January 14
Wally was assigned a mission in outer space. They said it was going to last about a week. He just left today... I heard missions in space aren't very safe. On average, one person comes back with an injury. Thank goodness I never get missions that deal with space too often...
I... I just hope that he doesn't get hurt. He can get careless when he's cocky. And, please God, let him come home in one piece! ... I just miss him so much! I always hated it when he tells a bad joke, or fools around with other League members, but... I never thought that I would miss those little actions. He would always reassure me whenever I felt down. It felt like a breath of fresh air from my stubbornness and irrationality. He was always good at that...
I miss him... I need to hear his voice, but he's not here.
I miss you, Wally. I can still feel the warmth of your touch before you left. I can feel your lips on mine. I can feel your kiss that you gave me before you left. I need you here with me.
I love you.
Later
It's 11 o'clock... I've got to fall asleep! I haven't been sleeping very well lately, it's these dreams.
It felt so real... In the dream, my arms and legs were pinned down by something. I don't know what it is though... Someone's at my back, trying to pull my wings out! Once they're off, a blue light flashes and I blacked out. I then hear gunshots and other noises, which aren't to pleasant... When I wake up, I'm boiling sweat out of my skin!
Maybe it's just the explosions that are stressing me out... Whenever an explosion happens, I'm usually near it! Maybe I should talk to J'onn or Doctor Fate... They might know what to do.
I can't write anymore. I have to get to sleep.