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Bella's POV

So this is hell, I thought to myself. I wondered what I had done to deserve this. Was it because I tried to kill myself, or that I was willing to give up my soul to spend all eternity with Edward. I never thought I was a horrible human being, I tried to live a good life, be a good person, but apparently it wasn't good enough and I ended up in this hell.

When I drifted back into consciousness, the last thing I could remember was the deer that darted out in front of me and crashing my motorcycle on my way to see Jake. That was when I felt the fire ravaging through my body. I could hear voices, but I couldn't make out what they were saying.

I laid there and took the wrath that I was dealt. The fire burned through me for what seemed like months or years, just when I thought it was getting better I felt the explosion in my chest. I felt like my heart had combusted out of my chest, then there was nothing, no pain, no burning.

My eyes fluttered opened and I was looking into the eyes of an angel.

My angel gasped out with a look of wonder on his face. "Bella, you…your ey…eyes!" He exclaimed.

The sound of his voice startled me, I jumped up and landed across the room. He sounded like Edward, but didn't. He voice was still smooth and velvety, but somehow different. Even more beautiful than I remembered it. I looked around at the faces that were looking back at me in amazement. I recognized them all, but at the same time, they all looked so different, they didn't look the same. Everything overwhelmed me at once, the smells honey, lilac and sunshine which reminded me of Edward but ten times better than before. I could also distinctly smell cinnamon, hyacinth, pear, sea water apple, moss and rising bread. There were so many different smells I couldn't name them all.

Everything looked so clear to me. I could actually see air. How can you see air? The room was bright and the sun was shining outside. I could see rainbows dancing through the window. I was still looking at Edward but I could also see the rest of the family perfectly, they were all rising slowly from the kneeling position they were in. Alice had a huge smile on her face beaming at me. Her teeth sparkled white and shining in the light. Everyone else looked cautious and worried.

I was confused and everything seemed so overwhelming. I didn't know what had happened or why everyone was looking at me like they were, I was nervous and scared.

"What ha..happened to me? What is going on?" Even my voice startled me. It was like I was singing, I had never heard my voice sound so…so beautiful.

Edward took a step towards me. The sight of him took my breath away. He was gorgeous, no that wasn't even the right word to use to describe him. I had never seen anything more perfect in my life.

"Bella, you were in a bad accident and you almost died. We had to change you into a vampire in order for you to survive." Edward said taking another step towards me. I stiffened while I thought over what he had just said to me. I was a vampire, they changed me into a vampire.

"Bella, you are probably very overwhelmed right now with everything that is going on. I am sure this is all very confusing but we are all here for you to help you through this." My head snapped towards Carlisle's voice. It was like I had never really seen him before. His skin was almost luminescent his hair was so blonde it looked white. His eyes were a molten golden that almost glowed. He was beautiful.

"Umm, what's up with her eyes?" Said Emmett. His voice was such a deep tenor booming out.

"My eyes, is there something wrong with my eyes?" I asked looking back to Edward. I relaxed once I saw him. He had a huge crooked grin that reached his beautiful honey colored eyes. I wanted to run to him and kiss him, I wanted to touch his silky smooth perfect skin. Before I knew what I was doing I was in Edwards arms and I knocked him to the floor.

"Oh, Edward I am so sorry. I just needed to feel your arms around me." I jumped back up to my feet putting my hand to my cheek waiting for the blush to come. Everyone laughed around me a chorus of bells. Edward stood up and wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into his chest.

"It's ok Bella, new born strength remember and it will take you some time to get used to being able to move at vampire speed. You will be able to control it all soon. We will all help you." he said as he pushed some hair out off of my face and kissed me softly on the forehead.

"Ok, will someone please tell me why Bella's eyes are the same color as ours?" Rosalie asked annoyed.

"Well I am not sure exactly. One of my theories is that Bella lost so much blood from the accident that she just didn't have a whole lot left in her system when she was changed. That mixed with our venom I am assuming is the reason her eyes are golden. Another theory is Bella could have some special gift that has attributed to her eye color. I have only heard of this happening one other time. Bella, how do you feel, do you feel the burn in your throat?" Carlisle asked me.

"Um, I just kind of feel thirsty, like for water. I feel like I could be a bit dehydrated." I said looking from face to face. They all stared back at me in amazement.

"You mean, you don't crave blood, your throat doesn't feel like it is on fire?" Jasper asked puzzled.

"No, should I? Is there something wrong with me? Leave it to me to be a freak in the vampire world as well."

"Bella, you are not a freak, trust me." Edward said looking me up and down with a smirk on his face. "We all knew there was something special about you as a human, it has just shown itself more now that you are a vampire that's all. You should be thankful you don't have the burn in your throat. This will make your first year as a newborn that much easier on you."

I saw Alice skip out of the room and was back in an instant with a large mirror.

"Ok, my turn." She said placing the mirror down in front of me. "I am so glad I changed your clothes before you woke up. Your clothes were destroyed in the accident so we trashed them for you. Now, take a look in the mirror and look how beautiful you are."

I did as she asked and looked in the long mirror and gasped. I hardly even recognized the girl standing in front of me. I took a step closer and put my hand on the mirror tracing the girls face, it was my face. My hair was long and full, it shined the way the models hair did on the shampoo commercials. My eyes were stunning. They were the color of light gold, almost yellow. My lips were plump and rose colored.

"Alice did you put lip gloss on my lips too?" I asked looking at my lips in the mirror putting a finger to them.

"Nope, those are your natural vampire lips hon!" Alice said looking at me with a dazzling smile.

" I have to admit I am jealous. She has better lips then me." Rosalie said with a smile on her face. She was smiling at me, actually happy for me. Hmm that is different. I will have to remember to ask Edward what was up with that later.

Looking back in the mirror I noticed my breasts were a little bigger and firmer. My arms and legs were toned and firm. I was wearing a light blue sundress that made me look very curvy and even sexy. I even had just a little cleavage at the top of the dress. My body had curves and muscles. I couldn't believe that this beautiful person in the mirror was actually me.

"Your beautiful love" Edward said stepping behind me and wrapping his arms around my waist. I looked at him in the mirror and giggled. I couldn't believe I was actually standing here with all my dreams come true. I took another look at myself in the mirror before turning around to face Edward.

He pulled me in tighter and I tilted my face up to his. He slowly leaned his head forward and our mouths met. It was a slow soft kiss at first. I was taking in his smell and his taste. He tasted even better than he smelled. His smooth lips moved over mine now with more urgency. I felt his tongue slide against my lips begging for entry and I complied. I parted my lips and felt his tongue enter my mouth. I wrapped my hands into his hair holding onto him never wanting this moment to end.

Edward pulled back all too soon grabbing my wrists and prying my hands out of his hair.

"Oww Bella, remember new born strength." He said massaging his head.

"Oh, right, Sorry." I said kissing him on the cheek. I turned around remembering the family was still in the room, but no one was there. It was just Edward and I.

"Where did everyone go?" I asked.

"They all went down stairs to give us some privacy. They are waiting for us in the family room. There are some things we need to discuss."

"Oh ok, well lets not keep them waiting." I said turning and heading to the door. Edward grabbed my hand.

"You aren't cold anymore" I said to him as we went down stairs at vampire speed. Everything, especially moving at this new speed was going to take getting used to that is for sure.

"That is because you are cold now too just like me. So now I feel normal to you. You aren't warm any more either to me. You feel just right." Edward said leading me to the couch and pulling me down on his lap.

Everyone was looking at us all with a grin on their faces. I felt like I wanted to blush, but knew I couldn't anymore. That was a relief for me at least.

"I got to say Bells, you look hot!" Emmett said with a whistle at the end. Rosalie gave him a slap on the arm but still grinned at me, everyone else just laughed.

"What? She does, I am not going to lie. It was like she was made for this life." He retorted.

"She was beautiful before too, it just so happens she is a goddess now." Edward said pulling me closer and kissed the back of my head.

"Ok I am sitting right here, can you not discuss my looks in front of me please. It is embarrassing." I said looking down at my lap and biting my lip.

"Right, why don't we get down to business. We have a lot we need to discuss and decisions to be made." Carlisle said standing in front of us all. "Bella, this is going to affect you the most I think dear. I need you to listen to me and try to stay calm."

"Um ok. Shoot." I said looking at Carlisle confused.

"We had to tell Charlie that you died in the accident. I convinced him to cremate you. Jacob told Charlie he identified your body and we both told him that it wouldn't be good to see you the way you looked. He is holding your funeral tomorrow." Carlisle said walking over to sit on the coffee table in front of me.

"Oh, yeah, that makes sense I guess. It is probably easier this way. How is he taking it all? I am sure he is just losing it right now, and what about my mom, she can't be handling this any better. Geeze, this isn't good, not good at all. I need to do something to help them get through this, I need to know they are going to be ok." I said starting to panic.

"Bella, love please calm down. There isn't a whole lot you can do. We all will be going to the funeral tomorrow. Someone will stay back here with you, probably Rosalie. We are going to do what we can to comfort your parents, but you are going to have to stay out of sight. We can't let anyone see you. The only people who know you are still really alive are the wolves. I am sure Billy is with your Dad right now helping him with everything." Edward said rubbing circles on my back to try and calm me.

"We are going to have to leave then aren't we. We aren't going to be able to stay in Forks and risk someone seeing me, where will we go?" I asked.

"Yes Dear, we will have to move, that is one of the reasons Carlisle asked us all to come to this meeting. We need to decide as a family what we want to do." Esme said looking at each of us.

Carlisle stood back up and stood where everyone could see him to address everyone in the room. "I was thinking since most of our belongings are still in Alaska, we would go back there till Bella gets accustomed to this life style. I am sure the Denali clan can help her as well. When Bella is ready, we will decide where to go next. How does that sound? We can take it one step at a time. You all remember what it is like to be a newborn and how overwhelming it all can be. We need to be as supportive as we can for her."

Everyone seemed to agree with the plan and we decided we would leave just a few days after the funeral. My funeral. That just really creeped me out for some reason.

At least my parents would be getting the closure they deserved, I thought to myself. I was still worried about them however and I knew they couldn't be doing well right now. My mother was probably sick with grief and Charlie, well I couldn't even imagine how Charlie would handle this. We had gotten pretty close the two and a half years I had lived with him, I was going to miss him greatly and I was sure he would miss me. I wish there was something I could do to help them through this, something to help heal their pain of losing their only daughter.

"How are you feeling Bella, would you like to go hunt?" Jasper asked getting up off of the couch and walking over to me and Edward.

"I don't know, I guess I should give it a try. I am not sure what to do though." I said looking down at my hands.

"It is all instinct love. We will help you as much as we can, but just let your instincts take over and you should be just fine." Edward said standing me up from his lap. He got up as well and took my hand.

"Doesn't your throat burn at all?" Jasper asked still looking at me with a puzzled expression.

"No not really, like I said, I just feel like I need a drink of water that's all. I am assuming that this isn't normal?"

"No, this doesn't happen too often. Most newborns are in a frenzy for blood. Their throats have a constant burn and all they can think about is blood, but this is nothing to worry about Bella. It doesn't mean you still won't need blood or even want blood, I am sure you will, but this just makes things a bit easier and less painful for you. Go hunt and see how you feel after." Carlisle said putting a comforting hand on my shoulder.

"Ok then, lets go catch an irritable grisly." I said with a smirk heading for the door with Edwards hand in mine.

"Yeah, that's my girl!" Emmett cheered and followed us out the door along with the rest of the family.

Up next, Bella's first hunt. Is there anything special anyone wants to see? I am writing for you.

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