Exactly Where Were Supposed To Be
Disclaimer: I own nothing
Chapter 8: I have nothing
An: Here it is, sex scene alert!!!!
"Hello beautiful
How's it going?
I hear it's wonderful in California
I've been missing you
It's true..."
Shane strummed the strings on his guitar, playing the song he had sung, only to the girl he adored. It was her favourite, that's why he played it. They had spent the night making love, so it was given that they would be tired, yet Shane couldn't sleep, not when he had this beautiful girl sleeping next to him.
She was everything he ever wanted. He couldn't believe how he'd lived without her, he loved her, this was where he should be, lying next to her, the only thing that was missing was their baby.
Shane needed to see him. He needed to know him, to love him, and to be a father to him. He was going to ask her to bring him here, they could cope. Couldn't they?
Mitchie twisted in her bed, smiling, he continued with his playing
"But tonight
I'm gonna fly
Yeah tonight
I'm gonna fly"
He remembered when they kissed, that first time, so passionate, so full of want and need, yet he couldn't help but smile. His love was lying next to him. He had been so nervous his first time with her, he wanted to make it so special, but he was a virgin too
Flashback
Looking at her, he couldn't help but smile, his heart was pounding in his chest, but she looked so mesmerising, she was wearing a little lace dress, and he, well he was standing there in his boxers, the warm glow of the light silhouetting his body, just taking her in.
Gulping, he moved his body closer to hers, taking in her every expression. Touching her skin, he felt sparks, his fingers tingled and his breathing became shallow. He had never been so nervous in his life, he was about to make love to the girl that he had been crazy about since the moment they locked eyes on one another at the beginning of Camp Rock
She hadn't known him long, yet she was willing to do this, because some how she knew, she knew that the outcome would be fine, because she had never felt a connection like this before, it didn't matter if he was Shane Gray, the main guy of Connect Three, the pin up, the heart breaker, he was here with her, about to make love to her, he could have been anybody, famous or not and she still would be doing this.
As his hand crept up to her face, her eyes fluttered shut, taking in the sensation he was causing her to have. Pressing his lips to hers, she gulped, taking in the raw emotion that he was giving her.
As his hands entangled in her hair, she pulled him closer, feeling his heartbeat next to hers. It was the most nervous she had ever felt in her life, but she tried not to show it, for the sake of wanting to make this right, he was giving himself to her, and she to him, this was one thing she couldn't do over.
Pulling her lips away from his, he tugged at the straps of her dress, kissing the nape of her neck as the dress pooled around her ankles.
Mitchiestepped out of the dress, wearing nothing but a diamond necklace that he had given her, she stood there nervously as Shane took her in, not knowing what to do next. His heart was pounding so loud he could hear it in his ears. He gently carressed her breasts, watching as her expressions changed in her face with each single movement he made.
Reaching his hands downwards, he placed shaking fingers between her folds, rubbing them gently. Bringing her face to his with his spare hand, he kissed her tenderly as she let out groans of pleasure in his mouth.
Pulling back from the kiss, he continued to place soft kisses down her body until he could stand it no longer. He needed to feel her touch, her kiss, pulling away from her folds, he wrapped himself in her body, needing to feel the closeness they shared every other day.
Mitchie gave a quick kiss before she began tugging at the hemline of his boxers, teasing him, making him feel the pleasure that he had caused her. It too was her first time, and she was as nervous as he was, but she couldn't show it, she loved him too much to mess this up.
She couldn't remove his boxers, she was too nervous, because then it would be real, there would be no going back, she loved him, she knew that she wanted to make love to him, but she wan't sure what to do
"It's okay to be nervous" he smiled "I am too"
Reaching down she pulled the boxers off, knowing that he felt the same. He had never done this before, and yet he seemed so confident, she wanted to look, but she couldn't; everything was so new, he was giving his body to her and nobody else. Shane sensed her nervousness once more, and smiling he took her hand and lead it down his body, she too felt it.
Stopping at his penis, he lead her hand down his length
"Are you sure you want this" he whispered
She nodded, not looking up, her hand still resting on his length, she began moving it up and down, watching and hearing as Shane's groans got louder. Stopping, she looked up at him, she was in need, she had to make love to him, she needed to feel how much he loved her.
Pulling the condom from the pants pocket he had discarded, he tore it open, nervously putting it on, as Mitchie stood there, her eyes searching him.
Placing soft kisses on her lips, he pulled her down, as nicely as possible to the bed, allowing her to lie on the bed, he raised himself above her.
"Are you sure" he asked as he positioned himself
She nodded quietly.
Kissing her before he entered, she whispered "I love you" gently in his ear
"I love you" he whispered as he plunged into her
Entering her, he gasped, gasped at this new sensation that she was causing him. Looking down at her, he saw her, her eyes closed, trying to position herself, she looked like she was in pain.
It was the last thing he wanted.
"Do you want me to stop" he asked , becoming upset
"No, I love you" she smiled kissing him
As they made love, they both felt sensations that neither knew that they could feel. It was like something completely new, neither one of them wanted it to end. He loved her so much that he couldn't bare this to ever end, but he knew that he was coming close.
"Mitchie" he called out, feeling himself coming close
"S-shane" she said, gripping her nails into his back, felling a sensation she had never felt before
Coming, they were both spent, their bodies glistening in the sunset, calling out I love yous for only them and the oncoming night to hear
End Flashback
Smiling, he remembered how they had made love, it was the most special gift he had ever given to her, to anybody, she was the only one he could ever make love to. He could never imagine another person lying beside him, not now, not ever.
"I could go across the world,
And see everything
And never be satisfied
If I couldn't see those eyes"
Mitchie finally opened her eyes, looking up at the guy that sat beside her, the guitar in his hand, it was a sound that she had been longing to hear for so long. She missed hearing his voice next to her, sure there were cds, but it could never compare to this, to hearing the song that she couldn't hear anywhere else
"That's my favourite song" she smiled, frightening him back to reality
"I know it is" he said smiling, as she wrapped her arms around him
Smiling, he turned and kissed her "Ah ah ah" she said
"What" he asked pouting
"We have a class in ten"
"Oh yeah" said, the smile falling momentarily from his face
"Hello beautiful
It's been a long time
Since my phone's rung
And you been on that line
I've been missing you
It's true"
Shane hummed the song as he picked out some fresh clothes , he had taken the liberty of allowing Mitchie to stay in his, seeing as it was night, and he couldn't sleep without her. The only problem was, she had only the clothes she wore yesterday and a shirt which she left at his for emergencies.
Nobody was supposed to share a cabin with the helpers, it was supposed to be one of the main rules of the camp, but they didn't care, they had so much love to share, they had been fighting and been apart for too long, they needed each other, so trouble, punishment, it was just one more obstacle that they had to overcome
But tonight
I'm gonna fly
Yeah tonight
I'm gonna fly
Nobody as of yet had seen the magazines, nobody, once they got here was really wrapped up in celebrity gossip, they were just all here for themselves, to have the summer that only dreams can imagine, and that can make or break people, this was the summer that counted, it wasn't really important, who was dating who in Hollywood
Putting his shoes on, he headed out the door, taking Mitchie's hand, they strolled to Camp together.
Shane wanted to ask about his son, but he knew now wasn't the right time, he needed to take things slower with her, he needed to be sure that she was what he needed in life, if she was ready to let him in to their sons life just yet. Even though he had every right she had to their son, he wanted to make sure that she was comfortable with him being introduced to his life. He couldn't lose her again because he knew that he wouldn't cope.
Looking into her eyes before they entered their morning classes, he knew that there was no other person in the world that could make him feel this way. She was the one thing in his life that could make him awake , energised, even if she had hurt him he knew
"I love you"
Mitchie smiled "I love y-"
Their conversation, well their laments of love for each other were rudely interrupted, it was Brown and Dee, they were holding a magazine, of them and the baby.
"Shane, Mitchie, Can you please come with us"
Shane grabbed Mitchie's hand nervously "Ok"
Shane looked at Brown, he knew that he knew about this, but once it got out in the open, there was nothing he could do, he had to obey rules of camp.
"It'll be ok" Mitchie whispered to Shane as they walked with Brown and Dee, but Shane wasn't too sure.
'Cause I could go across the world,
And see everything
And never be satisfied
If I couldn't see those eyes