So due to the fact that it's March Break and I have no social life besides my computer I have another chapter up. And thanks again to all the readers and reviewers :)

Disclaimer: SM owns the characters. (And the plotline owns the word document)

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Chapter 5

"Bella we need to talk," I answered.

"Ok where?" she asked. Now she was clearly nervous.

I thought for a few seconds then knew. "The meadow," I said happily.

She looked confused but nodded. I leaned forward to put her my back but my arms went right through. I jumped.

"Oh sorry here," she mumbled softly. She closed her eyes and opened them again. "That better?"

I put my hand on her ghostly skin and smiled "Yes, much better," I slung her on my back like a backpack ran downstairs.

Sitting on the couch was Alice, Esme and ghost Alice. Alice's mind was blocked but she gave me the most gigantic smile I had ever seen and the thumbs up sign. It was a signal that probably meant she'd take me back.

As I started to run I thought about it. After what I'd done to her she was still going to take me back. If she had never met me she would be the angel in heaven like she should have been. Not an unhappy ghost. I truly was a life-ruining monster.

When we got to the meadow I set her down and said, "Bella I have to apologize."

"For what?"

"For everything! I ruined you. I killed you and I abandoned you! And our children!"

"If you were unhappy with me you had right to leave," Bella said quietly.

"I was so happy with you," I said. "Bella, I left because I was sick of hurting you. I was sick of myself. I hated myself for it. I mean, it was your birthday and not only did I allow you to get hurt at my house I allowed you to get hurt in your own home by agreeing to do something careless and hurtful to you. I was truly and intotally sick of myself."

She looked at me with a shocked look on her face.

"Bella. Bella please say something," I whispered. I said it so softly I realized no human could have heard. I opened my mouth to say it louder but she cut me off.

"Edward you don't have to lie to me. I know you were unhappy with me it's okay," she said and tried to smile encouragingly but it was a sad smile. A smile that broke my heart.

"Bella I'm not lying!" I nearly shouted it. "Bella I love you. I love you more then anything or anyone on this planet they call Earth. I would give it up. All of it up just to make you happy again. Please believe me," at that I took her face in her my hands and stared into eyes. They were golden like mine. I was shocked but didn't let go.

"I think I might need to have an epiphany," she said softly.

I nodded expectantly. I waited for what felt like years but of course was simply a minute or so.

Then she gasped. "You really do love me," she said it. I heard a happy note in her voice and started to smile.

"Bella you have no idea how much I love you," I told her. "I always thought there was a limit. Some sort of a limit. But, as for my love for you there is and may never be a limit."

"I love you, Edward Cullen," she said. Her voice so beautiful. It sounded better then anything I had ever heard.

"I love you too, Isabella Swan," I answered softly and flashed her her favorite crooked smile.

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Ok I hope that wasn't the corniest thing ever. To Sarah W. how was piano?