A/N: okay, so here's chap 3! This one is goin to be more of a filler part so ya…..

Just so it's clear, most are going to be in Roxas' POV unless otherwise stated.

Hope ya'll like it! Enjoy!

Chapter 3

The though of going to a Prep ruled school made me wanna puke. I held it down, though because there was really nothing to come up (Ha! I made a funny!). If there was something I hated more than evil in-mates, it was Preps. They fool you into their little 'alliance', and then toss you like a stone to the curb.

It made me sick to think people would deal with that. It makes me even more sick to think I hung out with people who did that. Yes, I'm talkin' 'bout my druggie friends of Seifer and them. They did that constantly. I remember the way I had to get in. They brought me to a store in the middle of town. I had never been there before. They walked me into the back of a candy shop. It smelled sweet and nice.

But we came to a back door, and they led me out of it. The air was musky and gritty. It also reeked of smoke and nicotine. It made me sick. I can still smell it to this day…

--Flashback--

Seifer and the others looked at me. All had on black robes, with the hoods up, covering their faces from my view. They were all…waiting, it seemed.

"Roxas Turan, should you accept the entrance to Hell's Worst Nightmare, your life shall never be the same. Do you accept?" That was Seifer; he is the leader of this family. He had a medallion around his neck, that was sorta' creepy to me. It gave him an intimidating glow because of its rather large size.

"I, Roxas Turan, accept the entrance. I shall obey all orders and demands I am given. I shall keep all names secret and reveal no information under any and all circumstances. This is my family and mine alone." I said that all from memory. My friend, Tobi, had been in charge of helping newcomers with getting in, He gave me this sheet with what to say, and told me to memorize it.

It was weird, of course, but I was in no reason not to do as I had been told to do. It was either you were with them, or against them. If you were with them, they served you protection for always in the group. If you were against them…well, take Hayner as an example.

"As for that, do you solemnly swear to keep all of our meetings sworn secrecy? And to keep your normal life separate from this family? Keep your old life apart and leave all of your old friends behind?" This time, the voice seemed to come from Spink, the second in command of the family (But I took him out of his position a week after I was accepted and gained his position.).

"I solemnly swear to keep all secrecy in secret and never reveal my family to this life. It shall be the shadow of my old life. Consider my friends the past, and this family my future." I stood tall and proud after that statement. I could see the others were all proud as well.

They all lifted off their hoods, and I looked around at Seifer. He snapped, and two of the members disappeared, coming back to the circle with a black robe. They handed it to me, and I slipped it on.

"This is an honor, y'know, Roxas. Don't let us down. These robes are to only be worn in presence and order of me. They are only used for meetings of importance such as now. Keep it out of sight of any others who shall shun us."

I nodded in understanding. My body tingled in accomplishment. Seifer snapped again, and the smell of alcohol filled the room. Goblets were filled, and I was told to drink a full one.

I did. The sticky, bitter sweet taste drifted down my throat. It warmed my body instantly on entrance. It tasted of victory and conquer.

They all applauded me and lastly handed me a cigarette. I did the same as the others, and smoked it. I wheezed at first, but I got used to it fast.

--End Flashback--

I shouldn't have ever entered when I first smelt that scent. I woke up the next morning, snuggled by a bottle of rum and the other members. I had a major hangover, and a migraine pounded my head. It was Hell all over again. Strangely, I didn't care a bit, though. It was worth the knowledge I was in the family.

I really did wonder how this happened to me. I never would have normally done this. But something was different about how it was done. I guess it had to do with the fact that I had no idea what was going on. I hadn't a clue what to expect. And y'know what? It wasn't bad not knowing what was going to come. It may just been the hangover talking, but I felt pretty content with al lthat might happen.

I was fully aware by now what I had gotten myself into. It wasn't that I had lost my sense in life, I was just majorly clouded and confused.

Everyone else awoke soon enough. We all left through the back door. It was high noon, and we all moaned with stiffness and sickness. We were all a family now, and it was going to cost me more than I knew. But at the time, nothing else mattered. I would trade my life for something I thought mattered at the time. It was the start of my new life and beginning.

Thanks for being a retarded ass, Roxas.

A/N: okay, hope ya'll liked it! As I said, it's a filler chapter. As said, most will be in Roxas' POV unless said otherwise.

Next will be up soon!

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