It's
hard to argue when
you won't stop making sense
But my tongue
still misbehaves and it
keeps digging my own grave with my
Hands open, and my eyes open
I just keep hoping
That
your heart opens
It
was a truly Dismal day.
I was idiotic enough to think that Maybe,
just maybe, after all this time Sam realized that I, -I can't believe
I'm saying this- I kind of, sort of, well Liked Her.
Its
still weird for me, I don't know why I though that she would
understand. But I was dumb enough to try and tell her.
Things
were going really well between us too. We have this almost
indescribable chemistry. She mocks me and I mock right back. It isn't
really teasing, I thought that it was like flirting. I guess I'm the
only one who felt that way. I feel so stupid.
So I told her how I
felt... She looked at me. Just looked.
She thought that I was
joking.
She couldn't believe it was true.
I felt so dumb.
I
couldn't handle it.
I crumple under pressure.
Why would she
think that I would joke about something like that?
So I turned and
left. Left my heart there, and trailed away like some exposed animal.
Only this wasn't a flesh wound.
Now I'm outside, trudging home And
of course it has to be raining, Because everything in my life is just
like that.
I'm soaking wet.
My mother is going to kill me.
Why
would I sabotage
the best thing that I have
Well, it makes it
easier to know
exactly what I want with my...
Hands open
and my eyes open
I just keep hoping
that your heart opens
This
rain is unbelievable. Its coming down in sheets in front of me and I
can hardly see. Then behind me out of the deluge, I hear a voice
calling my name
"Fredward, You Idiot, You're
going to Die out here."
I turn and of couse there she is.
Here to rub it in I suppose.
She comes to a halt. She looks
ridicules, like a half drowned wet rat. I can only imagine that I
look just as bad or worse.
"You didn't have to
follow me." I say tiredly "I think you've done enough for
today."
"You're an idiot." She says
again.
Finally the anger sets in. "Its POURING down rain. I'm
sure you have ALL SORTS of witty comments to make on what I had to
say BUT I would APPRECIATE if you could HOLD IT ALL IN till I'm
NOT SOAKING WET!"
"I LIKE YOU, YOU
IDIOT!"
I stare at her in shock. I think that I;m starting to
hypervenilate a little bit. From the cold of course.
"Freddie, Are you ok?" She waved her hand in front of my
face.
I smile. Is this my imagination? No usually Sam's not
calling me an idiot in my imagination. I opened my mouth.
"Its raining" I said dumbly.
"Yeah
and you're supposed to be the smart one." She said smiling back
at me. Then before I could really comprehend what was happening, her
lips seemed to be drawing closer to mine. My hand reached up of its
own accord and I drew her to me.
"I like
you too" I whispered as our lips crashed together.
I
guess sometimes it is worth the wait.
Hands
open, and my eyes open
I just keep hoping
That your heart
opens
AN:
There you go. As promised the second Chapter. The song for this
chapter is Hands Open by Snow Patrol. The Next Chapters song
will be Young Love by Dizzy Balloon. Dizzy Balloon is AMAZING! I
would be totally impressed if you had heard of them. If not you
should Google them. Any of the songs that you don't
recognize on there you should definitely look them up. Most should be
on youtube but sadly Young Love isn't up there yet. Let me know what
you think. :)
