So, I was feeling down in the dumps. So this isn't light hearted and funny fluff as usual.

I don't own Gakuen Alice, and I don't own a witty way to say that.

06: Emotional Pain

Characters: Sakura M.

Summary: "And I hate how me doing this will kill you inside. But not the way I wish it did."

Word Count:856

The Painful Drabbles

Emotional Pain

--By: Heartbroken Confession--

xoxoxo

To: Hyuuga Natsume.

A.K.A. Stupidface.

10: I really really hate your hair. It's so silky, and stupid, and shiny. You rarely ever comb it, but it makes it look even better that way. I detest you and your stupid unruly hair.

9: I hate your eyes. Your disgustingly mesmerizing eyes. The way I can get lost in their color and shine. The way that they do your laughing for you. The way that you smile and frown through them. The way you look at me like a sister with them.

8: I hate your voice. I despise how anything you say makes my heart skip a beat-- even if you say it online. I hate how I can listen to your voice for days. I hate how you can probably sing better than me. I loathe how you talk to me with that sibling type of affection with it.

7: I hate your dumb kindred soul. I hate how you think of everyone else before yourself. I loathe the way you secretly help everyone out. I hate how you pay attention to them and not me.

6: I hate the way you stare. One glance and I become stiffer than a wooden board. I hate how I can't even eat when you're looking. I only have your stare to blame when you catch my eye and I go tumbling down the stairs.

5: I hate the way you make me curious. You're full of secrets that I want to know. You pull me close. But then you shove me away when I try to help. I hate how that means you don't trust me enough.

4: I hate how you don't notice me the way I wish you did. I despise you for looking at everyone else that way. I die a little inside when I see you with another girl. I hate how you turn me into the green monster every time.

3: I hate how you ask me if I'm okay. You're so stupidly dense. You don't really care. You don't know that I'm crying over you. You don't care the way you should.

2: I hate how you're my best friend. Because best friends aren't supposed to let each other fall. But you broke the rules; you tripped me. I hate how you weren't there to catch my fall.

1: I hate you because I don't have you at all. No matter how hard I try. No matter how much I cry. No matter how many times I lie. I can't hate you, not the slightest bit at all.

0: & I hate how I have to say goodbye. I hate how I couldn't tell you how I really feel. I hate how I have to leave. I hate how I have to leave you. I hate how me doing this will kill you inside; but not the way I wish it did. I wish I could hate you. But I can't. So this is my goodbye.

Love always, You best friend,

Sakura Mikan.

A.K.A. Polka-Dots

P.S. I love you. Always have, and (I hope that I won't) always will.

P.P.S. N e v e r f o r g e t.

xoxoxo

So, Natsume doesn't physically get hurt. Sorry kiddies. But I needed the E. You see, I decided that I'll make 8 of these drabbles. 1 for each letter in Drabbles. And I'll try to spell that out, and then I'll rearrange the stories into the word... AFTER I'm done to avoid confusion xD

So. Um. Review?