This is hard for me to update every day, but I really try hard to do it. So far I've succeeded and your positive reviews are what have kept me going. Thanks a ton. (:
This is a follow up to chapter five. I knew I said that wouldn't follow up but ... I lied (:
Shane,
I don't know where you are. Probably walking off into the sunset with her.
I can't believe you Shane. Not only did you cheat and keep it from me. No, you also did it after everything I told you about. Do you know how long it took me to open up to you? You're the first person I ever told everything other than one person. Do you know who that one person was, Shane? I bet you can guess. Caitlyn. Both the people I trusted, the only people I trusted, and they betrayed me. Try and guess how I feel.
See, you can't.
You knew my mom cheated on my dad. You knew that I hadn't gotten over it. You knew how much I loved my father. You knew he left my mom and I. You knew I never forgave my mother. You knew my mom got pregnant by the affair.
Yet you still did it. You still cheated on me. With one of my best friends.
Why? How could you, Shane? I loved you and you threw it all away. Maybe next time you'll think things through before crushing someone's heart to pieces. And you know the sad thing? I'm not exaggerating. You've broken me again. The only difference this time is that now I don't have you to fix me this time.
That's my life in one word for you. Broken.
You know how hard it is for me to forgive and you damn well I never forget.
So don't even try.
Tess.