Chapter Title: Want and Need

Chapter Rating: NC-17

A/N: Thank you to everyone who reviewed! The support you all have given to me means the world to an aspiring writer such as myself. I'm really supper sorry about the lateness of my update. This little thing called life got in the way.

Disclaimer in chapter 1

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Alice's POV

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I looked down at Bella; her mahogany hair strewn over the pillow, her lips parted, her breathing just as erratic as her heartbeat. In that moment I was the happiest woman alive. Bella Swan – the one I have loved secretly for so long – had just made love to me. Had just made me feel the pleasure that I haven't felt in so long. She seemed to know exactly how to touch me and where to kiss me.

And now as I sit on top of her, caressing her chest and face with my eyes, I plan to make her feel just as good as she made me feel.

I remembered what she looked like (how could I forget) when I was toweling off her legs. I remembered how beautiful her womanly folds were, covered only by a pair of wet, white panties that were set on her hips quite nicely. I remembered how I wanted to lick her dry and taste this wonderful creature. And now, I could. Bella was practically begging me with her eyes to touch her – anywhere. Her hands were gripping the bed sheets in anticipation.

I smiled and leaned down to kiss her warm, soft lips before trailing butterfly kisses over her face, across her neck, and over her chest and stomach; stopping only to taste her firm breasts. Her hips twitched when my lips ran over her nipple. I grinned against her creamy mound and sucked as much of her as I could into my awaiting mouth. A soft moan escaped her lips as her hands grabbed fistfuls of my hair, pulling me closer to her.

I love the way her breast felt in my mouth. Soft yet firm and very warm. I swirled my tongue around her hardened nipple as I sucked, but never actually touched it – teasing her. My other hand moved slowly up her shapely form towards her other nipple. My fingers were itching to touch more of her. As soon as they found their destination, I gently tugged at her nipple, making her moaning more pronounced.

"Alice, please –"

"Sh, sh, sh," I quieted her. "You'd better be patient or I won't give you what you want," I teased her. She simply nodded her head. I smiled at her and kissed my way back down her smooth stomach towards my sweet prize.

Kneeling between her legs, I ran the tip of my nose up and down her length. Her smell was intoxicating, filling my senses and everywhere around me. If she smelt like this, I shudder with pleasure to think of how wonderful she'd taste on my tongue.

"Alice," Bella moaned impatiently.

I slid the hard tip of my tongue around her clit before sucking the little nub into my mouth. The heat emanating from her center warmed my chin and neck. Bella's hands flew over her to grip the headboard when I started nibbling on her clit. Her juices covered everything and, Lord have mercy, did she taste good . . .

I kissed her sensitive bud once more before I trailed my tongue over every millimeter of her sex; exploring her, tasting her. When my tongue found her entrance, it made its way in. I licked the inside of her dripping cunt, caressing her vagina with my wet tongue, drinking her in, in a more concentrated form. As I drove my tongue in and out of her, as she moaned my name and griped the headboard, I couldn't think of anything closer to heaven than this.

Even though I was more than content between her legs, I wanted so badly to feel her inner walls around my fingers and be able to kiss her at the same time. When I pulled my tongue out, Bella whimpered in protest. I smiled at her and kissed her full on the mouth, letting her taste the mixture of herself combined with me. She moaned into my mouth as her hips bucked up to meet mine. I licked her lower lip and she opened her mouth to me, caressing my tongue in the most intimate way.

As we kissed, my fingers searched for her slit. When I found it, I pushed only the very tips of my fingers into her. I wanted her to beg for me.

"Alice, please!"

"Please what, my angel?"

"Y-you know . . . what I want."

"Do I?"

Bella bucked her hips up, making my fingers go a little deeper into her silky canal. "Mmm, Alice, please . . . . F-fuck me," she whimpered.

"I'm not going to fuck you, baby," I whispered. The look of disappointment on her face was combined with impatience. I kissed her sweetly before finishing. "I'm going to make love to you."

The look in her eyes at my words was a look I will never forget. So much love, affection, and need that it almost made me want to cry. I would never hurt her. Ever.

I pushed my fingers all the way into her until I couldn't anymore. The feeling of my fingers completely sheathed in her warmth felt absolutely amazing. The wetness. The heat. The tightness. Spreading her legs and getting into a position where my pussy rubbed against her thigh, I thrust in and out of her; moving my body with my hand. My lips found hers and captured them in a sweet, passionate kiss. Our nipples rubbed together in the most delicious way.

Bella opened my mouth with her tongue and massaged it with her own as I made love to her. Her moans and whimpers and gasps of pleasure filled my mouth as she rode my hand. Our bodies moved together in perfect synchronization. With every thrust of my fingers, my hand hit her clit, making her feel more of me, and me of her.

"F-faster," she grunted. I couldn't deny her anything, so I sped up my pace; diving into her warmth faster and harder, then slower and softer. Faster and harder, then slower and softer. I kept the pattern going until I could feel her silky, tight walls start to convulse around my moving fingers. The feeling of her orgasm around me was incredible and it made me, myself, climax right along with her.

"Alice! Mmm . . . ooohhhhh," she cried into my mouth. I moaned at the same time, her name falling from my lips. I thrust into her a few more times before collapsing onto her, nuzzling against her warm body.

"You must be cold," I said.

"Why would I be?"

"Because . . . I mean, skin to skin with a vampire . . . . It must be uncomfortable for a human."

"Alice," she said, stroking my hair, "I'm so used to it, I hardly notice."

"Really?"

"Really, really." Her voice sounded content, just as mine did.

"You know, Bella . . . I have never felt like this before, not even with Jasper. I . . . I love you. So much. Please, never forget that, okay? No matter what stupid shit I might say or do, I will always love you and I will never ever do anything to deliberately hurt you."

"I know, Ali. I love you too. I'm glad you're my first."

"I am?" I asked happily.

"Yes."

I wasn't sure how to respond to that without killing the mood, so I just snuggled back up against her; her warm, soft skin feeling more like home than anything I've ever known. "Bella?"

"Hmm?"

"How would you like to go away for a few days? Just us."

A smile lit her face. "That sounds good. More than good."

"Great! We'll leave first thing tomorrow."

"Well, maybe later . . ."

"Why?"

She grinned sheepishly. "I sort of told Charlie you were sick and that's why I had to come back home."

"Oh. My father is a doctor, you know." We both laughed softly, still entwined with each other. "Go to sleep, baby."

"Are you leaving?" she asked frantically. I kissed her gently as I cupped her cheeks in my hands. "No, Bells. I'm never leaving," I told her seriously, gazing deep into chocolate orbs. She kissed me long and hard, her fingers tangled in my hair, before laying her head back and closing her eyes. I knew everything was going to be okay. Edward and Jasper would come back and Bella would be at my side forever. With that in mind, I wrapped a blanket around her and then snuggled up against her.

And all throughout the night I watched and listened as she dreamt of me.

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Sorry for the shortness and cheesiness, folks. I wanted the last chapter to be short and sweet . . . and a little steamy. ;)

Yes, I said the last chapter. Please don't hate me.

I know I'm leaving off on a bad note – with Jasper and Edward away and Alice and Bella's little vacation coming up – but I'm sure you can imagine the happy ending on your own. =D There may be a sequel . . . . I will make no guarantees, unfortunately. But, be on the lookout if you wish just in case I do.

Once again, I want to thank all of you for your reviews and support! =)

- I Have Cullenism