I heard a loud thud and it scared me back into reality. I realized what was about to happen so I slid down the wall and crawled through Maya's legs to escape her grasp. We just looked at each other and we both thought the same thing. Maya's poem.
When my eyes are open, I see this wretched world.
But when they're closed, I see my favorite girl.
I see your lips, I want a kiss.
I've come close, but always miss.
"I-I..." I tried to speak but Maya cut me off.
"It's alright, Riley. I've waited this long, I can wait until you're ready." Maya gave me a sexy smile as she walked over to me. She put her hands on my waist and kissed my neck again. Then climbed out the window.
Okay. So, I think I may have feelings for Maya. I mean, she is really attractive, she gives me shivers every time she touches me, and...I almost kissed her... oh my goodness I almost kissed Maya...
I have this strange feeling in the pit of my stomach. I don't know what to do. I stand up and feel strange but I sit down and feel like I'd feel better standing. I don't want to eat and I couldn't sleep if I tried. I feel like...I'm alone. I'm going to feel alone until Maya is here with me. I'm freaking out. There's something really not okay building up inside me. I really don't feel well. Maya, please, I need you now. What's happening to me? I need help. I've been uncomfortably pacing around my room for hours. I need Maya. I feel like I'll be okay if she's with me. Why do I think that? I was terrified of her this morning...oh Maya...what are you doing to me? I picked up my phone.
"Maya...I need my best friend right now. Can you please come over?" I hit send.
"One best friend coming up." Maya responded almost instantaneously.