She woke up with a gasp from the pain in her chest. It wasn't a pain like she's heard about when a person has a heart attack, no this pain she was familiar with. It was the same pain she went through when she lost her father. It was also the same pain that she got when Sara died. The pain that she feels when she just lost a loved one. She reached over to her bedside and grabbed her phone and pressed the number for his speed-dial. It was on the second ring when she remembered that she couldn't reach him.
"This is Oliver Queen. Leave me a brief message and I will reply as soon as I can." She waited for the beep.
"Hi Oliver. I know you won't get this for a couple hours, possibly a couple days, but I just- I need to hear your voice. I need to know if you are ok. I can't- I can't-" She covered her mouth to try and hold the sob that was trying to escape.
"Oliver I need you to come home. I don't think I will be ok if you can't come home. So please Oliver, just come home." She took a watery breath in before saying her last thought.
"I know I'm a little late on saying this, I should have told you back on Lian Yu, hell even before Slade took me, but I love you. I love you so much and I swear Oliver if you don't come home," She bit her lip and tried to brush off some of the tears on her face.
"Just- I love you Oliver and I want you to come home." She heard the beep from the phone telling her that her message was over. She ended that call and dialed another familiar number to her.
"Hello?" A sleep ridden voice answered.
"John."She sobbed out. There was silence for a brief moment before a deep exhale was heard.
"I know Felicity, I know. I'm on my way. Do you want me to stay on the line?" She shook her head before remembering she was on the phone.
"No, just-bring Sara please."
"Okay. Layla's coming also. We're on our way." She hung up with Diggle before curling up on her side and sobbing. He was gone. She could feel it in her heart that Oliver was gone and she had only one regret; she never told him she loves him.