I wasn't going to let her die there.
I couldn't , she was my life. I couldn't let her die for my sake.
I had finally unleashed the monster within me and destroyed her.
I felt the tears drip down my eyes and realized that just because I was a monster didn't mean I didn't have feelings, vampires couldn't cry.
I bent down to her limp, dead body and brushed my nose over her neck sniffing deeply.
Crying out I reared my head back and sank my fangs deep, deep into her flesh.
He body didn't flinch, didn't move the slightest bit as I tore open her vain and released my venom into her body.
I would save her.
Or die trying.
Pressing my hand to her neck wound I lifted her limp hand and sank my teeth into her wrist, releasing more and more venom into her lifeless frame.
Five more scar's and a gallon of poison later I pulled my angel against me and held her tight whispering little words of help and comfort to her.
My family would never forgive me for this, I would never be able to continue living in this house with the family I had spent decades with, I would have to leave my love with them dead or alive.
Vampire or Corps I would be forced to leave her and flee.
I had lost all hope when suddenly my faith in god was restored.
It was faint but it was defiantly there, there was no way I had imagined it.
I pressed my ear to her bruised breasts and listened carefully, extra carful with my enhanced hearing.
Thump.
Thump.
Her heart was beating again.
Barely.
It fluttered and stopped.
I panicked.
It started up again.
And stopped.
Laying her down on the bloody sheets I bent over her working frantically to revive her.
Her mouth gasped open and she choked, coughing up blood.
Surely that was not a good sign.
I sat her up gently and drained the blood from her mouth.
Her eyes were still closed as she gasped in another weak breath and slumped forward letting out a gut retching scream.
I sighed in relief.
My venom was changing her.
I had found my Bella again but at the same time, lost her for all eternity.