OK it is getting here is chapter 9. I hope you like it. Man this writing stuff isn't easy. I want to say thank you for all of your sweet reviews. They make me feel so good. I am glad you are liking it so far. I also want to apologize for any grammatical or spelling errors. I tried to catch them all but I am sure I probably missed a few.
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Edward sat down on the couch next to Alice and pulled me onto his lap.
"So, come on tell us the good news already." Alice said bouncing up and down in her seat clapping her hands.
"Bella, has agreed to become my wife. She has forgiven me easier then I thought possible and for some reason still loves me and well you all know how much I love her and can't live without her." Edward said weaving his fingers between mine.
"I agreed to marry Edward on one condition however." I took a deep breath and looked around the room at all the smiling faces of my future family. "Well it was Edwards condition actually. I told Edward I wanted him to change me. I can't be with Edward and stay human. It isn't safe for you guys and I can't lose Edward again, so I agreed to marry him."
"Bella is right. I can't live without her again either. I wish there was some other way, I hate to have to do this to her, I feel like I am being so selfish." Edward squeezed my hands lightly. I knew this was hard for him, but I am glad he felt this was best for us as well.
"We are so happy for you Son, I really think you are making the right decision. Bella has always been part of this family, but now you will make it official." Carlisle said walking over to us. Edward and I stood up and Carlisle gave us both a hug followed by the rest of the family coming over to give us a hug and congratulate us as well.
"Welcome to the family sis!" Emmett said pulling me into a big bear hug. "I am so glad you decided to forgive my idiot of a brother. Things just weren't as fun without you around."
"Emmett, can you please let go of my fiancée. I am sure you are cutting off her circulation." Edward said. He was still holding my hand even through all of the hugs.
"So Bella, we have so much to discuss and plan for the wedding, when would you like to have it?" Alice asked grabbing the hand Edward wasn't holding.
Before I could say anything Edward was already answering the question. "As soon as possible. Once we are married I will change her."
"Wait, I didn't agree to that." I said turning to look at him. "I want to be changed first. It is safer that way."
"Bella, we are going to have to leave once we change you, or shortly before. Don't you want to have your family attend our wedding? If I change you first, they won't be able to come, you aren't going to be allowed to be near humans for awhile love." Edward said kissing me on the forehead.
"But…" Was all I could get out before Rosalie interrupted.
"Bella, Edward is right, this is one human experience you don't want to miss. Please take it from me. We will have the wedding as soon as possible then Edward can change you." I could tell I wasn't the only one shocked by what Rosalie just said, all of the Cullen's were looking at her. Rosalie never hid her distaste for me.
"Oh give me a break guys. I am not that big of a heatless bitch, I saw what it did to Edward to be away from Bella. I don't want to have to endure that again. Besides Bella, your wedding day will be one of the most important day's of your life, you are going to want everyone you love to be there." Rosalie came over and gave me a hug.
"Welcome to the family Bella. I am sorry for how I treated you in the past. I can see now that this family really does need you in it." She said as she looked at me with her beautiful honey eyes.
"Of course Rosalie, I forgive you." I said. Edward pulled me back down onto his lap from where he had sat down on the couch.
"Fine Edward, you win, I will marry you first. But I want to get married as soon as possible and I want it to be small and intimate, nothing over the top or fancy." I said with a sigh.
"Anything for you love." Edward replied into my hair.
"Bella, can I have a small favor?" Alice asked in a tiny voice.
"Of course Alice, what is it?" I asked looking at the little pixie sitting next to me. Her face lit up and I knew I was about to regret agreeing to do Alice's favor.
"Can I help you plan your wedding Bella. I promise not to go over bored and I will do everything the way you want it. Oh please, oh please, oh please!" She begged giving me the sad puppy dog expression.
"Of course Alice, you know I couldn't do it without your help. I hope that Esme and Rosalie would like to help too." I looked over at both Esme and Rosalie. Rosalie smiled at me sincerely and shook her head yes.
"Of course dear, we would love to help you with your special day." Esme said. She was always so tender and loving to me.
"I have a favor too then." I said. "Alice would you like to be my Maid of Honor?"
"Oh Bella, I didn't see that coming. I would be honored to be your Maid of Honor. Thank you, I promise you won't regret it." She said jumping up and down excitedly. Jasper had been pretty quiet the whole time. I caught his eyes and he mouthed the word "Thank you." to me. I just smiled back to him. Seeing how happy his wife was made him that much more happy.
"Rosalie, I will need a bridesmaid as well. Would you like to be one?" I asked looking over at Rosalie nervously.
Her whole face lit up with a smile. "Of course Bella, I would love to." She said.
"Come on Rose, lets go design our dresses." Alice said jumping off the couch and heading up the stairs. Rosalie was right behind her as they disappeared up stairs.
"Come on love, we should get you home before Charlie wakes up." Edward said helping me off the couch.
"Yeah, you are probably right. We don't need him showing up here again making a scene. It is going to be a big enough scene telling him we are getting married. He is not going to be too happy about this you know that right." I said wrapping my arms around Edwards neck.
"No, I am sure he won't take it well, but he loves you and just wants you to be happy. He will come around."
"I hope so." Was all I could say.
I said goodbye to the rest of the family promising I would be over later. Edward insisted it wouldn't be until after I got some sleep. How could I sleep now, I was too excited about everything.
Edward helped me onto his back and we were gone flying through the forest before I knew it. We got back to my house and he helped me back through my bedroom window.
"Will you stay with me tonight?" I asked Edward.
"Of course Bella, I never want to have to leave you again. Now change into your pajamas and get into bed Charlie with be getting up soon and he will probably be coming into check on you with everything that has gone on the last couple of days."
I pulled out my pajamas and changed into them. I didn't care that Edward was in the room with me. He was going to be my husband there was no need to be shy. I looked up at Edward as he watched me change. He was looking at me like I was a goddess. I couldn't help but blush.
"Don't be embarrassed love, you are beautiful." He said pulling me into his arms.
I couldn't say anything, I was still blushing. He leaned in and started to kiss me. I twisted my fingers through his hair and hugged my body closer into his. His tongue traced my lips as they parted. I wrapped my legs around his hips and he easily supported my weight. His lips moved over mine with urgency. He laid me on my bed so that he was on top of me, he was supporting his weight with his hands. I let one of my hands leave his hair to trace along the hem of his shirt. I slowly started pulling his shirt up his torso and over his head, he didn't stop me. I put my hand on his cold smooth chest. His lips left mine and he laid kisses all along my jaw line down my neck. We were both breathing heavy, and I could tell he wanted me as much as I wanted him.
All of a sudden Edwards head snapped up and looked at the door.
"Shit." He said. "Pretend to be asleep." Then he disappeared somewhere in the dark room.
I rolled over on to my side trying to calm my breathing. I knew Charlie was about to open my door to check on me. He would get a little suspicious if I was breathing erratically like I was. I managed to calm myself down just as he opened the door. Once he was satisfied that I was still in my bed, he shut the door and I heard him head to the bathroom to take a shower and get ready for work. Edward was by my side a split second later. It really annoyed me that Charlie still felt the need to come check on me at night. I am twenty years old for crying out loud. However I am sure my behavior lately is what provoked his need to make sure I was still in my bed, but it still bothered me.
I rolled over right into Edwards waiting arms. "So where were we?" I asked.
"You, my love, were about to go to sleep. You have had a long day and you really need to get some sleep."
I tried to protest but he didn't budge, instead he started humming my lullaby. I was out a minute later.
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I woke up the next day still in Edwards arms. I let out a big yawn and stretched.
"What time is it?" I asked.
"Two p.m." Edward answered pulling me tighter to him.
"Edward, why did you let me sleep so long. I have wasted the whole day."
"You needed your sleep Bella, you have been through a lot the last few days, I wasn't going to wake you." He said getting out of the bed. "Come on lets get you something to eat, you stomach as been growling for hours. When was the last time you ate?"
Come to think about it, I wasn't sure when I ate last. I don't think I had really eaten anything since the bonfire.
"Um, it has been a few days." I admitted embarrassedly.
Edward pulled me up from the bed and cradled me into his arms. Before I knew it he placed me in a chair at the kitchen table.
"So, what does my Bella want to eat?" Edward asked opening up the fridge.
"Edward, I will make something for myself, I know how much human food disgusts you." I said standing up.
"Bella, I don't mind, you are worth it."
"I know, but really I can make myself something to eat, don't worry about it." I said stretching to give him a kiss.
"Fine, but I want to cook for you before you before you are changed."
I decided to cook up some eggs for myself. Edward just leaned against the counter watching me as I worked.
We both sat down at the table and I dug in, I was famished. We sat in silence while I devoured my food. When I was done Edward took my plate for me and got the pop tarts out of the cupboard.
"Would you like me to put these in the toaster for you or would you rather eat them as is?" Edward asked with a small smirk on his face.
"I will just eat them as is. Thank you" I said and Edward placed two pop tarts in front of me.
"You shouldn't go so long without eating love. It isn't good for you."
I just looked at him and took a big bite of my pop tart.
"Edward, there is something I need to ask you."
"What is it love?" He asked puzzled.
I sat there for a minute looking at my pop tart trying to figure out how to phrase my question. Edward sighed and I knew he was getting frustrated not being able to read my mind.
"Well, Jacob said something that has me a little concerned." I said looking up at Edward trying to read his face.
"Ok, what did he say?"
"Well, he said that if you turn me, that the treaty will be broken, what is the treaty?"
Edward looked at me for a long second then sighed. He knew he had to tell me.
"My family and I lived in this area many years ago. This was before Alice and Jasper had joined us. We were hunting when we ran into some members of the Quileute tribe. We convinced them that we were not a threat to their tribe, they agreed to leave us alone as long as we agreed to a treaty. Of course we did, part of the treaty was that we would never bite another human again, and we would stay of Quileute land. If we didn't the treaty would be broken."
"Ok, but you agreed to change me, how is that going to work?" I asked
"I still have to work out all the details with Carlisle, but we will probably leave never able to return to Forks." He said grabbing my hand. "That is one reason why we want you to have your wedding day when you are still human."
"Oh, I see" I said looking down at the table. I knew I was going to have to leave my family behind, but to know that I was never going to be able to see them again made me a little sad.
"Are you ok Bella?" Edward asked me pulling my chin up so my eyes met his.
"Yes, I am fine, this is all happening so fast. I just need some time to get used to it all."
"Why don't you go take a shower and take some time for yourself. I need to go talk to Carlisle about a few things and I will be back before you notice I am gone."
I wasn't thrilled with Edward leaving, but I did want to go take a shower and freshen up. Besides this would give me a chance to think about everything that was going to happen.
"Fine go." I said. "But hurry back."
"I will love. If you need me just call and I will be here before you know it."
Edward stood up and leaned down and gave me a quick kiss on my lips, then was out the door.
I went up to my room to get my toiletries bag for the shower. It was on my dresser where I always left it. I was about to grab it and head to the shower when I spotted the ring Jacob had given me sitting next to my toiletries. I paused for a moment then picked it up. I looked at it turning it over in my fingers. I looked at the inscription on the inside of the ring.
Your Jacob~ Your Sun~ Forever
For some reason I felt compelled to go work things out with Jake. I wanted to say goodbye and tell him thank you for everything he did for me. I was still mad at him for hurting me, but I understood a little clearly now that my true love was back. You really can't help who your soul mate was.
I quickly changed into a pair of jeans and a t-shirt and put the ring in my pocket. I ran down stairs and wrote Edward a quick note telling him where I went and that I would be back soon. I decided to take my motorcycle since it would be faster than the truck. I grabbed my helmet and Jacket and headed out the door.
It was a very dark cloudy day that threatened rain. I was hoping I could get back before the skies opened up on me and released it's furry.
I jumped on my bike and headed towards La Push. I was about half way there when it started to rain. I wasn't going to let the rain stop me. I was stubborn and wanted to tell Jake everything I needed to.
The rain continued to pour down harder and I knew I should have pulled over and called Edward to come and pick me up, but I was too determined. I was having a hard time seeing in front of me through the rain so I barely saw it when the deer ran out into the road from the forest.
I turned too quick to miss hitting the deer and the back end of the bike shot out from behind me and I was flying over the handlebars head first towards the asphalt. I hit the ground hard my left side bearing the brunt of the impact. Before I could move the bike slid to a stop right on top of me. All I could feel was pain all over my body. I knew I was bleeding cause I could smell the blood. Everything went black around me as I drifted into unconsciousness.
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