OK sorry, its been a while :P as you know real life gets to us all :) hopefully i can post up some more chapters in the next few weeks :) i hope you enjoy this one and please please please review!

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After a while he left. He got up and walked outside without saying good bye. I felt confused. I lay down again feeling slightly empty. Closing my eyes I fell into a dream of darkness.

Every step I took I couldn't see in front of me, but I heard a voice calling me to it. I kept moving forward. There was a sudden silvery light and a bone chilling howl. I jumped from the sound, causing myself to wake.

I looked over at my phone that was sitting on the bedside table. Flipping up the screen I saw messages that I had 10 messages.

I flicked past the latest few noticing they were from mum; I guessed that it would be varying messages of comfort. I wasn't feeling up to reading them. The last message was from yesterday afternoon.

Tonight will be awesome

Love you

Tony.

I snapped the phone shut and threw it on the floor. Pulling myself off the bed I started grabbing clothing and shoving it in my bags. I bent to pick up a pink shirt that Tony had got me. "I love NY" it said. Tears welled in my eyes as I shoved it in the bag. I had to stop thinking about him. It hurt too much.

As I was zipping up the bags some one barged through the door.

"Where are you going?" Oliver asked.

"Home" I said "what's it to you?"

"Don't leave" he said coming over to me.

"Why not? It hurts being here" I said. From the look he gave me I could tell he felt what I did. Sighing he turned to the window.

"If you're going to go somewhere come with me" he pleaded.

"I don't know you, I'm not going to make a stupid mistake by going some random place with you" I said quietly.

"You don't want to go home. I can see it. I'm not going to hurt you if you come with me and you can more than protect yourself huh?" he said.

I looked up into his eyes and I caved.

"Fine, suppose I do say yes, where are we going?" I asked

"Well just a small trip, then you can go home" he said "how about…France?"

"France?" I said staring at him.

"Why not?" he asked. Shaking my head I said "It's up to you, your paying" hoping that he would change his mind

"Fine, hundreds of years add the money up you know" he said. Damn. Part of me was disappointed another, larger part rejoiced.

"Well I better go get these tickets" he grinned. I was confused that he seemed to be over his brother's death already.

"Why aren't you…upset anymore?" I asked quietly.

"I am, I'm just hiding it. So it won't hurt you" he whispered. He walked over to the door. I followed him so I could lock it behind him. Suddenly he turned and kissed me deeply on the mouth. I pulled away surprised.

"What have you done to me?" he asked quietly.

"I…" I said as he turned and left my room. I was even more confused as I shut the door.

A while later I sat on my bed staring out the window. The bags were packed behind me, he had checked me out and now I was just waiting to leave. I wrapped my arms around myself and let out a sob as I allowed myself to think of him.

"Good bye Tony, I love you" I said as I got up and left the room.

Oliver was waiting down the stairs for me. He took my bags as I handed the key to the desk. I walked out to the taxi and got in. Oliver sat down a few moments later next to me.

"Air port" he said to the driver.

"Wont they notice he's gone?" I asked.

"I gave them a story, please can we forget about him for a little while?"

"I don't want to. But I will." For you I finished in my mind. I spent the rest of the drive in silence. I couldn't even make my self excited to be going to another country. Voices argued in my head.

"You only knew him for a few weeks" one said.

"Love can happen quickly" another argued.

"It wasn't true love" the first said.

"That doesn't matter" the other said.

"Move on, it's what he would have wanted" the first said.

"Shut up" I said. I must be finally going crazy.

We reached the air port. As I bored the plane two hours later I had vowed to myself to more on. Not to forget him but not to let his death rule my life.

"That was quick" a voice said in my mind.

"I told you to shut up" I said shaking my head. Oliver took my hand and led me to a seat.