starts ruffling his hairs) muja malom hai…(painful tone) tu..Tu nafrat karna laga hai mujsa..maine..maine tuja bht dukhi kiya hai kud saa juda kar ka..Par…par main..Main bht Pyaar karta hoon tujsa yaar.. aur humesha karta rahon gaa..Humesha..Pher chaya tu humesha nafrat hi kyun naa kara mujsa…
KUCH MAIN BHI JANOONI HOON, KUCH MERI MOHABBAT BHI…
YAH JANOON TUJH KO NAA BAHYA, ASA KABHI NAA HO…
Abhijeet: (touches his face with his arm): Malom hai tuja..Mera uss gher main jana ka Maan nai karta..Aik kadam rakhna ka jee nai karta..Teri…teri bht yaad ati hai yaar.. ma..Main wo gher..gher chor donga.. Bas tu..tu aik bar..set ho jaya apni…apni iss zindagii mein..Pher main wo gher chor donga..Tu nahin tu wo gher bhi nahin..koi matlab nai uss sab ka..Tuja nai malom yaar..(continually stariing Daya's face and ruffling his hairs) muja kitni takleef hoti hai jab main wahen jata hoon..Par..Shyad..shyad kabhi tu mera iss decision ko smaj saka..Shyad…Naa bhi smjha..tu muja koi Gilla nahin..Bas Tuja..Tuja (teary tone) Apna Asal muqam mila..Tu kush ho jaya aik bar..Set ho jaya..teri zindagii mein mera jasa koi Pashtawa naa ho..Bas muja aur kuch nai chiya..Pher tu kush tu main bhi kush…
MERA HI SAATH HANSANA, MERA HI SATH ROONA…
MUJSA BICHAR KAA JEE LOO, ASA KABHI NAA HO…
Abhijeet: Daya..Tu sun raha haina Yaar..? Sir..Sir bht acha hain..Wo tujsa bht pyaar karta hain yaar..(his tears were absorbing in his own hairs) Kyun nai Karen gaa Tera Pita hain wo..Wo tujsa pehla bhi bht pyaar karta tha..aur ab yah sachie janana ka bad tu wo..wo aur bhi zyada pyaar Karen gaa tujsa..Bepana pyaar..Yaar tu ussko bhi smajhna..Tujsa tu kssi ka dukh dard nai naa dhaka jata..Tu Plz una bhi dukh mat dana..Wo bht pyaar karta hain tujsa.. Tuja nai malom tera ana saa iss gher mein sirf..unki Health mein improvement hai..Yaar..(controlling his tears) Unka bhi koi kasoor nai hai..Tu smjha gaa naa iss baat ko..? muja yaqeen hai aik din smjha gaa..aur una pyaar saa gala bhi lagya gaa…Par plz..Plz muja Bhool mat jana yaar… (clearing his tears) Daya..? tu sun raha haina yaar..? (he was receiving no answer which was breaking his heart so harshly) Tu bhool tu nai jaya gaa naa? Kara gaa naa muja yaad? Narfat saa hi par yaad karna yaar..Bhol…bhol mat jana…malom hai muja main paglon jasi baaten kar raha hoon..kasa bhool sakta hai tu muja..?And he became quite bcz his pain was not allowing him to speak any more… After few Mins he stood up on his keens..Bend down towards Daya and kissed him on his forehead..His tears falls down on Daya's face..He clears it and looks at his face…
Abhijeet (teary smile): Mera Pyara Bhai…I m badly missing u… Saying so he want to rush out from the room..but he feels grip on his left hand..he looks behind and found Daya holding his hand tightly in deep sleep..He tries to take out his hand but grip was much tight..
Abhijeet (looks at him): Chor daa yaar..Ab yah saath.. (in painful tone) Issay chor daa..jana daa yaar..plz..
But Daya was in deep sleep..Abhijeet tries to take out his hand without disturbing Daya's sleep but it was not looking possible..he was afraid that if Daya wake's up.?.Result will be horrible..He tries and then sat down again..
Abhijeet: Teak hai..(Stariing Daya) Nai jata abi..Tu nai chata naa ka main jayon..Chata tu main bhi nai hoon yaar.. And he attaches his head with Bed side and starts staring his younger brother face..and when he slept there he don't realize…
SITAROON KA JAHAN HO, YAH DHOOP KA SAMA HO…
TUN MUJSA JUDA HO, ASA KABHI NAA HO…
IN MORNING, Abhijeet opens his eyes and found himself in same gesture…He was shocked..but feels relax after seeing that Daya is still sleeping..He stood up and found that Grip is bit loosen..so after taking out his hand from Daya's hand he moves..But stops at door step..looks at him back and then left the home completely…it was early morning…Later Daya woke up and Found Manohar in his room… setting tea tray..
Manohar: Good Morning Sahab..App utth gaya..? Meri waja saa disturb ho gaya..?main tu bara aram saa aya tha..
Daya (sitting on his bed): nai nai..meri ankh tu kudi khul gayi…(looking around) yahen koi aya tha kye..?
Manohar: Nahi sahib..ACP sir tu subha subha hi chala gaya..bola case ka liya jana hai..App ka khyal rakhna ko kaha hai..Aur tu koi nai aya..
Daya (feeling strange): Pata nai..asa laga jasa koi tha yahen.. (Whispering tone) Mera pas..
Manohar: Sahib..(Daya looks at him) kye hua..? App teak tu ho? Tabeat teak nai tu bara Sahib ko batyon..? wo bol kar gaya hain..
Daya (jerks his head): Nai..nai..asa nai hai..main…teak hoon..Raat ko nened ki tablet li hui thi tu aram saa soa gaya..feeling gud now…He was feeling much relax now..but he was confused abt his feelings..
Manohar (looks at him for the moment): Tea rakh di hai sahib..Breakfast ready kar don..?
Daya (looks at tea tray): Yah Tea set main Tea mat laya Karen.. Aik Mug main bas..One n half tea spoon suger..Medium taste tea…
Manohar (looking so happy): Teak hai sir..teak hai..Thank you… (First time Daya was taking interest in anything) App chaya pee laan..aur fresh ho kar neecha aye jayen..main nashta banta hoon tab tak..
Daya nodded and Manohar left..Daya stood up..Again looks around and then moves to wash room..After getting fresh and changing he came back in his room…Bend down towards Bed side table to take his Phone..when he feels something under his feet..He checks Floor and found Pen..He bend down and takes the pen in his hand and became shocked after seeing the Pen…He comes in anger and moves out from his room…Manohar comes with Breakfast..
Manohar: Aye gaya sahib..nashta tyar hai..
Daya (shouts in anger): Tum na kaha tha ka koi nai aya..(showing pen) tu pher yah kye hai..Haan..?
Manohar (confused): Sahib Pen…(he was confused abt Daya's anger) sach main koi nai aya hai yahen sahib..
Daya looks at him in anger and left the home in hurry…Where Manohar Still standing confused with food tray in his hands..he was worried abt Daya as well..Abt his anger…
CID BUREAU:
All were in Bureau Main hall..looking very serious and busy in their work…when Daya enters in great anger inside the Bureau…All looks at him in confusion..he was looking very angry and moves forward towards Abhijeet with same Angry face..All feels fear…
AUTHOR's NOTE:
Bari muskilon saa Update kiya hai...Uff..heheh
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