Well here is the 11 chapter. I really hope you like it! In the next chapter i think i might have to finally add some action..all this romance might get old soon :P well enjoy and please review i want to know what you think! any idea or opinons are welcome! Thanks to everyone who has already reviewed for past chapters and thanks to Giant Green Crayon for helping me when i got stuck :)
Disclaimer: All things twilight belong to Stephanie Meyer... Im just borrowing Leah for the story :P
Chapter 11. Finding what i have to lose.
We got into a taxi. I watched him as he spoke to the driver in French. I suppose I shouldn't have been surprised that he knew another language.
"Oliver?" I said slowly.
"mm?" he asked.
"What country did you originally come from?"'
"Well I was told somewhere in England. However my parents live in France." He said.
"Are they English too then?" I asked suddenly curious. He hesitated.
"Well they aren't my real parents" He lowered his voice so only we could hear. "My…father was the one that turned me into…this. I hated him at first but now. Now they are my family."
"And Tony" I asked. He sighed.
"That was my fault. The first hour I had changed. I was mad, uncontrollable. I saw him walking and didn't think of him as my brother. But as food. He saw me but…But he didn't run it was like he held his arms out to me. I took my bite, before I could…devour him I was knocked away. Then I don't remember" He shook his head "I know I'm a monster, if that doesn't prove it then I don't know what would" he turned to the window lost in thought.
He hated himself I suddenly realized.
"You're not a monster" I said leaning forward, my mouth near his ear. "The wolf in you might be, but you aren't" I whispered fiercely my instincts of protection taking over.
"I'm a monster because why can't I tell you to run from me when I know I should?" he asked softly
"Because you know I wouldn't run…plus I can take you" I said and I turned his face to mine and kissed him. He chuckled.
"But you really should" he laughed and kissed me back.
The taxi finally stopped in front of a large manor.
"Where are we?" I asked.
"My…house" he said smiling at me.
"That's one big house" I muttered. He laughed.
As we reached the door it was swung open to reveal a beautiful woman. I stiffened. She looked exactly the same as the one in my dreams.
"You must be Leah" She said smiling "I'm Jane, Welcome" and she lifted her arms out to hug me, further reminding me of the dream.
"Hello" I said as warmly as I could, even though it sounded forced to my own ears. Behind Jane a tall man with dark hair and handsome features appeared.
"Hello Leah, I'm Christopher, Oliver told us so much about you" He smiled. I looked at Oliver out of the corner of my eye and I was surprised to see him blushing. Stifling my giggles I took his hand following Jane inside.
"Well we will have dinner soon, Oliver can show you to your room" She said and turned in a graceful movement and walked back outside. I raised my eyebrows at Oliver.
"All about me huh?" I said smirking
"Be quiet" he said smiling and we headed to the stairs. I was finding it easy to slip into the role of the joking girlfriend.
"This is your room" he said. Inside I relaxed. I hadn't realized how worried I was that we would be sharing.
"Its huge" I said thinking of my room back at home. I went over and sat on the bed relaxing into its softness. Oliver came and wrapped him arms around my waist kissing me along my neck. He moved up to my lips when a strong memory of Tony overcame me. We had been in my hotel room lying next to each other when he had kissed me just like Oliver was now. I couldn't fight it, I pushed Oliver away.
"I'm sorry" I said a tear slipping down my cheek.
"God Damn it Leah" he said standing back. "One minute you're kissing me and laughing, the next you're pushing me away. It's hard to live like that and before we can do anything together, you have to think about what it is you really want" he said angrily and stormed out of the room. I lay back on the pillow, thinking of the old Leah. She was strong and defiant and here I was acting meek and crying all the time. Angrily I stepped outside on the balcony and jumped off, phasing in mid air. I didn't care if his parents saw me or anyone else. I figured I was safe any way as I was jumping straight into trees. I ran tearing through branches. I couldn't hear any of the pack. Maybe they were asleep…time difference I mused. My thoughts flew to Oliver. I did want him, but he was so much like Tony that it hurt. What if I lose Oliver because I'm too afraid to let Tony go? I thought. Shaking them from my thoughts I ran back to the house. Suddenly….CRAP. I had jumped without thinking…I now had no clothing. I sat at the edge of the forest thinking about a plan of action. I calculated my chance of getting inside without being scene…they didn't seem so good now. They had probably figured out I wasn't in my room by now. I heard a low chuckle.
"Need something?" Oliver asked. I glared at him and growled. Patting me on the head he handed me some clothing. Taking it in my mouth I walked deeper into the forest to change.
"Thank you" I said grudgingly not looking at him.
"Leah" He said slowly. "I'm sorry about what I said, but I did mean every word"
"I know" I sighed. I couldn't think of anything else to say so I walked back to the house.
At dinner his mother spent most of the time chatting. She didn't seem to realize the tension gathering between me and Oliver.
"Thank you for the dinner" I said, I hadn't even realized what I had eaten, and my thoughts had been elsewhere. I stood up from the table and went up to my room saying I was tired. I lay on the bed, fully dressed. My true nature came through though. I had gone soft I decided. Standing up I made a quick, snap decision. I went straight to his room and knocked on the door.
He opened looking sleepy.
"Yes?" he asked. Letting the strong side of me take over I pushed myself into his room. He looked surprised.
"I know what I want" I said. He raised an eyebrow. "I'm not letting Tony go" I said.
"Oh really?" He said softly.
"But he isn't taking over. This is me. I haven't been myself for a while" I said.
"You know you're not making sense" he said. I stepped up to him, my face practically inches away from him. He tensed not knowing what to expect. The tension in the room sparked and I leaned forward breaking the silence and kissed him harder than I had before.
"I'm not letting you go, now I've found you" I said ignoring how lame it sounded. Before I could say anything else he pulled me towards him again and kissed me. I pushed the door shut behind me. We moved to the bed his hands forcing me against the mattress. In between kisses he kept murmuring how much he loved me. In that moment any thoughts of Sam or Tony flew from my mind forever. Oliver became my world.
Thats it. I hoped you liked it! Please review! *bribes with cookies* and just might i add the more review the more motivation = a new chapter quicker! lol xx NightOxOWatcher