I had a lot of help with this chapter from BubbleWrapAndCupcake43. Thank her if this has good ideas :)
I don't own Hetalia
I forgot to mention in my prologue that all the songs in this fanfic does not belong to me :)
~The next day~
'Status update: Hey! Yesterday was the same... I've been bullied and embarrassed... Yeah... Same old, Same old. But... something different did happen yesterday... The doctor said that I can have surgery to replace my blood cells that have cancer in them with different ones but it cost 15,000 dollars... but on the bright side I finished a song and sang it to my best friend! She loved it. Before anyone can ask, no, I do not like her that way. I like someone else that way... Ok this might be a little weird but I like a guy... Even though I'm a guy myself... I understand if you hate me now, I'm sorry... Anyways my second clue is: I love to write and listen to music. Second clue: I have sandy blond hair:). Death clock: 4 months and 27 days.' - ShyKuma43.
Matthew had just pressed the send button when dozens of comments popped onto his screen. Comments like: 'We don't judge you Kuma!' 'No matter what we will always love you!'
Matthew smiled softly as tears streamed down his face. 'Wow... *sniff* they love me?... I'm sorry if I disappoint when you guys find out who I really am... *sniff*' Matthew wiped his face free of tears but they started to pour again when he read this one particular comment.
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~5 minutes before the update~
Gilbert shot out of bed and shook his head furiously. 'There is no way in hell that the awesome me was dreaming of the awesome nerd! AHHH! I called him awesome! Whats wrong with me?!'
Gilbert looked up at his pet Canary and asked him "What's going on with me Gilbird?"
"Tweet,"
"No, NO! there is no way I am in love with that nerd. I don't even LIKE him!"
"Tweet, Tweet," Gilbird replied and flew over to the computer that made a ding when Gilbird landed on it.
"Oh! Awesome idea Gilbird! Maybe Awesome 'Kuma' can give me some advice,".
Gilbert 's eyes literally popped out of his head when he read the update. 'Wait... so Kuma swung that way and has sandy blond hair, huh? Then that makes it way easier for the awesome me to date him since i am into blonds, ksesesesese... but he can get surgery for his cancer...' Gilbert eyed the comment box and wondered if he should comment. After 3 minutes of contemplating his choice he started to type.
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~Back with Matthew~
Matthew was currently sitting on his computer desk silently crying. He wasn't sad, no. He was really happy. Matthew called for Kumajiro and instantly the bear popped his head into the room. Matthew grabbed Kuma and put him on his lap.
"Kumakayak, listen to this: 'I wish I knew who you were... Even though I don't know you... I think I'm in love with you... I really want to pay for your surgery... If you know who I am then please meet me behind the cafeteria... I really want to date you but maybe we should start of as friends huh? If you do meet me, then that would be really AWESOME like the awesome me! Here's my phone number (xxx) xxx-xxxx' User 'awesomeness' said. Should I meet him, Kuma?"
"Should.(1)" the bear replied. Matthew smiled and nodded.
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~The next day at school~
'Aww man, I'm losing more hair... I'll just wear my beanie, the teachers won't mind.' Matthew pulled his beanie tighter on his head and walked into the school.
Matthew then walked into his homeroom class and sat at his desk.
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~Matthew's POV~
I wonder if the teachers notice my beanie? They don't notice Kumakiku in my bag so, maybe we're good.
The first bell rang and it was the same as yesterday. People started to bug me but I try to ignore it, but, it's really hard to ignore all the harsh words spoken. Someone tried to yank my beanie off but I ducked right on time. Sometimes I really want to stand up to them and say "Stop or I will go all hockey mode on you! (2)" I may look weak and defenseless, but I have to say that I am BADASS. But I don't do that. They'll just laugh at me.
The teacher walked into the classroom and told the students to sit. Everyone almost immediately took their seat. I have to say, teacher's can be very intimidating sometimes..Even if she is a lady... In her 20's. I felt relieved when the teacher didn't notice my beanie, 'fate must be on my side today!' That's what I thought until...
"Miss! I thought we weren't aloud to wear beanies at school? Why does Matthew get to wear his?" a snotty bitch said. 'Wait... That girl is not a bitch... FATE is a bitch,'.
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~Gilbert's POV~
'Why is he wearing a beanie? Come to think of it... The nerd kinda looks awesome in it... WHOA! WAIT! Not AGAIN! Did I just say he looked awesome?! AHHHHHHHH! What's wrong with me?! This is so unawesome...' I started to mentally kick myself in the balls.
The most popular girl in the school decided to point out the nerds beanie since the teacher didn't notice it first hand. I looked to the nerd and saw him stiffen. 'Hmmm? This is gonna be interesting, ksesesesese!'
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~ Matthew's POV ~
'You have GOT to be kidding me... This is so stupid... why fate? Why only when I want to be unnoticeable you make me noticeable? Do you hate me?' I was mentally smaking my head with a mallet. 'Ugh! I guess I have no choice but to tell the teacher... Awwww Man!'
"Oh yes... I am sorry Matthew but do you mind taking off your beanie?" The teacher is actually very kind. I walked up to her desk and explained my situation to her and then she started to get all pitiful. I hated that, but I didn't say anything. Mrs. Annapolis -our teacher- started to ramble on about how I can keep my beanie on and hope I survive the cancer. I was grateful for her whispering instead of using her regular loud and manly voice.
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~ Gilbert's POV ~
'What is she rambling about?' I see the nerd walk back to his desk, not taking his beanie off. 'Man, that nerd gets everything from the teachers...' Sometimes I would wonder... Maybe that nerd is 'ShyKuma43'...? 'NAH! Like that'll be true!'
'Can't wait for lunch... I might actually meet him... This is so awesome!' The bell wrung and I jumped out of my seat and walked to Antonio's desk. "Come on Tonio! I have to tell you and Francis something awesome!"
"What has gotten into you mi amigo? I have never seen you so excited before."
"That's 'cause this news is huge!"
We reached the back of the cafeteria and saw Francis leaning against the cherry blossom tree. "Yo! I have awesome news!"
"Oh and what would this news be? Must be huge because you actually called it awesome, Mon Ami?"
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~ Matthew's POV ~
Okokokokok! I need to calm the hell down. I'll just text him before hand. Ok... wait... what do I say!? Ahhhh! This is a disaster! Ok, you know what whatever I'm just gonna say 'hi'.
Hi :) -ShyKuma43
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~ Gilbert's POV ~
I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket and took it out of my pocket. When I read it I started to get all excited again. Antonio and Francis seem to notice my excitement but I didn't tell them what got me so excited. Instead, I told them to go away.
Hey:) -Awesomeness
So where do we meet? -ShyKuma43
I'm by the cherry blossom tree at the back of the cafeteria. -Awesomeness
I'll be there:) -ShyKuma43
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~ Normal POV ~
Matthew was walking down the hallway towards the cafeteria. He was really excited to meet this 'Awesomeness' person. Gilbert on the other hand felt the same way. Matthew walked to the band room before going to the cafeteria to drop off Kumajiro. Matthew was blushing when he walked out remembering what Elizabetha said 'go get 'em tiger!'
'Man, that Elizabetha' Matthew thought smiling softly at his best friends antics.
Matthew made it to the cafeteria and walked to the back. When he got to the back he started to panic. Matthew saw the one guy he never thought would be there; Gilbert. 'Ok Matt, don't panic... He must be waiting for someone else... yeah..' To make sure, Matthew took out his phone and texted 'Awesomeness'.
Hey:) where are you? -ShyKuma43
Matthew started to panic again when Gilbert took his phone out and answering a text.
Leaning against the cherry blossom tree behind the cafeteria. -Awesomeness
Matthew texted back. 'This must be a coincidence... it has to be...'
Can you climb the tree so I can make sure that that's you? -ShyKuma43
Matthew watch Gilbert read read a text and gave it a weird look but climbed the tree anyways. 'Oh my god... it is him! I'm so gonna die! I mean he said he loved me online but he calls me nerd in real life! Oh man! What am I gonna do ?!'
Please review :)
I really appreciate it ^~^
Please no mean comments. I'm new at this:)
1- I read some fanfics where Kumajiro answers short answers to Matthew whenever he asks' a question but I'm not sure if he really does that in the anime... I never really finished watching the anime but I'm planing to:)
2- I decided on this one too that Matthew can turn 2p when he is either mad, defensive or just for the heck of it ^~^