hey, sorry, havent written in ages. well anyway, here is the next chapter, i dont like it as much as the others, but you can make your own minds up... xx
I leant my head back against the banister of the Cullen's extravagant staircase, what exactly was I doing here, I hadn't come up with a plan because of Alice, I guess I was just waiting for something to come up that I could use. But it had been three days since I had come and nothing. Why was I so impatient, god, and I needed to eat. I would have to take a trip to Seattle, but where were we going to head back to, not a hotel room, they would hear, seriously even the most macho of men scream, in fact its nearly always the macho men that scream the loudest, quite ironic really.
The little pretty one, with the name like the loch ness monster came and sat down next to me. "Please can I have your hand" she asked politely.
"Are you going to show me one of your things" I said not moving my hand an inch.
"Yes, I think you should see it" she didn't smile or look at me, just sat and stared forward like I did.
"Ok then" I gave her my hand and then my head filled with images of the Cullen's hallway, it was almost like I was there, sitting where I was now, watching the events unfold.
Edward made his entrance, storming through, if a little to graceful to actually seem as angry as his face was portraying.
"Alice, where are you?" his voice was demanding and slightly angry yet still really beautiful. "Alice"
"Its not what you think Edward" Alice rushed in, closely followed by jasper who stood protectively in front of her. "Jasper move, its not like Edwards much of a threat" jasper looked at Alice, then at Edward then backed off to Alice's side.
"Alice, who is she" Edwards eyes bored down into the small girl. She didn't answered only blink. Its not like you need to answer with Edward.
"Alice, Edward, tell us what's going on" an emotional Rosalie, burst in.
"You know its not fair you keeping secrets" Emmett followed.
"Oh I'm not the one keeping secrets" Edward raised his hands defensively, glaring at Alice with one of those if looks could kill sort of stairs.
"Alice, I think you should explain what is going on" Carlisle glided in, the only one who was actually calm.
"She was dying what did you expect me to do" Alice shouted, no one looked like they understood what was going on, except for Edward. Bella who I hadn't previously noticed in the scene walked sympathetically over to her and wrapped an arm around the small girl.
"That doesn't help Alice" Rosalie said between closed teeth.
"She changes someone" Edward was still glaring at her. Now seemingly was everyone else.
"You didn't think to tell us" Bella turned to face Alice, she seemed more hurt then anything else.
"She didn't even think about it" Edward didn't turn his head away from Alice, keeping fixated evils on her.
"That it?" I asked Nessie.
"There's a bit more, but its basically just Edward glaring at Alice, jasper glaring at Edward,"
"Why did you show me it" I finally asked.
"Thought you should see it, I mean it is about you" Nessie let out a laugh that wasn't exactly filled with humour. "Did you know that Alice hadn't told anyone"
"Yeah, I over heard her talking to jasper, just before she left" I looked at my feet, I wonder if she had noticed that I didn't really want to talk about this yet.
"I mean even Edward didn't know, that's something" nope, hadn't noticed.
"Yeah, she just didn't seem to want to think about me" I wander why, I smiled inside.
"Can I ask" Nessie fiddled with her fingers awkwardly. "How did you" she paused "erm, like get changed"
"As in, in general or just me"
"Both, my parents haven't really told me" her parents haven't told her, how old was she now, five in actual years, fifteen physically. "well I know it has something to do with venom but that's about it" god, she was a bit naive in a way, I wander where she thought babies came from… a stalk or maybe she'd been told that when mummy and daddy love each other very much… I don't know if I should tell her but oh well, what's the worst that can happen.
"basically, when a vampire bites someone they inject venom into their blood stream and it gradually changes them over a course of roughly three days" I said mundanely. "Its painful, very, very painful,"
She nodded, didn't seem as interesting as she thought it would be. "What about you?"
"I was mugged, then knifed in London one night and Alice just happened to find me" I kept the details to a minimum.
"Oh" she said.
"Yeah, oh" I paused for a bit, time for a change in subject "what's the deal with you and Jake"
" Its really hard to explain, he's like a good friend, you know, a really, really good friend, basically he's amazing" she smiled, its hard to describe that smile, it was like just thinking about him just made her happy.
"Would you go all the way" I lowered my voice a bit.
She looked nervously around to see if anyone was around to here her. "God yeah,"
We both laughed, seemingly not as naive as I thought.
"He likes you" I finally said after the hysterics were over.
"What makes you say that"
"The way he looks at you, you just know that he would do anything for you, that his world actually revolves around you." I was jealous of that, I knew that no one was ever going to look at me like that, men saw me as a quickie and I saw them as food, that was it. I don't even know if Nessie new how lucky she is.