I'm sorry i suck at updates; but here is one.

oh yeah and i think i should mention i don't own hannah montana. O'course you are all smart and already knew that.

Bold is like in a IM chat just so you know :)

And at one point it's a little rude not much really, but still just a forwarning (Y)

Sitting in my room on a Saturday night does not make me feel cool or loved. Although it gives me time to contemplate my thoughts, my many thoughts, (does it count as many if there all about the same thing ?). The same thing being none other then Miley Ray Stewart, saying her name and thinking it gives me a feeling like I'm eating icecream. But then agian that could just be because i'm hungry and icecream will always have a special place in my heart - i am a dork - so were was i ?

Oh yes, Mileyyyyy. She's sweet and talented and cool and funny and fun and lovely. But as I remeber out last encounter where she was singing along to them Irish lads, a frown appear on my face as I rember Lilly's reaction. I feel so bad for forgetting Lilly, she is the reason I am sitting in on a Saturday night and I just forgot her. I am an awful friend, i fail as a friend. I need an idea to make Lilly be my pally agian. I log onto my old computer and go on the 'ole MSN. I smile as I see Lillys name on the 'online' section, a bigger smile as I see Miley is also online.

Smokin' Oken says; HeyHey

Smilers says; Hello mon petit lapin

Somkin' Oken says; Lapin? as in bunny ?

Smilers says; Aha, yes as in rabbit

Smokin' Oken says; Why ??

Smilers says; The real question Ollie-kins is why not ??

A smile covers my face at the nickname Ollie-kins in my life only three people have called me this; one being my mother who often refers to me as something other then Oliver, Becca Weller my last girlfriend who was a mistake if I say myself (which i do say so) and Juanne a past girlfriend who was pretty but had no personality. So if you gesture it's been my lovers who call me this silly name (minus my mother you sick people LOL)

Smokin' Oken says; Because Mileys i am not a rabbit

Smilers says; OMG! you're not ?!? that explains so much

Smokin' Oken says; I know, i'm actually human

Smilers says; LIAR

Smokin' Oken says; Honest

Smilers says; Good to know ;)

Smokin' Oken says; It is ?

Smilers says; Yes, because beastality is wrong

Smokin' Oken says; Huh :S ?

Smilers says; HAHAHA doing it wrong animals :P

Smokin' Oken says; I know but what does that have to do with anything ?

Smilers says; Babez i got to jet. BYE xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Smilers is offline

I am confused by saying that does Miley think I am some form of sex addict ? I am actually a virgin. Does she mean she wants to y'know do it with me ? I wish. Do I wish for that ? I don't know. A sudden relisation has hit me I have not done the one thing I was suppose to do with my computer time. I spent the minutes with Miley instead of applogising to Lilly. Thank the Lord (for he is kind) she's still online.

Smokin' Oken says; Lilly I am sorry ?

Lils says; For what ??

Smokin' Oken says; Errrrrrrrrrm. :|

Lils says; You can't really be sorry if you don't know why

I hate it when she's right, but i am actually sorry i just don't know why. I never thought of Lilly beng complicated but I was wrong she is and it's annoying me.

Smokin' Oken says; I miss you Lilly

Lils says; I'm right here, how can you miss me ??

Smokin' Oken says; Because you hate me :'(

Lils says; I don't hate you

Smokin' Oken says; Then why are you being off with me ?????????????

Lils says; I'm not

Smokin' Oken says; You are

Lils says; You like Miley ?

Smokin' Oken says; Random but yeah she's my friend

Lils says; That's not what i ment :\

Smokin' Oken says; Errrrrrrrm

Lils says; ........... ?

Do I confess my feelings for Miley ?

Do I honstely have feelings for Miley ?

What do I do ??