Chapter Title: Surrender
Chapter Rating: NC-17
A/N: Yes, there will be smutty lemons up ahead! I've secretly been waiting to write some for this story, but I guess that's not a secret anymore . . .
Also, SwedFacepainter mentioned that she was confused about the midget joke in the last chapter. I meant no offence, in case anyone was. In the book Eclipse, Edward mentioned that Alice was annoying for someone so small and I wanted to shoot that back in there to go along with the sisterly teasing between Rose and Alice. I also meant no offence by the dumb blonde reference because not every single blonde is stupid and airheaded like some people think. I actually know some brunettes that are pretty dumb lol (and that does include me). So, I hope I cleared some things up for some of my confused readers.
I would also like to thank everyone who reviewed and criticized. You've helped me a whole damn lot! =D
Disclaimer in Chapter 1
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Bella's POV
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After Alice left, I had gone into Charlie's room to tell him I was back home. When he asked why, I just told him that Alice got sick and Esme didn't want me to catch whatever illness she had. He simply nodded his head and went back to sleep while I trudged back to my room.
I was starting to regret telling Alice that I needed time alone to think about Edward and what happened earlier today. It was a lie, after all. Well, a half lie. I did need time to think, but not about Edward . . .
About her.
I could still feel the tingling aftershocks between my legs from our encounter and the wetness on my cheek from her kiss. My heart was still humming in my chest and my mind was still whirling with images of what just happened. Alice had seen me naked, but she didn't say anything bad. In fact, I could have sworn I heard a low purring sound coming from her.
I was glad that Alice was the first one I exposed myself to and not Edward.
Now that I knew I was in love with Alice and that she was in love with me, I found that I didn't want to be alone like I had told her. I missed her already and she had only been gone for an hour. I wanted to feel her arms wrap around me. I needed to feel her on my skin.
After I climbed into bed, I tossed and turned for about thirty minutes before giving up – the whole time I was debating whether I should call Alice or not. Finally deciding to, I sat up and reached over to my cell phone. I was dialing her number when I heard the tree outside my window shake followed by my window opening then closing, squeaking a little. The sound was familiar and didn't startle me much anymore like it used too. Only the Cullen's used my window as an entrance and I trusted almost all of them.
"Hey there," a voice resembling wind chimes whispered into the darkness. The only light in the room was coming from the full moon outside my window.
"Alice?" I whispered back. My breath always seemed to be on short supply whenever she was close. Even the mere thought of her made my breath catch. "Hey yourself. What are you doing here?" I asked her then patted the empty spot on my bed next to me. She grinned and made her way over to me; plopping down gracefully and scooting over to where her knees were touching mine as we sat cross-legged on the bed.
"Well," she started off, "I decided that I really didn't feel like staying away from you," she admitted, suddenly very interested in the designs on my comforter.
"Funny, I was thinking the exact same thing," I said shyly.
"I know. I had a vision of you calling me," she smiled, still looking down. My future-seeing vampire. I laughed and, without thinking, bent towards her to kiss her full, red lips. Alice gasped and immediately embarrassment came over me. I backed away just enough to peer into her ocher eyes, smoldering like they were just over an hour ago when she was drying off my cold, wet body.
"Oh, um, I-I'm sorry, Alice. I –"
Before I could finish my apology, cold, soft lips were crashing against mine with such affection and passion, it made my heart almost leap out of my chest. "Don't ever be sorry for kissing me, Bella. Ever." I don't know what came over me, but in that split second where those words left her lips, I lost all of my shyness and control. Running my fingers through her short, spiky hair, I rearranged my legs so that I was kneeling in front of her. With my forearms touching her shoulders, I pushed her down and straddled her shapely hips.
"Bella," Alice sighed against my lips. "Bella, wait."
I pulled back and attempted to get off her, thinking I was taking things too fast for her, but she held me in place easily.
"Bella, before we do anything, I just want you to know that I love you . . . so much. And that this is not about sex for me, it's about being with you. I know, it sounds stupid, but its how I feel and I really need to know if . . ."
I frowned. "If what?"
"If . . . you . . . feel the same way I do," she whispered, her eyes boring fiery holes into my own.
I cupped her porcelain cheeks in my hands, staring back at her with just as much intensity as she was. "Alice, I've always loved you, I just didn't want to admit it to myself."
"Why not?" she asked, offended; her voice raising a few octaves.
"Because, I mean . . . I've known I was bisexual for a while, or at least I suspected that I was, but I just . . . I was ashamed of it, Alice. When I was with Edward, I was actually attracted to him and so I tried so hard to be absorbed in him. I tried to convince myself that I really did love him, and I actually let myself believe that I did . . . even though the real spark came whenever I looked at you. But now . . . I hate that I tried to put off my love for you, Alice, I really do. Loving you and being loved by you is by far the best thing that has ever happened to me and I won't waste another second of my life without you."
Alice's smile was big and toothy. She looked so cute whenever she smiled like that. I leaned down to her and pressed my lips against hers, expressing every ounce of my love for her in that one kiss. Alice ran her cold fingers through my hair lovingly and, in one graceful movement, flipped us over so that she was the one on top. She never took her affectionate, lust-filled gaze from me as she hooked her tiny fingers under my shirt and lifted it off slowly; the places where her fingers touched my skin – although cold – left blazing hot trails in their wake. My eyes rolled back in pleasure as Alice trailed wet, open-mouth kisses up and down my neck; her fingers inching their way down to the waistband of my sweats.
I was lost and Alice was the only thing leading me in the right direction. The only thing on my mind right now was Alice. Her kisses. Her touch. Everything Alice. Edward didn't matter to me anymore. I was through hurting over him. And the rest of the Cullen's – Rosalie, Emmett, Carlisle, Esme, Jasper – who cares what they think of us.
My heart almost stopped for the second time that night. Jasper. "W-wait," I stuttered.
"Arg," Alice grumbled playfully, tired of interruptions. "What?"
"What about Jasper?"
The sparkling smile that I loved so much fell from her precious lips. I knew I had just hit a raw spot, but I needed to make sure we weren't going to hurt anyone else with our newfound feelings. "He . . . left for a little . . ."
"You mean . . . you told him?"
"Yes. I told him. Now stop talking," she whispered against the hollow of my throat, making me shiver. Her hands gripped my wrists and held them above my head as she kissed me feverishly, but at the same time, tenderly. It was the hottest kiss I've ever had. The way our breasts were rubbing together, the thin fabric of Alice's tank-top against my bare nipples, were making me wet. It was a sensation I had never really felt before and I liked it.
Eagerly, I pushed us into sitting position with her still straddling me and pulled the top she was wearing over her head. The sight that met my eyes made my core throb and drip. Her breasts were full and soft-looking. Her nipples perky and harder than diamonds. Alice ran her fingers through my hair tenderly. "Touch me, Bella. Make me feel good." I gulped at her words – spoken with such need. I licked my lips and then leaned forward and captured one nipple between my wet lips. Alice's head lulled back, her fingers still tangled in my hair, and moaned. I took it further by encasing as much of her breast in my mouth as I could and sucked, my tongue swirling around her hardened nipple, my other hand massaging her other breast.
Her hips were undulating against me, her wetness touching my most private places. I alternated the attention on her breasts, sucking one while massaging another. I wasn't sure what else to do – I had never had sex before, much less with a girl . . .
"Tell me what makes you feel good, Al," I whispered against her wet breast.
She didn't say anything, just took a gentle hold of my wrist and slowly dragged my hand down to her clit. Securing her plush lips around mine, she took my forefinger and began rubbing herself with it. Feeling her pleasure herself with my finger brought on a whole new round of arousal for me. She let go once I started to get the hang of it. As my fingers explored her outer folds, my tongue explored her mouth. She tasted so good – like nothing I've ever tasted before and I could tell that I was becoming addicted to her already.
I parted her folds and slipped my finger into her sopping womanhood. "Ohhhh," Alice moaned. I smiled against her mouth and added another finger as I thrust them in and out of her silky channel, my fingers caressing her innermost self as I twisted and curled them inside of her. "Oh my god, Bella. Please . . . d-don't stop. Uuunnngg."
Hearing her moan and whisper incoherent words of pleasure made my pussy twitch. My pride was swelling knowing that I was able to do this to her, touch her like this, make her feel this way. I moved my hand faster, hitting her clit each time I thrust into her. Her tiny, cold hands were gripping my shoulders (I was going to feel that in the morning, but I didn't care). Her head was thrown back as deep, throaty moans were emitting from deep in her chest. Her hips were bucking into my hand, begging for release.
"Bella, please . . . go . . . f-faster-r," she uttered between moans. I kissed down her throat as I began to move inside her faster and harder. The only sounds in the room were that of me kissing her neck and my fingers moving inside her wetness at a fast, powerful pace, but I knew I wasn't hurting her.
I could feel her inner walls start to convulse around my fingers. She felt so good; cold yet in a way – warm, wet, and tight. I moaned just at the feeling. I placed my thumb over her clit and started to rub it vigorously as I quickened the pace of my thrusting.
"Oh my god, Bella! Oooohhhh . . . mmmmmm," she yelled. I crushed my lips to hers to quiet her – Charlie was still in this house, even though he slept pretty strongly.
Alice broke the kiss when she came and moaned into the side of my neck to muffle the loud sound. It was the sexiest thing. She was so beautiful when she came; her eyes squeezed shut, her mouth hanging open, her forehead wrinkled. It was something I wanted to see every day for the rest of my life.
Her sweet breath interlocked with mine as her head rested on my shoulder, coming down from her high. I took my fingers out of her and licked them clean – tasting her as she watched, fascinated. She tasted like the sweetest candy combined with the tangiest fruit. It was the best thing I've ever tasted. She moaned as kept watching me tasting her cum. I smiled at her sweetly before rubbing her back soothingly and hugging her to me.
"And this is your first time?" Alice asked, smirking against my neck. I smiled and nodded my head, my pride strong, but my love for her stronger. "Makes me wonder what your fifth time will be like . . ." she left off suggestively before pushing me back down to the mattress.
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I know, I know – short chapter. Sorry about that. This was my first Bellice lemon. Hope it was hot enough for y'all. ;)
The next chapter will most likely be more smut (as this story is intended to be a smutty one, not an angsty one) but in Alice's POV. Be prepared.
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Next chapter out sooner or later.