Wait For You Chapter 2: Broken, a stargate: atlantis fanfic

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonightMaybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time

Teyla sat against the cold brick wall in the cell hypnotized by the silence and 'tick tock' of the clock near by. Right now all she wanted to do is go home get away from this all the pain, she was broken.

I am here still waiting though i still have my doubtsI am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

She didn't know if she could last much longer alone, hurt, out of hope, and broken inside at the thought of never going home. She knows that she shouldn't give up on hope but it has been so long and her captor has been ruthless and abusive if needed and he needed to every time he came back from a party witch was almost every night. But there is one thing that still is keeping her going.

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathingWith a broken heart that's still beatingIn the pain there is healingIn your name I find meaning

She holds on to John's name like there is no tomorrow because she knows that if she lets it go she would truly give up hope and she could not let that happen. If only she could see his face again just to tell him how she truly felt. To hold him, to have him hold her in his arm's, the arm's that has always made her feel safe.

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my headI tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book insteadI still see your reflection inside of my eyesThat are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

She has tried to fall asleep, but afraid if she does her captor would come in any minute and once again she would be in the corner holding her knees to her chest and once again she would cry herself to sleep. Her captor knows that she is holding on to something and everyday he tries to rip that from her but she holds on, she holds on to his name, his face, the way he smells, laughs, talks, smiles, and the way he is such kid like.

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathingwith a broken heart that's still beatingIn the pain is there is healingIn your name I find meaningSo I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' onI'm barely holdin' on to you

If there was a wish she could make and it would come true, she wishes for him to find her. She just wishes for one more day if that's all she gets, and the words he said still echoes in her head that she would be alright. She just hopes that it is true.

I'm hangin' on another dayJust to see what you will throw my wayAnd I'm hangin' on to the words you sayYou said that I will be ok

She slides further down the wall the light in her cell has died out a long time ago. She has tried to escape before but never made it far enough to the gate. Evan if she did she does not believe she could remember the symbols to Atlantis. She closes her eye's and goes through memories in her mind of good times.

The broken lights on the freeway left me here aloneI may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

She finally falls asleep, only to woken by the cell door opening. She looked up and it is her captor. He has a whip in one hand and a wooden stick in the other. She knows what's coming it happens every time he comes back from a party and is drunk, and every time she would fight against it until she is to weak to fight no more. But she does not give up completely.

So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' onI'm barely holdin' on to you

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Hope you liked I know some of you wanted John to find her and he will on the next chapter yes there will be a next chapter, but I wanted to put what it was like on her end so now we have his end and her end last chapter is next and will be interesting to say the least I hope but first I have to find the right song. Please Review!