I am so sorry this has taken me so long to get out. I had major writers block. Thanks to everyone who has added me to their alerts and faves! It really makes my day to know there are people who like my story. I have another one brewing in my head and I have been trying to push it back till i finish this one.

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It only took us a few minutes to get back to the house. I don't know that I have ever seen Carlisle drive so fast. During the short trip, Bella didn't move or make a sound except to twitch a couple times. Her pulse was very slow. To the human eye it would almost be non existent. I was afraid it was too late, I was afraid my Bella, the love of my existence was not going to make it.

Alice kept trying to reassure me that everything was going to be alright, but this time, even Alice didn't know what the future held for Bella. It was too close. Bella could leave us at any moment and I just couldn't bare the thought of that.

Once at the house Emmett helped me get Bella out of the car and I carried her inside. Esme and Rosalie rushed to our side.

"Oh Dear!" Esme said putting her hands to her mouth. She looked as though she would cry if she could.

"Is…Is she going to be ok?" Rosalie asked as Emmett pulled her into his arms to hug her tightly.

"I don't know. Her pulse is very weak and her breaths are short and shallow. I have done everything I can, now all we can do is wait and hope for the best." Said Carlisle taking Esme's hand.

"Edward, I laid blankets and pillows down on the floor in your room, I figured we would want to make her as comfy as possible." Esme said as I walked to the stairs with Bella.

Everyone's thoughts were going crazy and I did whatever I could to block them. All I cared about was Bella and trying to get her comfortable and making sure she survived this.

Once in my room I saw that Esme had laid down a large white down blanket with four down pillows. She also placed another down blanket that was folded in half at the opposite end of the pillows. I laid Bella down gently. I didn't want to cause anymore damage to her battered body.

I laid down next to Bella and held her the way I used to when she would sleep at night. The rest of the family filed in my room, all thinking the same thing.

I am so sorry Edward, I hope she will be ok man, you know she was like a little sister to me too! Emmett thought.

Just have faith my Son, Bella is strong, she will make it though this. Thought Esme.

Edward, her future isn't certain, but I really think she is going to make it. You two are meant to be together. That was Alice. In her mind I could see two futures flashing through her mind. One, Bella and I were happy and laying in our meadow. The other, was Bella's funeral. I couldn't look at her visions any longer. I wouldn't let that happen to Bella, she was going to live with me for eternity. Alice was right about one thing, we were made to be together.

Just have faith man, everything will work out. Jasper thought as I felt a wave of calm flow through me. It didn't help much however. How could I be calm with Bella on the threshold of death?

Well, this wouldn't have happened if you never left her in the first place Edward. You should have just changed her two years ago and been done with it. Rosalie spat in her thoughts.

I looked up at her and hissed. Everyone looked between Rosalie and I. Like I needed to really hear that right now. Like I didn't already tell myself that. This was all my fault, I didn't need Rosalie to throw it in my face as well.

"I am sorry Edward, I shouldn't have thought that. I know how much Bella means to you and I want you both to be happy. I really do hope she makes it. I am sorry." Rosalie said sincerely.

"No, you are right. I should have never left her in the first place. Now I could lose her forever. I have been stupid, I don't know what I was thinking. I can't lose her, not now, I just got her back. I just can't." I sobbed.

"Son, this isn't your fault, this could have happened with or without you around. It was an accident and they do happen. Don't focus all your strength in blaming yourself, rather focus on Bella, you may have to keep her heart pumping if it gets too much slower. Try to keep her comfortable." Carlisle said kneeling on the other side of Bella.

"She isn't even moving or making a sound. Do you really think that the venom will be able to heal all this?" I asked gesturing to Bella's broken body.

"I have seen venom work miracles. Esme was presumed dead when I got to her. She made it out just fine. I really think Bella will be fine too. Bella has always been special. She may change in her own way too." Carlisle said as he took Bella's pulse.

"Edward I will stay with your during the transformation ok. Bella is my best friend and I want to be here for her also." Alice said sitting down on my black leather couch. She brought her knees to her chest and closed her eyes trying to see what was going to happen.

"Let us know if you need anything Son, we are all here for you and Bella." Carlisle said standing up and turning towards the door.

The rest of the family all looked at me with pained eyes. I knew they all loved Bella too and they were just as scared for her as I was.

Bella didn't make a sound, she didn't move except for little twitches every few minutes. I tried talking to her. I told her how much I loved her and how much I needed her. I told her how much I missed her when I was away and how sorry I was for leaving her. I promised her that if she just held on for me and made it through this I would make it up to her and I would never leave her again for all of my existence. For hours I laid there talking to my sweet Bella encouraging her to hold on for me. I told her how much I needed her and begged her not to leave me.

Eventually, I am not sure how long it had been, Alice came over and laid on the other side of Bella and spoke to her also. She also apologized for leaving her two years ago. She told her that she loved her like a sister and missed her. She told her all the places she wanted to take her shopping if she made it through this. I had to laugh. I am sure the last thing Bella would want to do was go shopping, but I just laid there and listened rubbing Bella's arms and back down to her legs and thighs.

I could hear Bella's weak pulse when all of a sudden it slowed even more then stuttered to a stop and she let out one soft breath.

"No, No Bella!" I screamed. Alice jumped up and yelled for Carlisle. I started compressing on Bella's chest trying to will her heart to keep beating. I heard the door open and close again, but I didn't look to see who it was. I breathed into Bella's mouth then back down to her chest.

"Come on Bella, don't do this. Don't leave me now, please breath Bella, damn it Breath!" I sobbed out pushing on Bella's chest, then back up to her mouth. Nothing happened. I wasn't going to give up. I wasn't going to let Bella leave me. She couldn't, I needed her.

I continued compressing her chest and breathing into her mouth. It felt like it had been minutes rather than seconds when I heard the most beautiful sound I had ever heard. Bella's heart made one thump, then another and another. It was still slow, but it was beating. Bella twitched then took one huge gasping breath. Her hands clenched into fists at her sides and she began her shallow breathing again. I collapsed beside kissing every inch of her face.

"Oh thank God!" I said shaking with the fear that had consumed me thinking I was losing my soul mate.

When I looked around for Alice, she was gone and I was alone with Bella. Where the hell did she go? Ithought.

Just then Alice and Carlisle entered the room.

"Is she ok, what happened?" Carlisle asked taking her wrist into his hand checking Bella's pulse.

Alice went back and sat on the couch the way she had when we first brought Bella into the room.

" Her heart stopped beating and she stopped breathing." I said looking from Carlisle back to Bella's beautiful face. "I had to give her CPR. I thought that I had lost her for good. I was so scared."

"Edward, her future just became clear, she is going to be perfect." Alice said moving to my side.

"Are you sure Alice? I just…. I just don't know. Her pulse is so slow, what if her heart stops beating again."

"Edward, trust me, look into my head, she is going to be fine and look how beautiful she will be." Alice said pushing some hair out of Bella's face.

"She already was beautiful" I said kissing Bella on the cheek.

"Edward, listen. Her pulse is getting faster and stronger. Feel her, she is getting colder. She is doing exactly what she is supposed to be doing. " Carlisle said grabbing my hand and putting it on Bella's face.

"She.. She is cooler and I can hear her heart beating faster, But why isn't she moving or saying anything. This isn't anything like how any of our transformations went."

"Like I told you earlier, Bella is special you know that. She will be fine Son don't worry."

We just sat there for a few minutes listening to Bella's increasing heart rate.

I heard Carlisle thinking about wanting to talk to me about something but he was blocking what it was her wanted to say.

I looked up at him and said "Carlisle is there something you wanted to talk about with me?"

"Yes, but I wasn't sure now would be the best time, I wanted to wait till Bella woke up, but maybe it would be better to talk to you now."

"Just tell me what you want to talk to me about." I said

"I told Charlie that Bella died in the motorcycle accident. I told him she died on the scene and that her body was too damaged for him to see. I told him that Jacob was there and identified the body. He didn't take it too well. Of course I don't blame him for wanting to see Bella one last time, but I told him she didn't even look like her. I told him it would be wise to cremate her and he agreed. He is planning the funeral to take place in a few days. You are going to have to go son." Carlisle said as he put his hand on my shoulder.

"Oh, ok. I guess there wasn't much choice in the matter was there. How is Charlie handling it?" I asked.

"Not too good Edward. He is really taking it hard and blaming himself. Bella isn't going to take this too well either. She loved her father and it is going to be hard for her to leave him"

"So we aren't going to be able to stay in Forks then are we?" Alice asked already knowing the question.

"No, we will probably go back up to Alaska before we decide where we want to move more permanently. Or as permanent for us I should say" Carlisle said getting back up to his feet.

"Alice how much longer till Bella wakes up?" I asked

She closed her eyes and thought for a second before responding. "About another day and a half."

Carlisle left the room and Alice and I laid on either side of Bella talking to her and trying to comfort her. She never made a sound, never moved only to twitch. I wished she would scream or moan or squeak, anything to know that she was ok, but she just laid there with her hands clenched at her sides.

The hours passed and occasionally one of the family would come in to check on us. Nothing changed until Alice jumped up and said it was close to time. I could hear Bella's heart beat speed up thumping faster and faster. I knew it was close to the end.

Then whole family filed into the room kneeling all around as. They didn't want to make Bella feel intimidated when she first woke up. Everything was going to be new and different to her. It was going to be scary and over whelming. We would have to explain to her what happened and help her understand everything she was going through.

Bella's heart beat was thrumming at a very fast pace. She began to twitching erratically. Her eyes started to flutter trying to open.

"She is going to open her eyes in about 10 seconds." Alice squealed.

I grabbed Bella's hand and held it firmly. She was so cold compared to the warmth of her human body. Of course to me, she didn't feel cold, she just didn't feel warm the way she had before. Her skin was firm and smooth. I knew that she was going to be exquisite when she woke up.

Sure enough, ten seconds later, Bella's heart beat one last time and she opened her eyes and we all gasped.

"Bella, you…your ey…eyes! I stuttered.

So what did you think? What do you think is up with her eyes? Would you like me to do Bella's POV of the transfermation or continue in her POV from when she wakes up? Also I am trying to decide on her special gift, anyone have any ideas? I have a few in my head but I would love to hear from you. And If I use it, I will of course give you the credit for it!!

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