Alice's Journal Chapter 2, a twilight fanfic

Disclaimer: If I owned twilight, there would be a book about Alice, and ONLY Alice XD

The Internet Search

Alice POV

March 3, 2009

I kicked my legs under the desk, frowning upon the fact that my feet couldn't touch the floor. Why had I been so small as human…maybe I answered that question in my journal later on. I turned on my laptop, slowly embracing myself to the search of these five people. Ermira and Kevin Sullivan, cause we all know that they were going to get married, Pit and Mei Brandon, since Pit was my family. Jasper kept me up all night….you know…..married people business… tee he! I put in my personal password, which only Edward knew, of course, and waited for the desktop to load….

I bit my nail, which I knew I would be able to tear off. I waited….waiting, waiting, waiting. Why the hell did it take so long!!! Three seconds, damn it!! Too long!! I grimaced. Too long…. I waited one more second before my conscience to take over. I looked at the screen and saw a picture of Tinkerbell with black hair. FINALLY! My patience was overflowing. I put my finger on the mouse pad, moving the arrow to the firefox icon. How I loved to use firefox. It was amazing how fast it went.

I went to Google, the source of all genius! I typed in the name, Kevin Sullivan, not sure of what would happen if I typed it in. I braced myself for a time of death and a reason for it. immediately saw 3,048,633 finds for it. I gaped. Could a dead person really be THIS famous!? I went to the Glamour Magazine to find out, and I saw his picture. Extremely beautiful, strange hazel green eyes, and thats when I realized. Vampire.

Kevin Sullivan (1986- ) Is a member of the world famous band, BLOOD! Its what we aim for! and is married to now Ermira Sullivan. Not much is known about this hot man, but all that is known is that he hates it when people ask him about his past. So do most of the other members. In a recent interview, they asked him if he had a sibling or a sibling like person. It sounded like he said Pit first, but then mumbled a different name under his breath. Mysterious boy, eh? Every girl wants him….too bad most of the band members are taken…except Jason, of course. Every girl loves Kevin…but NEVER try to throw your bra at him like those crazy girls. If you do, Ermira will make sure that you're dead by the morning.

So…all of them were alive. I smiled. Ermira was as beautiful as I wrote in my old journal. Jason was handsome, too, but not really what I thought he would be. Kevin reminded me of Edward…but not completely….he had his hair like Jasper, tussled, long and curly. His hair was bronze, and his eyes were somehow green, and I over looked the one with him and Ermira together. They BOTH had green eyes. That was strange… I looked at the picture of Pit and Mei….while Mei had brown eyes, Pit had blue….I looked for the possibility of contacts, but when I zoomed in I saw no clue that supported my idea. Their eyes were the only strange factor…other than that…they were normal, pale vampires. I had never heard of this band, and really, I don't really listen to that type of music. I looked over the pictures, again and again and again. I couldn't believe it. I gaped. In every one of the other pictures, they had their human eyes. At that moment, Reneesme skipped into the room, an iPod in her ears and the booming sound made my ears hurt.

"Nessie, can you turn that down?" I said to the new teenager in the house.

"But Alice, I'm listening to Ermira's song," she said as she turned it down a little.

My head shot up, my thoughts swirling around that one word. I listened harder.

How can you see into my eyes
Like open doors?
Lading you down into my core,
Where I've become so numb.

Without a soul,
My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold,
Until you find it there and lead it back
Home.

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside.
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside.
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark.
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run.
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone.
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become.

Now that I know what I'm without,
You can't just leave me.
Breathe into me and make me real.
Bring me to life.

Bring me to life.
(I've been living a lie.
There's nothing inside)
Bring me to life.

Frozen inside without your touch,
Without your love, darling.
Only you are the life among the dead.

(All of this sight,
I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me)
I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.
I've got to open my eyes to everything.
(Without a thought
Without a voice
Without a soul
Don't let me die here.
There must be something more).
Bring me to life.

Bring me to life.
(I've been living a lie. There's nothing inside)

The beauty of her voice amazed me, the beauty of every pitch and every sound. I could understand how she felt.

"Nessie…which one do you like the most?" I asked gently, not leading her to the any weird conclusions.

"Oh, Jason as a definite. There is Kevin, but he and Ermira are already married. And Pit is just……its too bad he's engaged to Mei. Its like a whole climatic thing for fangirls, they can only like Jason…he's the only single one!" she groaned and touched my face, showing me a picture of Jason.

I swear, if I could blush, I would be redder then Bella ever was as a human.

I looked away, and at that moment, Ali came running in pulled Nessie away, and both started laughing. Ali was Nessie's adopted sister, and a half vampire too. She was beautiful, with big, green eyes and dark brown hair. They've been together for 17 years, but Ali was much older Nessie, because she was born in 1923. Edward came across her a few years ago and adopted her. She's been a Cullen ever since.

I heard another song come on to the ipod.

I'd like to dedicate this to an old friend. I heard Ermira's voice blast through.

Crashed on the floor when i moved in
This little bungalow with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and i'm too thin
We promise each other it's til the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
I can't resist the day
No, i can't resist the day
Jenny screams out and it's no pose
'cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
I'm so excited, i haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe i'm more clever than a girl like her
The summer's all in bloom
The summer is ending soon

It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But i hold on to your secrets in white houses

Maybe i'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's cracked leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last

It's alright
And i put myself in his hands
But i hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And i pray it never fades in white houses

My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake

Maybe you were all faster than me
Give each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where i've been
So i go, and i will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lied, wrote my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses

And you, maybe you'll remember me
What i gave is yours to keep
In white houses
In white houses
In white houses

I wonder if she had dedicated this to me! That's when I heard a fast speed running up the stairs. I quickly blocked my mind, trying to make Edward no more curious then he already was. I thought of little ponies and rainbows, hating pianists, and emo bunnies. But even if I had tried harder, he would have come. He came through the door, grabbing Jasper's baseball and laying down on my couch.

"So…what was that thought about?" I knew he was referring to the one about blushing.

I was speechless.

"You do know that its impossible to surpass Bella's human blush," we both chuckled in remembrance.

"Of course you can, Edward! That is, if you're a cherry!" We both started full blown laughing. I don't know why it was funny, but only that we were talking.

I looked at him and handed him my computer, gave him my diary, and stood up, not wanting to see his reaction.

I knew this was going to cause me some problems. But does it really matter to me? Nope. I am going to find out