KOI MERA BHI HO ?
(Part 20)
Daya came out from his room and comes downward in dining room and found room empty…
Manohar (comes towards him): Sahab app aye gaya..Kahna laga don kye..?
Daya (looks at him): ACP sir nahin aya..?
Manohar: Bara Sahab jii tu kab ka aye gaya..Apna room mein hain..Uno naa khana kahna saa mana kar diya hai..aur bola hai ka una disturb naa karon..After a moment..App ka kahna laga don Sahab.?
Daya (nodded as No): Nahin rahna do.. And he moves back in his room and quietly sat down on his bed while pressing his head..And then after few mins silence he stood up and Moves towards ACP room..He was abt to knock the door but stops and then after thinking few moments he knocks the door..
ACP Voice: Kon hai..? Aye jayo..
Daya hesitate but opens the door and enters silently..ACP was sitting on his bed in half laying gesture and was checking some files…He does not looks upward and asked as..
ACP: Kye hua Manohar? Kaha tha naa muja kahna nai khana hai..Pher kyun aya ho..? kam karna do muja..
Daya (looking so hesitant): App..(ACP looks at him in shock) App Khana kyun nai kahna chata..?
ACP : Daya..Tum..ay..ayo betho ?
Daya (Asked again in low tone): Kye meri waja saa..?
ACP (starts looking towards his file): Meri bhook nahin hai..tum kah lo… His tone was cold enough to tell Daya that he is angry and not interested to communicate with him..so without talking anymore..Daya moves out from the room as..
Daya (sad look): Ok… and he moves out from his room first and then from home too..ACP looks at door and then closes the files which were opened in his lap..he feels sad but stays there like this…
Here Daya silently moves out from the home..And after taking cab he silently reaches at Sea Side..and went at his fixed spot and silently sat down there..looking towards fast water waves..Almost one hour was abt to complete..when he hears a very known voice from behind..
Voice: Ager ijazat ho tu.. Tu Kye main yahen beth sakta hoon…?
Daya who was totally involved in his thoughts recognized the voice..but says nothing in reply..After receiving silence from Daya..the person moves forward and sat beside him..he looks towards him, towards his wounds and then starts looking towards water waves…
Person: Bandage he karwa lata zakhum par…
Daya (still looking towards water waves): Zakhum dikhta he rahen tu acha hota hai..Dhakna walon ko kam sa kam poochna ki zaroorat nahin parti ka takleef hai yah nahin…?
Person (taking sigh): Main jab kabhi bhi yahen ata hoon..tu yah Pani ki taz lehren muja yah ahsas dilate hain ka jasa Meri sari pershaniyan kahen naa kahen yah lehren apna sath baha laa jaa rahi hain..main kud ko kafi halka mehsos karna lag jata hoon..Iss liya humesha aye jata hoon inn khamosh lehron saa baten karna…
Daya (without looking at him): Har pershani Apna saath baha laa jana ki taaqat nahin rakhtien yah lehren..(Person looks at him) Har khamoshi ki zuban nahin smajhten yah lehren…(looks at him) Aur jab koi app ki takleef smjhna wala naa ho tu insan kud ko halka nahin bhari mehsos karta hai..Aik boj ka jasa..(person was looking at him in pain) Wo Bagna chata hai..Uss sab saa jo usska irad gird ho..chaya pher sab..wo kitna hi..Kitna pyara hi kyun naa ho ussay…
Person (still looking at him): haan..Apna hathon sab chorna par jata hai sab kuch tab..Chaya wo kitna he pyaara kyun naa ho…Aur yahi maine bhi kiya Daya..
Daya (looks away): Muja tum saa koi Safie nahin chiya Abhijeet…
Abhijeet (in same calm tone): Lakien Main kahna chata hoon…
Daya (stood up): Ab bht dar ho chuki hai..He turns to move wd..aur naa hi muja iss sab mein kuch interest hai… He was abt to move when Abhijeet holds his hand..Daya stops..
Abhijeet: Daya ruk jayo..(he presses his hand with Stress) PLZzz… Daya stops and looks at him back..where Abhijeet was sitting with down head, holding his hand…
JO KHAWAB TUMARA HI DHAKTI HAIN…
ABHI MERI WOH ANKHEN BAKI HAIN…
He steps back and sat down at his place..Abhijeet left his hand..Still looking towards his feets..Daya's eyes were fixed on water waves…
Abhijeet: Malom hai Daya..Kabhi kabhi hum ager kud saa cheen kar kud ko juda naa Karen tu shyad kabhi judaa naa kar payen…Malom hai tuma gilla ho gaa mujsa..Aram saa Smjha kaa bhi yah kar sakta tha main..Tum asa sochta hoga..Par nai kar sakta tha main..(looks at him# Itna bhi mazboot nahin hoon mein..Jitna tum sab smajh lata ho…
SUNO MOHABBAT MAAR NAHIN SAKTI…
AB TAK BIKHRI SANSEN BAKI HAIN…
Abhijeet #Looks towards water waves#: Yah zindagii bhi bari Ajeeb cheez hai..Kssi aik saa insaf karta karta dosra saa zeyadti karna parti hai insan ko..warna wo kssi aik saa bhi insaf nahin kar pata...Kud saa insaf kiya..Karna bhi chaha par sakoon nahin mila muja..Bht dar aur khuf mein jeeya hoon main Daya..Bht…Kye karta #looks at Daya who was still looking towards water waves# uss shaks saa kab tak sab kuch cheenta jis na kud tu mujsa kuch bhi nahin manga..par usski khamoshi mujsa cheek cheek kar sawal karti thi..#he stays silent and then tells him abt ACP sir as# Wo bht bemar hain..Main yah sab nai janta tha..Muja Salunkhe sir naa sab batya..unki reports dikyien..tu main kasa un saa unki umeed cheen lata Daya..? Bolo kye main yah kar ka unka sath galat nahin karta..? aur kab tak karta..pehla he bht kuch kar chukka tha.. Jab maine unsa tumara sach suna tab bhi nai mana mera dil tuma kud saa juda karna pa..Maine yah tak nahin socha ka iss sab ka bara mein muja akala koi fasila karna ka ikhtayar nahin..tuma bina batya tu bilkul bhi nahin..#taking painful breath# par unki bemari ka bare mein janana ka bad muja dar laga Daya…Yah soch kar ka kahen tum bhi ussi guilt ka shikkar naa ho jayo jiska main hoon Ajj tak… #Daya looks at him# Tum nahin janta Daya yah guilt kye hota hai…yah bht buri cheez hoti hai..naa marna dati hai insan ko naa jeena.. Bula kar, kud ko dhoka daa kar jeena ka siwa koi chara nai chorta yah Guilt…He added After few seconds of silence..Maa..wo chali gayi yaar...aik baar unka Beta una Beta kah kar pukara..Sirf yahi icha thi unki…Par maine kye kiya..? #pain was totally visible in his eyes# Pehchanta nahin par kam saa kam una aik bar Maa kah kar pukar he data…Par nai..#nodded as No# naii kiya maine yah bhi…#he starts looking other side with wet eyes# Pher ab jeena hai iss ghum ka sath..Jeena hai marta dum tak… #Both starts looking towards water waves silently# bas yahi socha ka Aik Pita ko unka Beta mil jaya gaa… tuma..tuma wo naam..wo rishta jiska liya tum humesha tarsa ho.. Jis kami ko naa main kabhi chah kar bhi pori kar paya aur naa kabhi kar sakta tha..Bas yahi socha..#taking painful breath# Socha tu tumara hi Daya..par pher bhi galat ho gaya sab..Galat he ho gaya…#guilty tone# kismet he asi hai…#he sadly smiles at himself# Sahi karna chlu tab bhi galt hi ho jata hai…Tum galat nahin Daya..Tumara sath galt he kiya maine..Main manta hoon..par jo bhi kiya..Kiya tu tumara liya he yaar..#looks at him with wet eyes# Sir ka bhi koi kasoor nahin…Una tu tuma milna saa pehla he tumari mout ki khaber naa juda kar diya tha tum saa.. Taqdeer naa unka sath bhi buht Bada mazak kiya hai..Par wo kis sa shikwa kren? kis sa Gilla..? Koi hai nahin tu kye unka Dukh dukh nahin...? And he also explains abt whole incident..#Taking sigh# Malom nahin Daya kon galat aur kon sahi tha iss sab mein.. Meri nazer mein dhako tu shyad kssi ka kasoor nahin…#looks at him# Par maine tumara sath galt kiya Daya..Muja mahfi mangna ka bhi Adhikar nahin.. Tum jo chaya muja sazza do..Meri shakal naa dhako..Bura bala kaho..jasa chayo pesh ayo..tumara haq banta hai… Daya looks at him…
THAK GAYA HO ABHI SAA TUM KASA…?
HIJAZ MEIN KITNI RAATEN BAKI HAIN…
Daya #without any feels tone): Ab main Jayon….? Abhijeet looks at him in pain n shock..
IK BAAR HUMEN PHIR SAA MILNA HAI…
ABHI ADHOORI KUCH BAATEN BAKI HAIN…
Daya stood up and turns to move silently…but he stops after taking few steps…
Daya: Muja tum saa yah kssi saa koi Gilla nahin Abhijeet..(Abhijeet looks at him# Jo hona hota hai ussay hona he hai…#looks at him# Tum apni zindagii jeeyo..Bina kssi guilt kaa..#Abhijeet stood up in front of him# tumara mujh par bht Ahsan hain..aur main nai chata ka tum meri waja sa kssi guilt mein raho… #Abhijeet was looking at him with strange look n feelings# Lakien pher bhi..ager mera kah dana saa tumara dil ko tasli yah sakoon milta hai tu teak hai..Maine tuma Mahf kiya Abhijeet…Mahf kiya… #Abhijeet closes his both eyes tightly and two tears rolls down from his cheeks, where Daya was standing without any feel in front of him..Abhijeet opens his eyes and looks at him..Daya folded his both hands in front of Abhijeet which shocked him# Tumara bht shukriya.. Har cheez ka liya..beeta hua Uss sara waqt ka liya..Tum naa mera bht khyal rakha..Bara bhai kaha nahin kud ko..Balka Prove kiya… Kash main uss dukh ka madawa kar pata jo tum naa meri waja saa utthya hoga..Par nahin..main bebas hoon.. Par kah sakta hoon tu bas Shukriya..#he unfolds his hands, where Abhijeet was stunned at his place# Tum bht acha insan ho Abhijeet..aur humesha asa he rahna.. meri dua hai ka tumari zindagii mein kabhi koi dukh naa aya… He smiles and turns to move…
Abhijeet #in great fear): Daya..tum..
Daya (cuts him in smile): Fikar mat karo..Kud ka sath kuch nahin karon gaa..malom hai iss saa tuma takleef hoti hai… And he starts walking towards texi stand..where Abhijeet was still standing there, looking at him going…
HISAAB RATJAGO KA RAHNA DAA AASHIR…
KA SHIDDATEN AUR CHAHATEIN BAKI HAIN….
Abhijeet stays there for few moments like this and then he too starts walking behind Daya…Daya moves and stops at Texi stand and starts waiting for texi…Abhijeet moves and stand beside him…Daya looks at him but Abhijeet focus was not him..Both remains silent…
Abhijeet (After some mins#: iss waqt khafi rush hota hai..Texi milna humesha he muskil raha hai yahen par..
Daya was still silent but he nodded..and after 15 mins wait..One Texi came and asked as..
Texi Driver: Haan Sahib kidar jana hai..? Aik he gher jana hai kye dono ko…?
Daya looks at Abhijeet..who was paused at his place and then he looks at Daya…Both exchange a glance..
Daya #to driver): Nahin..Hum alag alag hain.. Abhijeet looks at him in Pain…
DHAKO NAA BANT LIYA HAI TUMARA BAD HUMA…
TUMARA HATH MEIN RAHTA KITNA ACHA THA…
Texi Driver (making sad face): Oh acha..Acha hota ager aik he tikhana hota dono ka..Iss waqt tu Dosri texi main Luck wali baat hai sahib…Acha ayo jisa ana hai…
Daya (looks at Abhijeet): Tum..Tum chala jayo..Mera tu pas mein hi hai.. And he looks away…Abhijeet looks at him and then moves and silently sat inside the texi and opens the door which was on Daya's side…Daya looks at him..
Abhijeet : Betho… Daya was still at his place..Abhijeet again with stress.. I said Betho..
Texi Driver: Aye jayo Sahib..Main unka bad app ko chor donga..(again# aye jayo isska bad texi milna muskil hai yahen saa..
Daya thinks for the moment and then moves and silently sat beside Abhijeet..and Texi moves with…
Texi Driver #looking towards Abhijeet in front mirror): Sahab Jaana kidar hai..?
Abhijeet: Link road par laa lo… Daya looks at him confusingly but remains quite…After reaching at Link road..Texi stops in front of City hospital..
Texi Driver: Sahab aye gaya Link road..aga kidar jana hai…?
Abhijeet (looking around): bas yahen ana tha…
Daya (looking towards hospital): Yahen kye karna hai tuma..?
Abhijeet (holding Daya's hand): Ager tum naa sach mein muja mahf kar diya hai tu mera sath ayo gaa..Plz..bandage karwa lo…Daya looks at him few moments and then came out along with him..And both went inside the hospital…Abhijeet moves towards reception and asked abt doctor..And after complete check up and bandage they both moves out from the hospital..Where texi driver was still waiting for them…Abhijeet was looking relax..He looks at Daya with…
Abhijeet: Thank You… Daya looks at him and moves silently and sat inside the cab…Abhijeet first dropped Daya at home..who came out from texi and went inside the house with…
Daya: Take care and Thanks…He turns to move in when
Abhijeet: Ho saka tu dil saa mahf karna ki kabhi koshish zaror karna Daya… Daya looks at him back and texi rushed from there…Where Daya was still standing at his place..After few moments he took a deap breath and silently moves inside the house..ACP was looking the scene from his room window..Was looking confused and amazed too…
AUTHOR's NOTE:
Thanks for reading..And for urs Reviews..
GD, Daya left the bureau after that DCP scene n after then ACP met him with him at Home..where he was waiting for him to talk abt All this..but things goes more wrong.. Well I explained it all..But defiantly it's not acceptable for U as Always..It's okay..and thanks for liking few things..
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