Lockdown
I didn't lie when I told Prowl that I couldn't see myself with anyone other than Shadow. Sure, I had doubts at first, because my last relationship ended not so well for me. I promised myself I wouldn't make anymore references to Razormoon as long as I was with Shadow, but she kept coming back. Maybe it was because Starscream was so close, who knew? I sure as shift didn't.
As you probably already know, I'm a half-Blood, a mixture between Autobot and Decepticon. It's not always a bad thing, seeing as how I could've easily overthrown either leader of both factions, but I wanted to stay a neutral because of my Tribal Heritage. My mother had left the Autobots after some sort of incident that opened her optics as to how evil war really was. The same thing happened with my father. They joined the same tribe, feel in love, and had me. Unfortunately, my mother died before I could actually know her, and my father was hardly ever around. Our tribe was raided by a bunch of Decepticons and I was taken captive. I was told that I'd be a servant for Megatron's three daughters: Deathstryke (total glitch, no one liked her), Artemis (shy, sweet, and independent), and Razormoon (Do I have to describe her for ya?). Razormoon was my favorite to serve, since she wasn't glitchy nor was she too independent. I'd always liked her.
But we weren't meant to happen. Starscream had been her best friend for stellar cycles and they faced a ton of complications before they finally got together. When I heard about it, we got into an argument of sorts.
"Why him?" I asked, "What's he got that I don't?".
"Lockdown, understand that you're one of my closest friends and my most loyal servant, but…you're a Half-Blood. And I need something better than that".
I felt my spark break. I should've known better; she never cared for me. All she cared about was her stupid spark mate and all that good jazz. They also had twin sparklings and I made myself their guardian. Megatron found out about her having a relationship with a subordinate and had Razormoon killed. I tried to save her as soon as I learned about her father's plan. I didn't make it in time to save her, but he was about to kill the twins. Just as he was about to shoot them dead, I rushed in to cover them. The blast cost me an arm and a leg, quite literally. That's how I got the upgrade addiction; By saving her kids. I got replacement parts and was hooked on the power they gave me.
The twins survived: I'd know, I left them with some tribe members when I was exiled. I got updates on them for a short while, but then…nothing.
So yeah, I hadn't been in love with anyone for stellar cycles until Shadow stepped in and showed me what it was like. The sad thing is…I never forgave Razormoon for what she said to me. She apologized, but I was never in the mood to forgive and forget. She hurt me for the first and last time. I saved her kids at least, but that still didn't make me feel any better about myself. So now you know why I was so afraid to do this again. I didn't wanna get hurt, but it's okay now. I'm okay now.
A/N: Alright, I just thought that this would be an interesting chapter to put in because I'm sure some of you were wondering about Razormoon, my OC, and Lockdown's would've been relationship. So yeah, I'll get back to the present here next chapter.