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"Rosalie!" Esme yelled. "It's ok, Sweetie we all make mistakes some times."

Yes I knew that but I couldn't get Rosalie's words out of my head. She was right I had stuffed up and only after been a Cullen for a few hours. I kept my eyes down very ashamed of what I had done. I felt constant rays of calmness washing though me but my emotions were too strong and when the calm hit the wound was repaired with more guilt. I hated feeling this way, weak. I just nodded at Esme's attempt to make me feel better.

"OK everyone- Edward where's Bella?" Carlisle asked.

"At home, sleeping." Edward answered.

Edward nodded and I didn't know at what. I assumed that Carlisle asked him a question in his thoughts and Edward agreed to it. He was walking down the stairs when I last saw him that night.

"Now, Alice you got the make-up?"

"Yes I do" There was make-up bags all over the table that I only realised were there.

"Try out a few things and contacts as well."

"Sure."

Everyone left then to a different room, I didn't what to hear what they were saying to I focused on listening to the sweep of the make-up brushes on my face. Alice was putting black like powder around my eye and purple powder on my arms and other limbs and my face. Next she tried out a few different contacts and finally put one pair aside. The contact irritated my eyes; I could even see the threads inside them and the colour they were meant to portray.

"Do you mind? I can't hear them." Alice was obviously asking if I could increase her hearing so she could hear them.

"OK." I replied. I made her hearing as good as mine. She flinched around for a bit, and then settled herself in for the talk. "Sorry."

"No, don't worry. I see what everyone means now." I giggled at that and she smiled back. Happy to see some improvement in my mood. I was a bit more on the joyful side now to.

There was silence while Alice was listening. By this time it felt like I had bucket loads of make-up on my face it felt very uncomfortable, almost as uncomfortable as the contacts. A sudden wash of hope came over me, this was unnatural then I saw Jasper walk in to the room with a little smile on his face of victory. I didn't like this one bit been defeated. I smiled a little smile of revenge. And Alice laughed. So did Emmett.

I made Jaspers hearing better, as best I could. This made his twitch and grimace. Everyone laughed a little. Jasper responded with a wash of happiness, almost giddiness. I was laughing hysterically unable to control myself.

"Oh. It's on." I said though my laughter.

"Bring it." Jasper replied being smug.

On Jaspers remark I forced all the strength out of me, did everything I could and within a few seconds he was squirming on the floor like a worm. I laughed (at my own will this time) and lost all my concentration. Sure enough I became really upset and then excited. He kept swapping between the two emotions. The whole household was laughing at my extreme mood swings.

"OK, OK. Stop now please!" I yelled my voice cracking in the middle as Jasper swapped emotions.

"Giving up so easily Lil' sis?" Jasper asked.

"Uhh, yes, maybe, not really, no." And before he could do anything I unleashed the other part of my gift that I never told them all about. I took his power and senses away. This meant that he can't hear us, see us, smell us, feel us, taste anything and most importantly he can't mess with my emotions.

After a minute of watching him run around like a headless chicken I let him have his senses back. Little did I know I was the only one laughing at this. Everyone including Japer was staring at me, I felt very uneasy and it was not Jasper this time.

"What was that!?" Jasper asked, shocked.

"Umm, I guess I never told you all about that." I replied feeling like I wanted to curl up in a corner by myself.

"No, you hadn't, Lilly." Carlisle said he sounded angry.

"Well I forgot about that till now, I have never had to use it much." I sounded like I wanted to curl up in a corner now.

"Lilly, who changed you?" Carlisle asked with wonder on his face.

"You don't think it was, do you?" Emmett asked Carlisle.

I knew what they were talking about and I knew who they were talking about as well. I had been lying about who changed me. I had always told people that I didn't know, but I always did.

"Lilly? Do you know?" Carlisle asked again.

"Uhh. Yea I know, why do you ask?" I was about to lose it. I hated the Volturi.

"Because you said you were in Volterra. And with a gift like that."

"Fine, I was part of the Volturi guard for about 3 days. Happy?"

"Do you know who it was?"

"The one who can see others powers while there still human."

"That's amazing?"

"I wonder if it would work on Bella." Edward was back now it was almost morning.

"Oh my god boy! Get a life!" Rosalie called to Edward.

"Bit late for that sis." Edward replied laughing.

We were all laughing together now. But then Alice grabbed my arm and pulled me towards the table where all the make-up was. She pushed me down into the chair and started putting more make-up on my face. It was a lot more than before.

"Alice! What are you doing!?" I asked.

"I had an idea and I know it's going to work." She replied. "Did you ever get that blood of the floor?"

"No." I shied at the thought of it. "Why?"

"Sorry about mentioning it but do you think you could handle it again?"

"Uhh. I don't know, I guess I could just not breathe."

"Excellent do that!"

"Why's that excellent?"

"Were going one better with the abuse, were staging your death."

"WHAT?!" Everyone yelled at her.

"I know its going to work I've seen it."

"Well, if you think it will work." Carlisle told her.

"As long as I don't get cremated, I'm happy" I giggled at my joke.

"OK. Now that you look like you have been violently kill-………….. They will be there in half an hour. Let's go" Alice said

"Yep." I said jumping off my seat.

"Start holding your breath now."

"OK." I took in a big breath and held it. It felt very uncomfortable.

"Now go in there and lie on the floor and don't breath, keep your eyes closed and don't move. They shouldn't be long so the contacts will stay there."

I nodded and walked in the room. I lied down in the middle of the blood; it almost killed me to do it with out breathing in the wonderful scent of human blood. Soon enough the social workers came in. I think I heard in of them faint, they called the police and doctors. Luckily Carlisle had been on duty and they called him in I needed this to look real because there was about twelve people examining me so, I decided to work the other part of my talent, taking my own senses away. I have only had to use this one other time when I was staging my own death so this would make two deaths. When I did this I could not hear, see, feel, taste or smell, when I did this it was like I was dead all I could do was think.

I had no idea how long I was holding my self back, but I decided it was ok to let my senses back. The first think I heard was breathing, I smelt the Cullen house. I opened my eyes to so Esme standing over me. She bent down to hug me and then called out 'she's up'. Everyone rushed from where ever they were; Bella was even there this time a risky move on here part. Edward grabbed Bella up from where she was sitting and hid her from me. "No, no, it's OK. I'm all good." He sat her down on his lap after that.

"Oh, Lilly we were so worried about you." Esme told me as she helped me up.

"What happened?" I asked.

"You were out for about 2 days; we didn't know what happened to you. Then Jasper suggested that you did what you did to him but to yourself. They took you to the morgue and I told them that I would take care of you, since you had no family I told the hospital there was no use for a funeral. So I stayed in the morgue with you for a few hours wondering what had happened you. Anyway I ran you back here and then went back to the hospital and told them that I was going out to bury you in the cemetery, you have your own tombstone." Carlisle told me and laughed at the end.

"Oh, well yea I did what I did to Japer but to myself. Was I convincing?" I asked.

"Yes, very." Alice answered. "I thought I had lost my little sister when you did wake up."

"Sorry"

"Yea you should be, I also thought I had lost my Barbie Doll." Rosalie said to me.

"Rosalie has claimed you as her Barbie Doll." Emmett told me.

"Oh, lovely." I replied.

"Now, Lilly. When we move next we have a public story ready. You will go to middle school and me Esme's and my Biological daughter. Where there is no middle school like here for example you will pretend to be home schooled here by Esme but you will still pretend to be our daughter as well." Carlisle told me.

"Come on now, Lilly. Let me show you your car." Rosalie said she seemed excited.

"You got me a car? What if I get caught?" I asked.

"Jasper will take care of the licence. And no one will be able to catch you in this car." She told me.

I followed her to the garage and next to the car with the white sheet on it was a black car I walked up to it. There was a big red bow on top. It was a convertible and had two seats. I was so excited. I moved the big ribbon that was going down the front of the car to see what kind of car it was. It was a Saturn. I started jumping up and down. I had always wanted a Saturn car.

"How did you know?" I asked.

"You were thinking about it when you were out, Edward herd you. We were discussing it and decided you would like it." Alice was there now. The whole family was there actually.

"What type is it?" I asked, my voice was high from excitement.

"It's a Saturn Sky Red Line. You were thinking about this one." Edward told me.

"I had seen it in a magazine in a store one day. And I loved it its so pretty. But why?"

"Lilly, Don't question. It's your car. Would you like to take it for a ride?" Edward asked holding the keys in his hand. He tossed the keys to me and I caught them, and grabbed Alice by the arm and started pulling her towards the car.

"What are you doing?" Alice asked.

"Aren't you coming with me?" I asked back. She beamed at me.

We both got into the car and backed out of the garage. We waved to everyone and we were on our way. The car was so nice and drove really well; I have only driven stolen cars in my life.

"You know this means you an official Cullen now, don't you?" Alice asked me.

"Yea, and its going to be great!" I answered.

She giggled at me and we kept driving on. I was glad to be somewhere were I finally fit in, somewhere there were no problems and Some where I felt at home."

The End

So there you go Lillys story. I hope you liked it and arnt to angrey that it took awhile. The car is really nice accually if you google images it the first on there in the car that im talking about. I hope you all liked the ending. Cyas :)