A/N

So here is the rest of the last chapter. I feel I should warn you. The end is drawing near for this story. If enough people want it, I might do a sequel, so if you do want that...let me know!!!

Still EPOV

I couldn't keep myself from it. I pushed my lips hard against hers. I wanted her to know how much I want her, how much I've always wanted her. I want every part of her not just her body. I cannot live my life without her.

"My Bella, I love you." She whimpered when I pushed my body forward. I really didn't know what to do much other than this. I knew the basics, what goes where, but that was all.

I grabbed her hands and placed them over her head. I pulled myself down slightly and started kissing her neck. I moved my lips to her ear. "I love you Bella." I whispered very softly. I wanted her to know that I did love her. More than anyone or anything, I wanted her to feel my love, my passion.

I licked the hallow behind her ear. She made a small noise to tell me what I as doing was right. It thrilled me to know I was the cause of her gasps or those noises she made. I let it push me further.

I let go of her hands and rubbed down the side of her body to her hips. My heart was pounding and I had racing thoughts in my head but I didn't want anything to stop this moment.

I rubbed one hand that was on her hip down to the bend in her leg and pulled it up to my hip. She took a sharp breath in but pulled me closer to her.

BPOV

My heart was pounding so hard I was sure he could hear it. I felt him trace my leg and it sent shivers through my body. I wanted his hands all over my body. I wrapped my fingers around his hair and, if it were possible, pulled him closer.

He let me leg fall off his hip but he sat back on his knees facing me and put his hands around my ankles. He slid his hands forward toward my thighs under my dress. I couldn't suppress the moan that escaped me. It seemed to drive him forward and he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me up so I was sitting facing him now.

"I am going to be honest Bella. I... I'm not... I'm not sure of what to do." My love for him grew even more in this moment.

"I'm not either. But I'm willing to try." He looked me in the eyes and I could see the passion in them. He was tired of waiting, as was I.

"Will you help me?" I smiled trying to encourage him.

"I will."

His hands traced around my chest but he was always careful not to touch. Our kiss was full of life. He pulled away and gasped for air.

"Bella...is this... am I?" Hearing him stumble for his words made my heart flutter. I knew he was extremely nervous, I was too.

"Sh." I tried to calm him. "You're doing fine." I wanted him to know I meant it so I pulled his head back down to mine for a desperate kiss.

His hands started to wander my body again and I couldn't help the quick breaths that responded to his touch. He finally brought his hand to my chest and I let out a quiet moan when his thumb brushed my rising sensitive skin.

He groaned in response and it sent chills up my spine. I wanted to remember this desperately. I wanted to remember every touch, every look, every intake of breath, every moan, and every inch of him. I wanted to remember this for eternity.

I brought my hands from his hair around his neck. I slid them down to the top of his shirt. He stopped kissing me and stared directly into my eyes with a burning, smoldering look.

I unbuttoned his shirt he threw it to the floor. I stopped everything for a moment and just ran my hands over his chest and stomach. He was amazingly built, not over overwhelmingly built, but the perfect amount.

He brought his hands back down to my ankles and stared up at me. I nodded. He pulled the skirt of my dress up until it was on the floor with his shirt. He pulled me to him and I could feel his body heat through my thin undergarments. I fortunately didn't have to wear a corset with this dress so I just had my petticoat.

He slid the sleeves of my chemise down, he kissed my bare shoulders gently. I ran my hand down his toned stomach until I reached the belt for his jeans. I tugged on it slightly to let him know what I wanted. He nodded and I pulled the belt off.

I rolled us over so I was over him and I unbuttoned the top button on his pants. I leaned my head down and kissed his chest ever so softly. I trailed my kisses down to the flesh that was exposed from the opened button on his pants. He let out a loud gasp that echoed through the silent room.

I pressed my lips to his again and as I reached for the zipper my hand brushed against him and his hips jerked reflexively. My heart was pounding, I had no idea what to do but I placed my hand, purposefully this time, over him again and he let out a moan into my mouth. I sat back up and looked at him adoringly. I pulled the zipper down and he assisted me in pulling his pants off.

Once his undershorts were in full view he blushed a deep red. It was the first time I've ever seen him blush and it only made me want him even more.

I wanted to encourage him, I knew he was getting extremely nervous. "You have nothing to be ashamed of." I said as I kissed his lips again.

He rolled us back to the way we were and pulled me into a sitting position again. He looked at my chemise and back at me silently asking for permission. I wrapped my hands around his wrists and put them at my thigh were the bottom of the chemise rested. He pulled it over my head and didn't break our gaze until he saw that my chest was bare and I had only my panties in the way now.

When he realized my chest was bare his eyes flickered with fascination. I blushed deeply as he had moments ago. He gave me a slight smile.

"Bella?" His voice was deeper than normal and a sense of urgency to it. I knew he was, again, asking silently for permission to touch me. My response was pulling him closely to me. We both gasped loudly our bare chests touched.

I put my lips on his hard and kissed him with every bit of love I could muster. Both of our hands we touching each other modestly. We were exploring things neither of us new about. We pulled away and stared into each others eyes.

His hands went to my stomach and rubbed small circles. He was afraid to let his hand stray. I decided to help with his nerves as much as I could and pulled his hand up.

The sensitive skin on my chest was rising and once again his thumb brushed over it.

"Edward." I said out of breath. The feeling was unbelievable. His warm hands touching my body was indescribable.

I looked up to him and I saw his eyes dancing with excitement at this new found part of my body.

"You are so soft, so warm." He whispered into my ear sending a chill through my body.

He pulled his hands down to my stomach and rested them at the top of my panties.

"...Can...May I?" He asked nervously.

"Yes." I said quickly. He smiled lightly. He unclasped and pulled my undergarment away and left me exposed to him.

His eyes were wide. He licked his lips subconsciously. There was a fire growing deep within me and it was difficult to hold it back even though there was no stimulation yet.

My body was calling for him desperately as his hands were placed on my thighs. I wondered if he was going to touch me where my body wanted him most and I let out a moan in reflex when he did.

He didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to tell him to do. We sat there for a moment looking into each others eyes.

"Bella...I. I really don't....guide me?" I smiled and placed my hand on his sliding them lower. I really didn't know where they should go until there was a spot he rubbed against unknowingly. I gasped letting him know that was where he should be.

He grew curious and dipped his fingers further down. He looked up to me to gauge my reaction. When I felt his warmth inside me, the gasp I gave grew louder and louder with every experimental move he made.

He abruptly stopped and looked at me with his green eyes alight with a burning fire. He placed his body over mine and kissed me urgently.

I put my hands on his stomach and pulled them down to the waistband of his undershorts. He took in a quick breath and held it while I pulled the shorts down his legs.

Again the blush appeared and he hesitated.

"Bella...is there...should I...is there more I need to do? Before...?"

"I don't think so. You have been amazing." He blushed a little deeper then I decided I needed to give him some extra encouragement.

I put my hand on his lower back and pulled him to me. We both stopped breathing when he brushed against me.

He looked deep into my eyes and started to push himself slowly forward.

"Wait." I said quickly before he was barely even inside me.

"Are you okay? Did I hurt you? I can stop." I closed my eyes.

"Just a moment." I told him. It did hurt. But I wanted this, he would have to give me a moment before he continued. I took a deep breath and looked back into his eyes.

"Alright." I told him. Ready this time.

"Bella if I'm hurting you I don't want to do this."

"It's okay. Really. I just needed a moment." He looked at me with a sadness in his eyes

"Will you tell me when it hurt again?" I nodded in agreement. He pushed himself forward even slower than before.

"Are you alright?" He asked me again. I knew he could see that it was hurting me. But I didn't want him to stop. I wouldn't want this with anyone but him.

"Yes."

"I love you Bella." I smiled up at him. He was trying to distract me from the pain when he pushed further.

"I love you."

After what seemed like forever I was finally past the point of pain.

"Are you ready?" He asked, still trying to be a gentleman even in this moment.

"Yes."

He pushed himself forward filling me.

"Bella." He said in a whisper.

He pushed forward again but still with caution.

"Bella, Bella" He said continuously as he moved. His arms pulled me closer to his chest and I brought my hips up to meet his.

"Ughn" he was panting quickly. "Are you alright?"

"I'm okay Edward. Don't worry about me, just let go."

"But I don't want to hurt you." I brought my hips up a little harder this time to show him he wasn't going to hurt me. He whimpered loudly.

"I'll be fine." He looked into my eyes once again and he started pushing harder. The room was echoing with our constants gasps and moans as we learned what the other wanted.

Our moans were quieted by each others kisses. His tongue darted in my mouth and I let out a gust of breath.

I felt his arms tremble when he pushed harder and started losing his rhythm. I knew he was close, as was I.

He pushed and filled himself within me deeper than he had before. I rubbed my fingers down his spine and started to tremble with him. He let out a sharper breath when my body clenched around him.

"Edward...ughn." My breathing was sporadic and quick. I could feel my release coming.

"Bella." He whimpered when our bodies trembled together as we reached our limits. I loved seeing his eyes flutter shut and the way he looked at me in those last moments.

We panted for a moment then he laid is head on my shoulder. We stayed that way until our breathing was back to normal.

He raised his head to look at me. He looked amazingly irresistible the way his hair was stuck to forehead. He leaned down and gently kissed my lips.

"I love you my Bella." I never knew my love could get any deeper for him but it plunged deeper than I believe any person has ever felt.

A/N

So this chapter scares me. How was it? It was a chapter filled with only a lemon and I'm scared to death. Was it okay? Don't be too harsh on me now, that was my very first lemon. I tried to think about what I liked and didn't like when I read other peoples lemons and I hate some of the words they use to describe things and the complete detail of absolutely everything. I wanted to leave a little room for the imagination and I didn't want to make people uncomfortable by reading the way certain words can be described.

This was really hard for me because it needed to be completely innocent. Neither of them knew what to do but they both wanted it badly. Please review and tell me how I did! Remember, don't be too harsh if you didn't like it.