People say that you can't miss what you never had
But I dare to say
I do…
I'm ashamed to say
That I never told him how I felt
And now he's gone
I miss him
More than ever
I never told him that thoughts of him inundated my mind
How I struggled to understand that I loved a tom
The real reason I broke it off with Victoria
But of course
He wouldn't understand
He'd just dismiss me
Maybe tell the others
Or would he?
He was always open minded
Ever the promiscuous one
Never afraid of trying something new
But would it be new for him?
If I had told him
It may have never worked
Maybe I had known him for too long
The foundations of friendship
Too solidly set
Could he change our relationship?
For something of the less plutonic nature
And dare I say…
Romantic?
But it's too late now
He's gone…
Forever.
All I have left are memories
His smile
His laugh
His scent
The way his fur glimmered in the sunlight
The way he said my name
But am I to blame
Is it really my fault?
If by chance
I had told him
And he had understood
What about the rest of the tribe
What would they say?
Everyone knows that Old Deuteronomy vehemently disagrees with same sex relationships
Would the same approach apply?
For his own son?
These things I will never know
But all I can say
Is that I will always, always…
Love Him.
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I'm sorry; this is so ridiculously cheesy,
So if you didn't get
Tugger is dead, for some random reason
And Misto is sad
Cause he didn't get to tell him how he felt
Lol this is so pathetic, I've made Misto far too feminine, oh well…
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