I figured that when I get there everyone would know, Alice would have seen me coming and then she would have thought about it so Edward would know, then Edward would look suspiciously at Alice then everyone else would be like what's going on, then Alice would have to tell all of them her little secret.

I knew she was keeping me a secret, I remember that night, it had just been after the three days changing I heard Alice and Jasper talking. She wasn't going to tell anyone about me, pity I was going to change that.

There was an expansive drive that mike had only just touched upon as he stopped the car. We had been talking about relatively boring matters all the way here, though the conversation was no where near interesting enough to have my full attention.

I opened the car door and began to swivel my legs around, at the same time thanking him for taking me here.

"erm, jenny, maybe I was thinking that possibly, you might maybe" rambling much "possibly might want to, if at all possible, maybe could possibly come out for a drink with me some time, possibly" mike, the newly crowned king of babbling, looked down at his feet awkwardly when I didn't reply straight away.

I thought about it for a bit, it could work to my advantage, get some more information on the Cullen's among other things, why not?

"I would love to mike"

He looked up and smiled, slightly sweet in a way, "great, erm well, what's your phone number, I can text you?"

"Its 078098342347" I watched him enter that into his phone,

"That's, that's good," he smiled up at me.

"I got to go, you know" I said with one foot out the door. "Thanks so much for the lift" I hadn't missed the look he gave me earlier, I knew exactly why he gave me the lift.

"Oh, yeah of course, well I'll text you," he called as I began to walk down the mile long drive. As soon as he drives away I can stop walking at human pace, which is getting exceedingly frustrating seeing as I'm about to meet my creator for only the second time in my five year vampire life. His car was on the road and I was running the few feet left before I could see the house.

The house was amazing, an architectural dream, not really what I was expecting (which was 8 coffins randomly placed about). Out the front stood the family in a photo like arrangement, all standing in their pairs, Carlisle and Esme at the front, with random couples placed in the structured way which was aiming to look like unstructured but failing. No one spoke as I came close, I saw the girl I assume must be Bella pull her child back as she tried to come towards me. I ignored that and went straight for Alice, calmly. Jasper's stance changed defensively as I approached her but Alice seemed to be reassuring, I guess she knows best. I hadn't exactly planned what I was going to do, it seemed one of the things that would be best to improvise as long as I didn't run and kill all of them, because there's no fun in that. Instead I smiled a sweet smile, and hugged Alice, that will show Mr defensive, it was official, I came in peace.

"Alice, I haven't seen you in so long, how have you been" I carried on smiling.

She looked a little shocked, she hadn't seen that coming, neither had I to tell you the truth but it worked. "I've been good thanks, you remember jasper don't you" she raised her arm towards him.

I turned to smile at him now, "of course I do, hello jasper" he didn't reply just nodded his head politely.

"Have you met the rest of my family" she asked what I would call a rather stupid question, she knew I hadn't, I knew she knew I hadn't, but she didn't really know how to introduce them so that would have to do. "This is Edward and Bella and their daughter, Nessie," Nessie or who I had ironically called earlier, baby Cullen looked closer to fourteen, then a baby. Bella smiled as her name was said, though Edward just looked at me and glared, probably annoyed and maybe confused at the fact my thoughts weren't in one of the many languages he could understand. I made careful notes not to think pictorially. Baby Cullen, I mean Nessie, went as far as stepping forward and saying "hello, its nice to meet you jenny, I hope you enjoyed your flight" in a little pretty angel voice which matched her face. She was really very pretty, I wandered if they had considered child modelling. Carlisle politely shook my hand when we were introduced, where as Esme smiled and said hi. Emmett was cool enough to give me a high five though Rosalie just glared. She was pretty too as in classically pretty, I mean they are all stupidly pretty, especially Nessie, and Bella though they are a different pretty to Rosalie, if that makes sense. But I couldn't let that distract me.

Carlisle, representing the group, came forward "it is lovely to have you here, and you are welcome to stay as long as you like, but I would like to request that you don't hunt in the local area, we like to keep a low profile"

My thoughts flashed quickly to mike, his image appearing in my head, damn I had slipped up. I knew Edward had seen, though the look on his face was unexplainable, there was a bit of shock, but there was nothing there that suggested that he would be at all sad by the loss of mike. Weird. It occurred to me that I had still left Carlisle's request unanswered "of course, I wouldn't dream of it, I ate before I came"

"Ok," he smiled "well, I am sure Alice and you would love to catch up," he lead the way into the house as the others regimentally followed, leaving Alice, who looked, scared.

"Is there anywhere more private, I know they can hear us" I whispered.

"Come with me" her voice emotionless.

We ran into the woods for a little less then half a mile.

"Don't be scared Alice" all niceties were now gone. She straightened up.

"Why did you come here" she asked straight out.

"I was in the area so I thought I would come round"

"Don't lie" she told me sharply.

"ok, Alice you left me, I was barely seven days old and I was alone in a world that I knew nothing about, so I came to find you" I hadn't planned on the guilt trip, but so far I hadn't planned anything, because I couldn't really.

"You knew what me and jasper had taught you" she protested.

"you still left me alone Alice, that's the thing" my voice was menacing, and I even might have seen her cower, in her eyes reflection, I saw shining little glimpses of what she had seen in me that made her leave.